As you are probably all aware four years
later *smile* - I am a person who believes deeply in the importance of
honesty to one self and others.
Often that means I may be in a position where I feel I
am "bearing my bottom" to the world or that I say
something that others do not like - this is known
as "authentic power or behavior" rather than
appropriate - it is a quality I am blessed to see in my
children and yes - ouch - it can hurt but the honesty
and love the words comes with, can quickly dull the
sting.
Today is going to be one of those days - well, in fact it
is 320 in the morning, so this is very clearly something
I need to get "off my chest."
Two things have saddened me deeply over the past
week and I have allowed myself to be knocked of
balance emotionally to the point that I have felt like
calling Sanctuary of Angels to an end -
The first scenario - is probably one that has been
running for some time in all areas of my life but is now being
bought to the light for change -
I have chosen to place myself in a place of immense
trust with the Angelic Realm - they bring words of
guidance and I follow that guidance in the "physical
realms" with action - that is why I am so grateful to the
Angels for if I had not "listened" I would not feel or "be"
who I am -
The Angelic realm and therefore myself as a person
of "service" wish to empower others to see who they
truly are and believe in who they truly are - and then
shine that light upon others - causing a "network "
effect of beacons of light across the world - the result
most definitely happier people and a better world to
live in -
May sound to be good to be true BUT - if - and only if -
people take guided action - it is possible.
The energy that the Angels work upon is so pure, so
perfect, that my life can seem so empty without it - it is
a part of who I am and a part of who you are - and we
are blessed to be offered this opportunity to grow with
them.
Daily, people and the world cries out for change, for
something better. To be saved. But as hard as those
tears may fall or those cries be heard, it is the
individuals themselves that need to step into the light
they are being offered and take action -
I see people choosing not to and days, weeks, even
years later - still in that place of "hope less ness" that
need not be part of their life - why?
I do not know - fear of the change they pray for,
a un - healthy attachment to their pain,
the lack of courage to take action or is it that they feel all they need do is sit and wait as the princess in her tower, hoping that one day the prince
will come.
Could it even be that we think we need money first to
save us and change the world? If so we will always
being given our power away to money - as the child
does to a bully.
Choosing to grow through that pain is far less painful
than sitting in it and I 100% feel I can say that with truth
and integrity.
It has been emotionally tiring for me this week and I
know my emotional body is so close to me at the
moment that may be I cannot see clearly - but what I do
see is people choosing not to step in to the light they
are offered, people refusing to listen to their hearts and take
action - and through those choices the world stays
stagnant and others are let down.
As I write to you I guess the lesson is being "heard" - it
is for me to be a consistent beacon of light through
choice but also allowing others to make their choices
to grow too. This lesson has been uncomfortable, I
have to say and frustrating , - I wish to give so much to
others but do they really want it?
It is the small steps of commitment and action that are
going to change lives. For people to take in that pure
light,
drink it in and follow the guidance - it may feel selfish
to make a level of commitment to yourself, to give
yourself time to heal and grow but in all honesty it is
more selfish - not to. For how can you give, when you
have nothing to give, when you are running on an
empty tank or worse - empty words!
The emotions are clearing now as I write (very
healing) and that now
takes me to the second incident of the week
Love and light is not a mask
It cannot be. For in the "light" a person's "ego"
behavior shines through and is very clear to see. It is
one thing to say you are a spiritual being but a totally
different thing to BE and walk as a spiritual
being.
To be truthful and authentic is of great importance for
own own self development and the development of
others - by being truth yourself, you give others
permission to be truth - otherwise you just live in a
cycle
and pattern of dis - honesty and illusion -
If you are not feeling "love and light" inside at any
moment - you do not place on a "love and light mask"
and pretend - have the courage and integrity to BE love
and light - and when you are not, the courage adn
integrity to work through it, so
that you may return to authenticity-
Not only for the Highest Good of yourself but for the Highest Good of others around you.
This has been bought to my attention a couple of
times recently but the "biggy" was this week by an
individual who works with the public as an Angel Healer and teacher.
I always feel angry in these situations. There are
some very vulnerable people in society. People who
have just "opened their eyes" be it through crisis or
simply choice who are searching for
guidance.
I feel that it is of great importance that therapists who
are in positions of trust are genuine, working from the
heart and not on a "ego" ride of power.
To be of service is not for personal gain, or fame or an
ego trip - it is simply a way of be- ing and working from
the heart.
It is a passion!
And yet many are on this ride of feeling
more "special " than another - labelling themselves to
separate themselves from others - to the extent of un
loving power and idol - ism.
Not one person is more special than another, more
worthy, more gifted, more beautiful or even
more "light" - that is ego creating importance, separation and abusing the vulnerability of others.
It is a therapists and spiritual teachers purpose to
work
from a place of empowerment. If there is a need for
dependency from a student or client than that is not
empowering but dis - empowering!
It is to be as a parent to a child and encourage that
child to learn to stand on their own two feet, for in truth
we are all as powerful and as wonderful as each
other.
A healer and teachers mission is to encourage a
person to see and believe that we are all equal,
nothing
less and certainly not more. When working with a
pure source of energy a person can do nothing but
empower for that is what the Angels do - they cannot
claim
to "connect" others - we are already connected - it is
simply a choice to remember that pure fact!
I apologise for maybe sounding like I am on a soap
box, I guess you can feel that this is close to my heart
and it is -too many people can abuse their place of
trust leaving others hurt or led astray with wrong
guidance and completely
dis - empowered. And that is not love and definitely
not light.
During my week in Glasgow I worked with a group that
are beyond words. Who they are, I can only feel in my
heart but to put that to paper, I would not know where
to begin.
One student was already attending an Angel Course
alongside Sanctuary of Angels. That was fine with
me, we all meet different teachers in our life time who
assist us to un lock our many gifts. There were few
things he said
that did not feel right to me, very dis - empowering but I
choose to step back - probably from fear, thinking
about
it
now, in case I sounded competitive or dis
respectful towards the students own
choices.
Another group member had a quiet word with me and pointed out the same things that had unsettled me - but still I chose to leave it.
He spoke of her book often, which was a small clue.
Do not get me wrong there are some amazing books
out there written by beautiful and genuine people but
so often the public can be mis - guided in a choice of
a teacher because of
their "large audience" without taking the time to "feel"
the way to a suitable teacher - a form of commercial
manipulation in an "ego" world -
Again, this was the students choice and he himself
was such a kind, loving person that I did not feel it was
my place to judge or intervene - he was to find his own
truth and be given the love and space to do that -
I am learning to change my "parenting" skills as my
protective side can be a bit too much for my own
children let alone any one else *smile*.
I received a parcel in the week. It was a book signed
by it's author. - why she sent to me - I do not know. I
felt dis - empowered from the words
written for me - I did not feel love, if anything it felt I was
being put in place -
I have "asked" first before sharing with you - just to
check I am coming from a place of love and the
Angels are encouraging me to share as we have the
right to "voice" and take steps when we feel
something is wrong - even if that person does work in
a place of public trust.
The words read ....
To Dear Michelle
I hope you enjoy this book of Archangels and it assists
you to connect to them, they may bring you much love
and joy.
Please do come to one of my workshops one day, so
that I may personally connect you.
I do not share this with you for any other reason -
except this ....
Love and Light is not a mask
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