Thank u for your love and honesty ...

Dearest Michelle,

I feel guided to write to you. Firstly, you know the expression we are all reflecting our life's lessons to each other? Well, there is so much going on at that level I feel it's impossible to keep quiet :0).

You may have noticed that I recently 'unsubscribed' from your emails. This is for 3 reasons. Firstly, I sent you an email called 'I Am Zadkiel' channelling. Like you I had received it via a 3rd person, so, like you I checked with Di I could forward her loving email, which she very generously agreed to. I also thanked and acknowledged the person who sent it to me. I noticed you put it in the newsletter but I felt 'aggrieved' I never received a thank you. I must point out at this point that I am not 'having a go', this email is not about that, rather the opposite. The second thing that 'irked' me was your high praises of the Glasgow group, I felt somehow you'd put them on a pedestal and were singling them out to be 'special'. Ironic isn't it?! Thirdly, in another newsletter, you included some channelling by Di's friend which included the lines that we weren't to 'meddle with the grid', that it's perfect and whole as it is. However, my heart tells me something different; that this age is about learning, once and for all, what love can achieve, witnessing love in action, moving away from the technology age and into the heart-centered age of in-spiration, inhaling the divine to recieve wisdom and messages that can help all, and I truly feel that 'Fire The Grid' is one such piece of wisdom from the divine. I therefore sent my channelling to you to offer another side of the coin, I didn't address it as I didn't want you to feel I'd done it out of 'ego' or specifically to want you to do something with it, as I know how you are about these things, I know you 'judge' if things are heart-centered or not so I knew better than to put any mark of my personality on it.

Now, since I unsubscribed to yoru newsletter, my friend Allie Blair, asked if I'd received your latest newsletter out of concern for you, so I asked her to forward it. I read it with interest, at first feeling my email was one of the catalysts you mention for your obvious pain. Towards the end, I realised it was the words in the book someone gave you which had had far more effect.

Now please let me share the lesson I'm currently learning: If you are a man or woman of God, what does it matter if people 'overlook' you, or 'disregard' you or 'dis-empower' you? Your connection to God does not depend upon them unless you choose it to be so. May I talk frankly and say that perhaps you felt dis-empowered because you yourself seek acknowledgement on some level? We are all learning, that is the beauty of this world, there is no need to feel threatened or say that, on one hand, I acknowledge this, but on the other, I disregard that we're all students and place a lot of importance on what people's words can do to me?


I realise now I shouldn't have let your high praise of the Glasgow group 'un-centre' me, I realise when you're truly connected to the divine acknowledgment is no longer an issue and therefore to be aggrieved at not receiving a thank you from you for someone else's channelling was also petty to say the least :0)

It is my truth that we are living the 'Celestine Phrophecy' here and now and that there is nothing to worry about; those who have natural intuitive abilities know their power comes through their connection with the divine and nothing anyone else does can move us from that connection of deep love unless we choose to let them, by saying we seek others' approval or acknowledgement or others peoples' words have power over us. Those who have a dvine connection will naturally guide others, it doesn't need to be forced and it can never be taken away, becuase people are now guided to those they instinctively know have information for them. We are living in an intuitive age, people 'know' with whom to share information and where to recieve information to assist themselves. We are all oracles assisting each other. And, importantly, connected beings keep their energies strong by focusing only on the divine in themselves and everyone.

The person who wrote to you has 'pushed a button', you felt strongly enough about it that you included it in your newsletter. I choose to believe that everyone who 'pushes our buttons' is a loving emissary, showing us an aspect of ourselves we are required to release or learn from in order to move forward. They are assisting us in a way which they are also aware of on a subconcious level. I also believe that they are exposing the lessons they themselves need to learn and when you observe it like that it doesn't evoke a reaction which takes you out of your heart centre.

For my own part I am learning to no longer put people on pedestals, or compare myself to others. I am learning not to need anothers' acknowledgement because I know in my heart I am connected. We are also all connected to each other at the level of compassion, the personification of love, and only love is real. Yes, there are people around me who overlook me, who choose to take the information that flows from my connection for their own because they feel 'threatened' and worried I am 'racing ahead' but they are simply exposing their own lessons to be learned and I can only then look on them lovingly as spiritual beings also finding their own way home.

A cynic would say this a fool's gold way of looking at life but my heart is my teacher and this is what I'm being taught.

I sincerely hope my words heal in some way. And I sincerely apologise for playing any part in causing you pain.

Love and light,

Jacquie


Dear Michelle,

I have not met you in the flesh but a client of mine sent me your email.

It moved me to tears, and I want to thank you for your message.

I hope that the lady who wrote the Archangel book saw what you wrote, but more importantly for sharing this, you have helped to lift the slight darkness that you had.

I work as a beauty therapist at Angmering Manor Hotel and Iona Beeslyis one of my clients, we had looked into coming to one of your courses, which we will do in the near future.

Actually the reason for this email, is that I would like to offer you a massage..........................I dont want any money but I really feel like you need to have a treat...........I dont know if you go for treatments or anything like this, but my gut instinct when I read your mail was she really needs to have a small break, she needs to take a bit of time for herself.

Perhaps I am too forward, but I would like to extend my offer to you, and if you like you can come in for a massage where you can just really relax. As I said maybe my gut instint is wrong but if I dont write this, and dont follow what the Angels tell me, then I will always wonder.

Love and Light

Louise Williams


My Dearest M,

I had to read your 3.20 am e mail 3 times, to understand what you were saying......you can't possibly think of calling Sanctuary of Angels to an end....YOU MUSTN'T...you have SO much to love, light, wisdom and guidance to give to us, which enables us to grow and be able to guide and support others + while doing that, you are receiving insight and messages from your angels about yourself too, which allows you to grow more....

When you wrote about people choosing not to step in to the light they are offered, refusing to listen to their hearts and take action, if you wrote that 4 weeks ago, you could have been referring to me, but after being with you during those 6 wonderful days, I realise that although I wanted to change, and kept on hearing the messages the angels were giving me, the time wasn't right, even though I thought it was....it is now, but also I needed to heal myself before I can help others.....after what happened to me 2 weeks ago, I am healed - I have found Bernice, and I love her....!! I am happy in my skin, and I now find it easy to say - I see the magnificence in me...and it's great being me..it just trips off my tongue, and I can shout it out driving along, and leave post its everywhere reminding me of this - some get stuck on the cats fur, but hey!!! (smile!!)

So the point of this ramble is, don't be knocked off balance, we are all ready ready at different times to change, and I am now ready to shine a beacon of light to others.....feel very light, and positive, chakras are cleansed and I look forward to my meditating time....people are commenting how different I am, so positive, and asking why...?? I speak my truth now and tell them....also I am asking to go part time this week...whooo hey...!!!

I felt you were emotionally tired at the end of our 6 days - the school holidays are coming up, and enjoy have some 'M time'...that is what you would tell us, so chill, and keep looking at your butterfly to remind you that we are all coming out of our cocoons, (but at different times), to shine the light ...!!

With much love,

Bernice



Dear Michelle

I just also wanted to say thankyou for your honesty it takes courage to lay your self open to such vulnerability you are real inspiration as to the love and light that is within us all if we just "open up" and put our trust in Source and our Angels.But also so often we fight against this and try and do it our way until our Angels gently remind us of their unconditional love and we surrender, struggle over aaahhh "PEACE"

Also a friend phoned me yesterday to tell me about the world wide Meditation hour taking place tomorrow 17th July to bring love and energy back to our great planet EARTH. I am sure you are aware of this but through your website maybe many more will bring their energy to this "earth changing" hour. Details in "firethegrid" website.

Oncce again a big thankyou for your newletters and messages

Much love and Light

Valerie x