Stillness

This past month has been an “odd” part of my life, there is no other word for it.
A kind of stillness, a void with no end and no beginning. A time where I have felt motionless inside, not moving forwards or backwards – Just still.

And yet you might think that within this “void”, I would feel peaceful, a time to rest before another surge of personal and spiritual growth occurs. But I have not felt at rest at all.

I have been so use to the fast pace of life. Always something happening in my personal life, always changes occurring as I grow spiritually that I have not felt comfortable in this space of “nothingness”.

To go to that place in mediation is quite different, as it is choice, to have experienced this daily has left me feeling – well, odd!!

Last week I was guided to meditate with a crystal, from here the messages of this “void” became clear.

I have so easily with 4 children and a fast, speed spiritual awakening, slipped into a constant need of action and motivation. I have not lazily let life and days slip by. I have been irritated at myself if any day has not held some sort of achievement.

Why is this?

I guess in my mind, to be doing, to see physical, spiritual and emotional results is “moving”, growing closer to my desired goals and visions.

I understand now (at last, the Angels applaud with laughter), that growth and achievement can be gained through peace, just flowing with life. Not forcing results or feeling the need to be in control.


All the time I have not welcomed this space of stillness, I have been clinging onto “busy life”. Only causing a deeper sense in me of battle, resulting in a complete loss of physical and emotional energy.

When we hold on tightly to “something” that no longer fits, it creates a “void”, a time of waiting, where nothing will move forward or backwards until the message has been heard and we are ready to welcome the guidance.
To hold on tightly and struggle will only cause depletion in energy, where as surrendering to the moment will make available to you all the energy you have been using as resistance.

To try and create results when the time is not right will bring frustration and possible lack of faith.
To let go may cause fear, after all it is change – for me a change in pace of life – but there is no need to fear. Change brings healing, freedom and growth. Holding on creates negative emotions.

I am beginning to relax into this “void”, knowing and trusting I will come out the other end a “lighter” person. I am understanding that to surrender to the flow of life, will in the long run be better for all involved, no longer feeling the need to be constantly “doing” instead just “being”.

This time has bought back to me an extra gift, a forgotten memory of my mother singing when I was a child. Maybe she already knew as she sang her soothing words, that the best medicine would be to “let it be”.


Seraphinte

This beautiful Angelic crystal holds many benefits. It is a powerful stone that encourages Angelic connection, its incredible shades of green clearing the heart chakra.
It cleanses all chakras and moves blocked energies within the meridians.
It brings a pure healing energy, causing old patterns of disease and imbalance to melt away, allowing new patterns to be created more easily.

Cleanse your crystal with sunlight, moonlight or the intention of holding pure white light, upon your breath and blowing it upon and into the crystal x 3.

Hold the crystal in your left hand and say something like: