Sunday, July 15, 2007

Sharing your thoughts ....

I recieved so much mail after sending out "320 am and still awake" - just as you are so kind to read my words - I felt it was only love to return the kindness and share with others your words .....

Dear Michelle

I was so glad to have received this message from you, as I'm sure many others will have been too. Yes, you have come from a place of love by sharing this message with us all. You are right to have written it and it did need to be said, and the angels have guided me to send a reply to let you know that.

Please, Michelle, continue your wonderful work and never allow others to make you doubt for even a second that your work is not precious and special. You have been placed in this work by the Angelic realm and they need you to do this. They have guided you. You are what they have brought to you and as I said in a letter to a friend just this week, through your work, and particularly with children, you are bringing angels, love and light into peoples' lives and this you do under the guidance of angels - it comes through them. This is so very important at this time, as there are tremendous changes taking place.

I have known you for a long time, Michelle, through our emails and your Newsletters, which are so welcome, and I think of you as a friend, even though we have never met. Remarks about your newsletter from someone who does not know you, nor truly understands your work through the angels, deeply hurt me a couple of weeks ago. The remarks were delivered to me by this person's mother (a friend of mine) who should have known better, until I realised that that this unkindness came straight out of ego. I even wanted to end my connection with my friend by stopping going to the spiritual grown group that is held at my friend's house. This daughter (she has two), who has only just come to know the love of angels in the last year, feels she is above everyone else; that they have singled her out with their guidance, contacted 'her people', and given her psychic powers and that therefore she feels she knows best. Through her mother, she left the message for me that it was useless to pray for and send light out to little Madeline because she was already dead - she knew that for certain, because the angels had told her. She had also imparted the message that the beautiful meditation in your newsletter (several weeks ago) had not been channelled, and that it was not coming from the 5th Dimension, which it should have been. My first thought was, well, did it matter that the beautiful meditation wasn't channelled - who cares because it was so lovely. I was also totally shaken about Madeline, because I sense her to be safe in the love of angels. I tell you, Michelle, I was hugely angry (I don't usually get angry) for a brief time afterwards that someone could be so rude, to unthinking, so careless, about things they were not knowledgeable about. Then the anger melted, when I realised that this had all come from ego and that she was no nearer getting to the 5th Dimension than any of us however hard she was pushing it; however hard she was trying to prepare everyone and making people look at the consequences if they didn't start to think in the 5th Dimension. I realised how wrong she was and how much she needed guidance and peace. I have sent love and light to her, to her mother and to her sister. I have asked the angels to help her to begin to think differently and to help her to change and grow, because I feel terribly that she is not in the light yet and that she must be hurting deep inside to be acting in the way she is.

I am still not certain about going back to the spiritual growth group, because it has all been doom and gloom there recently anyway, i.e. we must do this, we must think like that, 'my people' are telling us there is not enough time left ...... and so forth. If feel tremendously concerned that this daughter's influence is having a very unsettling effect on her mother, who is constantly depressed and ill these days. Since her daughter came to the light, my friend had gone downhill from a bubbly strong lady to a wreck, who is so worried that she is not going to get to the 5th Dimension and feels she needs to do more work in that direction. She has not been able to hold a meeting for a few weeks, nor has she been able to do any healing for others, and has stayed at home a lot because 'her people' need her to be up most of the night meditating and looking inwards, so she has to rest during the day, because she says she is so exhausted. Honestly, Michelle, I do not know what to make of all of this and nor do any of her friends, who feel the same way as I do. We are so concerned for this situation. Moving to the 5th Dimension should be a wonderful journey, full of joy and love, full of happiness and wonder - something to be eagerly looked forward to, surely ....... are we wrong. Does is need to be distressing, emotionally exhausting, fearful and hard work?

Well, Michelle, I am just guided by the angels that are here in my life. I only have to ask and the answer comes, perhaps not always in the way I expect, but I am always ready these days to expect the unexpected with gratitude and love, and to do what I am asked to do with loving kindness, mindfulness and without ego. I'm hoping you haven't minded me writing to you about this - like your message to us, I guess I have been feeling the need to put it down in writing and get it off my chest.

Thank you again for your helpful and honest words that convey that Love & Light is not a mask.

In love and light and with loving angel blessings

Heather x


Dear Michelle,

I just sat down to read my mail and saw your post. It made me upset and let me explain why:

Last week I did two readings. One was for a man who wanted me to 'confirm' what he had already been told by a very popular Healer and also some other insight into his spiritual path as he was new to the Angelic Realm. He mentioned that he was a scientist for many years and this was somehow a clue for me although I could not explain why at the time. I did the reading and tried to explain that our connection to Angels/Love/Creator is always there and that we need only be open to receive. I think I almost cried when he replied. All of this was lost to him because he wanted solid proof and for me to right or wrong the information he had received from the Healer, who had told him that, "a very powerful archangel was his spiritual guide." I too did not want to get into the situation of seeming disrespectful of his choice. And in my heart I felt pained because so much love was being given to him but he could not see that because it was overcast by his wanting proof about this powerful archangel. This upset me because I saw how people sometimes want things but get distracted from working toward them by ego-needs and so they miss the most important thing - that love is always there.

Earlier this year, I took a course with an Angel Teacher to learn more about empathy and embracing my sensitivity. The teacher would provide online support and such. But I always felt as if she was pushing her own beliefs unto me even though they did not resonate with me. I decided to withdraw from her course when she wanted me to pay more money for even 'more personal guidance' and her material. I felt very hurt and disillusioned after this because I felt that I was being used and being very idealistic, I felt angry that a spiritual teahcer would operate from a place of self-promotion and not love and the student's best path for growth and healing. I felt bruised and disempowered as you said.

Reading your post caused upset because it made me look at my own feelings about what you'd said in light of my own experiences. I'm grateful for this because it was a gentle lesson to me. See... sharing your truth is healing *smile*. You see what I figure is this: for every person who dis-empowers (whether intentionally or not) there are twice as many that bring light and inspiration so thank you for doing that in your post.

Dyan



Dearest Michelle

Thank you so much for sharing these thoughts and feelings, I was amazed but it has also brought up stuff that I too have dealt with this week which also has left me feeling very upset and confused when it comes from people who are "walking in the light", I wonder if these things are being revealed to us for a specific reason, maybe to help us to realise that we need to go within and seek the guidance and love on where to go and who to trust from within us first.
Not sure but it is truly is something. I am grateful that you are there for all of us in your special way.
God Bless love and light Jacquie


Dear Michelle

I have just received your heartfelt e-mail and need to let you what a tremendous inspiration your messages are to me

I work with angels in a very small way and share your messages with a group of like-minded friends.(I have printed them all and placed them in a special folder)

When I have problems or difficult decisions to make, your messages always seems to give me the right guidance. I just wish that I lived nearer so that I could attend some of your workshops. Hertfordshire is a long way to travel!

Please continue with your wonderful work. It is appreciated by so many people.

With love, light and angels

Carol Smith



My Dear Michelle

I read your email 'still awake at 3.20am' and I so feel for you.

Please don't let these ego trippers put you off balance. You
have helped and guided hundreds of people on the road to their
Light. I am one of them and I remember with great fondness
my Angel Experience Day with you and my Angel Reading which
has encouraged me to find my feet and to shine my light on
my path, those of my loved ones and those who choose to
walk with me. Thank you so much for that.

There will always be people who think incorrectly that they are
coming from a place of superiority when in fact we are all equal
in the eyes of God and the Angels. These people are doing themselves
and others a great disservice.

You, on the other hand, have so much Love and Light to shine on the
world. Be secure in the knowledge that you are much loved and
respected by those you have taught and guided with your workshops
and also your e-newsletters which are full of inspiration and love.

Please allow Sanctuary of Angels to remain as it is, the loving and
caring Sanctuary for all the people who are guided to choose you as their
teacher and mentor.

Thank you for sharing with us all.

With Abundant Love and Light

Allie
xx


Dear Michelle,

Thanks for your email, I can understand that it must be difficult for you sometimes, when called to do the work you do and you feel that people just aren't listening.
I suppose that I am as guilty as the next person where that is concerned as I still haven't sought to further my experience of angels myself. I do feel their presence sometimes when giving healing, mostly to myself these days - but that was my choice to step back from trying to push with gaining clients, I had to take the time to heal myself and prepare myself for whatever is yet to come.Actually I feel the time is nearing now when I will be able to step forward again and present myself for service (so to speak). I know I still have many lessons to learn but as I feel we never stop learning anyway, that shouldn't deter me.
Lately I have been exploring another area of interest, it wasn't really a conscious decision, events just happened to put me where I am now.
I still feel one day I would like to do an angel workshop (I have done things before that have included some angel meditations and meeting angels) but as yet I'm waiting for that 'bolt of lightening' that makes it obvious to me that I 'need' to do an angel course.

Since your reading I have been trying to speak my own truth and for it to come from the heart - as a person I feel stronger, but still lighter and somehow sort of 'wise' for want of a better word, but this is inner wisdom/guidance, mainly for my own development.

The second thing that has happened to you, I know would have really annoyed me. How dare the author of the book sign what they did, yes I agree it is like it was done to 'put you in your place' and dis-empower you, make you feel inferior to them and how awful for a person who is in a position of helping others to see their own light, to be that way. Their behaviour, if they are that way with 'students' will certainly create a need of dependancy in those students. How utterly disgusting to say to you 'let me connect you' as if they are some sort of 'high power' themselves and to infer that you have not yet met archangels yourself (oh it does annoy me, I know I should let the feeling go). It just shows how un-developed they themselves are, as they must feel so bad about themselves deep down, that they have to 'big' themselves up so much to make them feel good. How can a person supposedly spreading the word and love of the angels, seek to gain power over people in that way, and as you say sometimes vulnerable people. I really cannot understand people like that. That sort of attitude is not helpful to anyone.

I feel I have been lucky in my choice of teachers so far, but I have always followed my intuition when choosing them, they have either just sort of appeared at the right time, or I have decided upon those that I just 'clicked' with, felt a connection to and so far I have not been disappointed.

Thanks for sharing that Michelle and I hope that it helped you to do so,it would be a shame if (as you considered) sanctuary of angels was no more, as you reach out to so many people. The reports of yours and others from your workshops are those of love and empowerment and changing of lives for the better and even by sending your newsletters you bring a message of love and light to others. I know you have said that you no longer give readings usually (due to time allowances with all your other work) but I really enjoyed mine and it gave validation/confirmation that I was moving in the right direction and that was really helpful to me too.

Wishing you love and enjoy the rest of the weekend,

June x



Dear Michelle,

Thank you for your latest message. I share your thoughts on this. I am glad you have chosen to carry on because you and your angels words of wisdom, help on so many levels. They always seem appropriate for what is happening at that moment in time.
Keep up the good work and thank you for taking the time to write your messages when you have a family to look after. Any updates on how the puppy is doing would also be great in your messages.

Lovee and blessings

Maureen
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