.... who have dediacted thier lives to spreading the "light" ...
Beloved Children, We speak through a heart of love to hearts of love. You are aware that you are not here together by coincidence – these were “choices” made with the light, stars and galaxies of time ago.
We ask that you remember this contract you made, not out of duty but out of love. We ask that in times when it may seem hard that you do not see or feel duty but remember only love.
We ask that you remember that things may be hard but these times will only be when you are in your own way…..
We are here to guide you. There is more support available for you ……
We walk through your footsteps – we breathe through your breath – we love through your love –
We ask that you remember this x
Saturday, December 29, 2007
Wednesday, December 26, 2007
The Desiderata
THE DESIDERATA
Go placidly amid the noise and the haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence.
As far as possible, without surrender, be on good terms with all persons.
Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to the dull and ignorant; they too have their story.
Avoid loud and aggressive persons; they are vexatious to the spirit.
If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain or bitter,
For always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself.
Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans.
Keep interested in your career, however humble, it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.
Exercise caution in your business affairs, for the world is full of trickery.
But let this not blind you to what virtue there is,
Many persons strive for high ideals and everywhere life is full of heroism.
Be yourself. Especially do not feign affection.
Neither be cynical about love; for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment, it is as perennial as the grass.
Take kindly the counsel of the years, gracefully surrendering the things of youth.
Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune.
But do not distress yourself with imaginings.
Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness.
Beyond a wholesome discipline be gentle to yourself.
You are a child of the universe, no less than the trees and the stars and you have a right to be here.
And whether or not it is clear to you, no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.
Therefore, be at peace with God, whatever you conceive Him to be.
And whatever your labours and aspirations, in the noisy confusion of life, keep peace with your soul.
With all its sham, drudgery and broken dreams, it is still a beautiful world.
Be cheerful. Strive to be happy.
- Max Ehrmann
posted with love for those who've never read it before, and with love to refresh those to whom it is familiar
Cinthia x
Go placidly amid the noise and the haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence.
As far as possible, without surrender, be on good terms with all persons.
Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to the dull and ignorant; they too have their story.
Avoid loud and aggressive persons; they are vexatious to the spirit.
If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain or bitter,
For always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself.
Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans.
Keep interested in your career, however humble, it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.
Exercise caution in your business affairs, for the world is full of trickery.
But let this not blind you to what virtue there is,
Many persons strive for high ideals and everywhere life is full of heroism.
Be yourself. Especially do not feign affection.
Neither be cynical about love; for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment, it is as perennial as the grass.
Take kindly the counsel of the years, gracefully surrendering the things of youth.
Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune.
But do not distress yourself with imaginings.
Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness.
Beyond a wholesome discipline be gentle to yourself.
You are a child of the universe, no less than the trees and the stars and you have a right to be here.
And whether or not it is clear to you, no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.
Therefore, be at peace with God, whatever you conceive Him to be.
And whatever your labours and aspirations, in the noisy confusion of life, keep peace with your soul.
With all its sham, drudgery and broken dreams, it is still a beautiful world.
Be cheerful. Strive to be happy.
- Max Ehrmann
posted with love for those who've never read it before, and with love to refresh those to whom it is familiar
Cinthia x
Monday, December 24, 2007
A message of love, to all - Lucyxx
May the angels of peace, love, compassion and joy surround you and your loved ones over this festive period.
Lots of Love
Lucyx
Lots of Love
Lucyx
Friday, December 21, 2007
Centre
During this busy and potentially stressful time of year it is easy to get knocked off your center. How do we get back on track? Easy. When you're standing in line or in traffic or doing a multitude of other things, stop wishing you were somewhere else and doing something else. Just be willing to BE in the present moment, whatever that moment shows up as. And don't forget to breathe.
P.S. To Lightworkers: You are being challenged to walk whatever it is you are talking about.
From Voice of the Angels-daily channeled message
Much Love
Claudia xxx
P.S. To Lightworkers: You are being challenged to walk whatever it is you are talking about.
From Voice of the Angels-daily channeled message
Much Love
Claudia xxx
Thursday, December 20, 2007
Responsibility brings power
"To be tested is good. The challenged life may be the best therapist."
-- Gail Sheehy
What holds you back from being all that you are?
In your journal, list at least 5 things that hold you back.
Now review your answers. Have you blamed people or factors outside of yourself?
It's important to understand that ALL obstructions are rooted in our internal blocks. Even the problems that appear to be outside of us are only reflecting back to us problems we have inside. Once we address our inner issues, the outer problems disappear.
Be personally accountable for everything in your life and watch your perspectives shift. We claim our power when we accept responsibility for our lives.
"Conscious evolution begins as we take responsibility for clearing our own obstructions."
-- Dan Millman
Higherawareness.com another good site
Much Love
Claudia xxx
-- Gail Sheehy
What holds you back from being all that you are?
In your journal, list at least 5 things that hold you back.
Now review your answers. Have you blamed people or factors outside of yourself?
It's important to understand that ALL obstructions are rooted in our internal blocks. Even the problems that appear to be outside of us are only reflecting back to us problems we have inside. Once we address our inner issues, the outer problems disappear.
Be personally accountable for everything in your life and watch your perspectives shift. We claim our power when we accept responsibility for our lives.
"Conscious evolution begins as we take responsibility for clearing our own obstructions."
-- Dan Millman
Higherawareness.com another good site
Much Love
Claudia xxx
Voice of the Angels - Daily Channeled Message - Dyan Garris
"Today you may feel as if you're repeating old patterns or struggling along with old, unresolved issues. Remember, the key is to react (or not react) or act in a different way than you normally do. This is part of the reason for this energy. It gives you an opportunity to examine what you normally do and make adjustments if and where necessary. No you are not being punished in any way. To believe so or to continue to believe so keeps you locked in the victim realm. Free yourself. The energy of struggle can be helpful if you can just see the real purpose of it. This is opportunity for change and healing. You are not alone. Angels and guides travel with you and there is nothing you cannot get through. All energy can be used for transformation"
www.voiceoftheangels.com is a great site take a look
Much Love
Claudia xxx
www.voiceoftheangels.com is a great site take a look
Much Love
Claudia xxx
Monday, December 17, 2007
Thought for the day
“Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, and fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small doesn't serve the world. There's nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We are born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us, it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.”
- Marianne Williams
With Love
Katie x x
- Marianne Williams
With Love
Katie x x
Wednesday, December 12, 2007
Balance ...
If calamity befalls us, we're ready, without complaint.
This is the posture that strengthens our immune system
As our world goes through its changes leading us to a golden age of manifestation, you will see many people around you who are having a difficult time adapting. During this time of letting go, our values will shift. In many instances, the homeless and those who have had the least in our culture will surface to be the ones who are the teachers, for they will have already gotten used to being without the fancy things of life.
Conversely, those who have been living off the fat of the land may be the most challenging to be around, and you will see many of them complaining loudly because they aren't getting all of the things they've become accustomed to having. How you act or react to these people is up to you, however your best tack is to remain calm and centered regardless of what is going on around you. In this way, you not only set a good example for your troubled brothers and sisters, you also enjoy an added benefit: you'll be healthier. For it a great truth that those who complain are more apt to attract physical challenges to themselves, while those who can hold their emotional balance in times of change are strengthened.
My Intention for today is:
I Intend that I am calm regardless of what is going on around me.
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This is the posture that strengthens our immune system
As our world goes through its changes leading us to a golden age of manifestation, you will see many people around you who are having a difficult time adapting. During this time of letting go, our values will shift. In many instances, the homeless and those who have had the least in our culture will surface to be the ones who are the teachers, for they will have already gotten used to being without the fancy things of life.
Conversely, those who have been living off the fat of the land may be the most challenging to be around, and you will see many of them complaining loudly because they aren't getting all of the things they've become accustomed to having. How you act or react to these people is up to you, however your best tack is to remain calm and centered regardless of what is going on around you. In this way, you not only set a good example for your troubled brothers and sisters, you also enjoy an added benefit: you'll be healthier. For it a great truth that those who complain are more apt to attract physical challenges to themselves, while those who can hold their emotional balance in times of change are strengthened.
My Intention for today is:
I Intend that I am calm regardless of what is going on around me.
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We encourage you to forward this message to your list of friends. If this message was sent to you from a friend, you can go to http://www.intenders.org to sign up free for The Intenders Bridge. Anytime you would like to obtain a missing or misplaced Intenders Bridge Message, you can go to: http://www.intenders.org/support or Click Here. Missing Bridge Messages are most likely to be found in your Bulk mail folder. To Sign Up for your Personal Intenders Notebook, Click Here.To Login to your Personal Intenders Notebook, Click Here.
Tuesday, December 11, 2007
Something to think about - from me x
I have been guided to speak with you of my recent journey of "self value".
Earlier this year I wrote to you of the importance of self value and how I personally had integrated an essence of value in my life by listening to my own needs and doing my best to fulfill them, recognising it was not the "job" of others to fulfill them for me.
I spoke of fresh flowers I place by my bedside, the dedicated time I allow myself to meditate daily - just simple things that placed value on who I am and how I feel about me, really.
It is so easy on a day to day basis as a parent, partner, therapist and so on, to place other people's needs above our own, telling ourselves and the Universe that other people and their needs are of greater importance and of greater value.
There comes a time in everyone's life where we have to learn to be our own parent. This again I have spoken of before and tried to assist that understanding by explaining we need to learn to love, nurture and value ourselves as much as our own children/loved ones. We also need to re - evaluate beliefs of "value" that we learnt then that may not be suitable now - like "you have to work hard to get any where in the world." "That is not good enough" ...
This is problay one of the most difficult things we have to learn. On a whole, the majority of people I have met have not been in balance with this area (because I haven't) - wonderful, kind, loving people who give endlessly to others even when they are feeling tired, exhausted and basically - well crappy!
Why is this?
Since November the 11th I again have been taken back to the greatest dephts of my soul. Releasing, remembering and embracing parts of myself. And this time behind an angry, protective and rightfully so - defensive 8 year old, I found a lost, vulnerable 4 year old "me".
The memories found there are not for me to share, that time is not now but what I did find is that she felt under - valued, unworthy of anything "pretty" , fearfull and confused beyond confusion as to what love is.
In the Here and Now, nearly 36 "me" values who she is and maintains daily that she feels of value firstly to herself and then to others-
And yet when there is a "forgotten" part of ourselves that does not FEEL as the adult does in the Now, we are not in true alignment - and the messages sent out to the Universe and the Angelic Realm are mis - interpretated.
Many of you I am sure have read or watched "The Secret" - as wonderful as the information shared is, it speaks very much of your thoughts in the Now and how they create your reality - this is true BUT for example when there is a 35 year old with "her" thoughts and yet within a 4 year old with conflicting thoughts, the reality will still present the "under valued" sub personality -
Our life reflects what we need to heal
I am trying my best to put this into words and I pray that you will feel, hear and digest what is right for you.
The Angels have spoken to me of the importance of self value as now is a time of immense new energies that are on the "brim" of birthing - BUT we have to feel of value as a "whole" - not just who you are today in the Now but you as a baby, you as a toddler, you as a school child, you as a teenager, you as an adult and so on ...
I completely appreciate the "mountain" of learning self value. Those of us who were not "parented" and nurtured with love and compassion as children will not know how to parent ourselves. We can be very good, well - amazing - at parenting others and placing all their needs before our own - but because we have not received for ourselves from a young age and from people who played a huge "role" in our lives, it has just not been "learnt" - we will need to return to that space of time, heal it and learn to be our own loving parent and protector.
It is also recognising that you have been parenting yourself all your life but more than likely repeating how you were parented rather than how you would have liked or should have been parented - until we heal and review how we treat ourselves , we will treat oursleves as our parents did and maybe still do.
The "mountain" I can ensure you is worth more than any price tag I can possibly name.
In recent meditations I have "spoken" with the 4 year old on many occasions . I listen to her with love not criticism. I have asked her to speak loudly so that I can no longer ignore her needs...
She loves wearing red - hated all those yukky green dresses - she tells me off if I wear black everyday - she wanted to be an ice - skater, so I am now taking ice - skating lessons and LOVING IT!. I laugh so much more, I am learning to ignore all boundaries placed around "play" and that is truly wonderful - I CAN paint and I can draw. And my closest relationships have changed beyond recognition - people hear me because I hear me - I feel respected, valued and loved. My needs are being met! My inner world creating my reality.
The most beautiful moment from all of this was when "she" showed me a pink wooden fairy castle in meditation - I decided I would ask my husband to build it- poor bloke! The next day while Christmas shopping, there in the Early Learning Center was the exact pink wooden castle - I bought it - I bought it with out guilt and I did not return it the next day.
I bought it for her. The lost, vulnerable and under valued girl in me, who has now spoken, been heard and believed!!
The castle is a symbol. A symbol of my love for her, the beauty she is - and a symbol of "our" wholeness and healing - For I am her castle.
Earlier this year I wrote to you of the importance of self value and how I personally had integrated an essence of value in my life by listening to my own needs and doing my best to fulfill them, recognising it was not the "job" of others to fulfill them for me.
I spoke of fresh flowers I place by my bedside, the dedicated time I allow myself to meditate daily - just simple things that placed value on who I am and how I feel about me, really.
It is so easy on a day to day basis as a parent, partner, therapist and so on, to place other people's needs above our own, telling ourselves and the Universe that other people and their needs are of greater importance and of greater value.
There comes a time in everyone's life where we have to learn to be our own parent. This again I have spoken of before and tried to assist that understanding by explaining we need to learn to love, nurture and value ourselves as much as our own children/loved ones. We also need to re - evaluate beliefs of "value" that we learnt then that may not be suitable now - like "you have to work hard to get any where in the world." "That is not good enough" ...
This is problay one of the most difficult things we have to learn. On a whole, the majority of people I have met have not been in balance with this area (because I haven't) - wonderful, kind, loving people who give endlessly to others even when they are feeling tired, exhausted and basically - well crappy!
Why is this?
Since November the 11th I again have been taken back to the greatest dephts of my soul. Releasing, remembering and embracing parts of myself. And this time behind an angry, protective and rightfully so - defensive 8 year old, I found a lost, vulnerable 4 year old "me".
The memories found there are not for me to share, that time is not now but what I did find is that she felt under - valued, unworthy of anything "pretty" , fearfull and confused beyond confusion as to what love is.
In the Here and Now, nearly 36 "me" values who she is and maintains daily that she feels of value firstly to herself and then to others-
And yet when there is a "forgotten" part of ourselves that does not FEEL as the adult does in the Now, we are not in true alignment - and the messages sent out to the Universe and the Angelic Realm are mis - interpretated.
Many of you I am sure have read or watched "The Secret" - as wonderful as the information shared is, it speaks very much of your thoughts in the Now and how they create your reality - this is true BUT for example when there is a 35 year old with "her" thoughts and yet within a 4 year old with conflicting thoughts, the reality will still present the "under valued" sub personality -
Our life reflects what we need to heal
I am trying my best to put this into words and I pray that you will feel, hear and digest what is right for you.
The Angels have spoken to me of the importance of self value as now is a time of immense new energies that are on the "brim" of birthing - BUT we have to feel of value as a "whole" - not just who you are today in the Now but you as a baby, you as a toddler, you as a school child, you as a teenager, you as an adult and so on ...
I completely appreciate the "mountain" of learning self value. Those of us who were not "parented" and nurtured with love and compassion as children will not know how to parent ourselves. We can be very good, well - amazing - at parenting others and placing all their needs before our own - but because we have not received for ourselves from a young age and from people who played a huge "role" in our lives, it has just not been "learnt" - we will need to return to that space of time, heal it and learn to be our own loving parent and protector.
It is also recognising that you have been parenting yourself all your life but more than likely repeating how you were parented rather than how you would have liked or should have been parented - until we heal and review how we treat ourselves , we will treat oursleves as our parents did and maybe still do.
The "mountain" I can ensure you is worth more than any price tag I can possibly name.
In recent meditations I have "spoken" with the 4 year old on many occasions . I listen to her with love not criticism. I have asked her to speak loudly so that I can no longer ignore her needs...
She loves wearing red - hated all those yukky green dresses - she tells me off if I wear black everyday - she wanted to be an ice - skater, so I am now taking ice - skating lessons and LOVING IT!. I laugh so much more, I am learning to ignore all boundaries placed around "play" and that is truly wonderful - I CAN paint and I can draw. And my closest relationships have changed beyond recognition - people hear me because I hear me - I feel respected, valued and loved. My needs are being met! My inner world creating my reality.
The most beautiful moment from all of this was when "she" showed me a pink wooden fairy castle in meditation - I decided I would ask my husband to build it- poor bloke! The next day while Christmas shopping, there in the Early Learning Center was the exact pink wooden castle - I bought it - I bought it with out guilt and I did not return it the next day.
I bought it for her. The lost, vulnerable and under valued girl in me, who has now spoken, been heard and believed!!
The castle is a symbol. A symbol of my love for her, the beauty she is - and a symbol of "our" wholeness and healing - For I am her castle.
Welcome to December ...
Welcome to December's newsletter.I pray today the light not only shines upon on you but also glows within you.
From November the 11th the energies have I feel, been thick and dense as layers of older than old have been bought to the surface for recognition, healing and releasement. This has caused much chaos on the external life , not only for people personally but in society also.
And yet there was always light in that "darkness" - the Angels have shown me that although the healing that has been occurring has been difficult to experience, our individual light and our light as people was and is strong enough to move it's way though the darkness.
We do need to recognise and celebrate the strength we are and have become and the light that we are and have become - all healing occurs because we are ready for that "lesson" - we do have free will of course and may choose to wallow, or shove it down again for another day - which I personally feel is a great shame because if we choose to FEEL what needs healing and move with it - the energy after the healing is fantastic. and this is how we grow and evolve into all that WE are.
There is always light at the end of the tunnel - and always a greater light than the "tunnel" before.
I am glad to say that over the past week I have felt the energy changing, becoming less dense.
Today I feel very excited, like an over active child on cherry drops *smile*. Tomorrow, the 12th of the 12th month brings a new portal - the Angels showed me yesterday a huge symbolic door and it was almost completely open - they said that through this door all our goals, visions and dreams will be created but we have to "believe" that in our "wholeness".
"Joy and sorrow are inseparable ... together they come and when one sits alone with you ... remember that the other is asleep upon your bed." Kahlil Gibran
We are reminded at this time of year that it is the season of Goodwill and most importantly with the current energy shifts - the season of JOY. On the welcome page of Sanctuary of Angels last week the message was -To engage in fun lifts your vibrations and brings the Angelic realm into your heart - the Angels ask that we do not allow our light to be dampened by the "chaos" of external life - to know this is energy breaking up and "moving" - go into yourselves often and connect with your light and spread your light with a smile, with a hug, with a laugh and with a Christmas cracker joke *smile*.
Things will move with greater ease if we do not struggle against or wallow but lift our energy and allow life to flow -
We are also asked that tomorrow at 12.00 (midday) that as many "like hearted" people connect with each other through meditation and radiate that light., lifting the vibration for the Highest Good of All
Did you ever see an unhappy horse? Did you ever see a bird that had the blues? One reason why birds and horses are not unhappy is because they are not trying to impress other birds and horses. - Dale Carnegie, 1888-1955, American Author and Achievement Expert
I ask that just like children you believe that tomorrow a magic door opens and one by one or two by two your dreams become your reality - and just like children you feel freedom of play and of laughter - if only for one day and then if you like it - do it the next day - and the next *smile*
I wish you all a very Merry Christmas and I pray for the Highest Good of All, that all your dreams, goals and visions arrive down your chimney. x x
Much love & Heaven Sent Wishes
Michelle x
Two fish in a tank -One turns to the other and says Do you know how to drive this thing!
From November the 11th the energies have I feel, been thick and dense as layers of older than old have been bought to the surface for recognition, healing and releasement. This has caused much chaos on the external life , not only for people personally but in society also.
And yet there was always light in that "darkness" - the Angels have shown me that although the healing that has been occurring has been difficult to experience, our individual light and our light as people was and is strong enough to move it's way though the darkness.
We do need to recognise and celebrate the strength we are and have become and the light that we are and have become - all healing occurs because we are ready for that "lesson" - we do have free will of course and may choose to wallow, or shove it down again for another day - which I personally feel is a great shame because if we choose to FEEL what needs healing and move with it - the energy after the healing is fantastic. and this is how we grow and evolve into all that WE are.
There is always light at the end of the tunnel - and always a greater light than the "tunnel" before.
I am glad to say that over the past week I have felt the energy changing, becoming less dense.
Today I feel very excited, like an over active child on cherry drops *smile*. Tomorrow, the 12th of the 12th month brings a new portal - the Angels showed me yesterday a huge symbolic door and it was almost completely open - they said that through this door all our goals, visions and dreams will be created but we have to "believe" that in our "wholeness".
"Joy and sorrow are inseparable ... together they come and when one sits alone with you ... remember that the other is asleep upon your bed." Kahlil Gibran
We are reminded at this time of year that it is the season of Goodwill and most importantly with the current energy shifts - the season of JOY. On the welcome page of Sanctuary of Angels last week the message was -To engage in fun lifts your vibrations and brings the Angelic realm into your heart - the Angels ask that we do not allow our light to be dampened by the "chaos" of external life - to know this is energy breaking up and "moving" - go into yourselves often and connect with your light and spread your light with a smile, with a hug, with a laugh and with a Christmas cracker joke *smile*.
Things will move with greater ease if we do not struggle against or wallow but lift our energy and allow life to flow -
We are also asked that tomorrow at 12.00 (midday) that as many "like hearted" people connect with each other through meditation and radiate that light., lifting the vibration for the Highest Good of All
Did you ever see an unhappy horse? Did you ever see a bird that had the blues? One reason why birds and horses are not unhappy is because they are not trying to impress other birds and horses. - Dale Carnegie, 1888-1955, American Author and Achievement Expert
I ask that just like children you believe that tomorrow a magic door opens and one by one or two by two your dreams become your reality - and just like children you feel freedom of play and of laughter - if only for one day and then if you like it - do it the next day - and the next *smile*
I wish you all a very Merry Christmas and I pray for the Highest Good of All, that all your dreams, goals and visions arrive down your chimney. x x
Much love & Heaven Sent Wishes
Michelle x
Two fish in a tank -One turns to the other and says Do you know how to drive this thing!
Your Dreams
Let your dreams take you…
to the corners of your smiles,
to the highest of your hopes,
to the windows of your opportunities,
and to the most special place your heart has ever known
- Carson Wrenn
With Love
Katie x x
to the corners of your smiles,
to the highest of your hopes,
to the windows of your opportunities,
and to the most special place your heart has ever known
- Carson Wrenn
With Love
Katie x x
Saturday, December 08, 2007
art 4 africa
My daughter Sunnie (8 years old) was sitting at the table one Sunday – as she does- busy with art but this time it was different – she was creating beautiful pieces of art saying she was going to sell them on a table in our drive and that the money was going to pay for children in Africa –
Well I could not let such a wonderful loving and creative idea go to waste – so with some help from a friend, Sunnie now has a website selling art 4 africa. http://www.art4africa.co.uk The boys and the children at the ;little angels club have been busy creating too –
Please go and have a look and please buy a picture.
On Thursday I rang world vision and Sunnie, the boys and the children at the little angels are now sponsoring a little girl born on the same day as Sunnie and she is 8 too. It costs £18 per month to send her to school; she has never been to school. She lives in a very deprived area with barely any clean water and high HIV/aids risk. Sunnie and the children can write to her and send her photos and gifts and she can write back. When asked what she has always wanted she asked for a rag doll, so On Thursday afternoon we bought her, her first rag doll.
The little girl’s photo arrived this morning – her name is Fatou and I cried when I saw her photo – she is beautiful –
Please support Sunnie, the children and Fatou – we pray that this will be very successful so that we can help more children – for Sunnie and the children to be able to write to Fatou is wonderful – they will know what their art is achieving for a child less fortunate than them all they way across the world –
If any of you have websites – please link with Sunnie and please spread the word by forwarding this email – our children of today want to and can make a difference if and only if we as adults support them in doing so – also some “volunteer” help with updating the site would be great as all money needs to go on art equipment and the children we sponsor - or ideas or help on printing cards or t- shirts etc – thank you ….
Enough said really – no words describe how proud I am of Sunnie and her ideas and how proud I am of the beautiful pictures created by all the little angels.
Much love
Michelle x
Well I could not let such a wonderful loving and creative idea go to waste – so with some help from a friend, Sunnie now has a website selling art 4 africa. http://www.art4africa.co.uk The boys and the children at the ;little angels club have been busy creating too –
Please go and have a look and please buy a picture.
On Thursday I rang world vision and Sunnie, the boys and the children at the little angels are now sponsoring a little girl born on the same day as Sunnie and she is 8 too. It costs £18 per month to send her to school; she has never been to school. She lives in a very deprived area with barely any clean water and high HIV/aids risk. Sunnie and the children can write to her and send her photos and gifts and she can write back. When asked what she has always wanted she asked for a rag doll, so On Thursday afternoon we bought her, her first rag doll.
The little girl’s photo arrived this morning – her name is Fatou and I cried when I saw her photo – she is beautiful –
Please support Sunnie, the children and Fatou – we pray that this will be very successful so that we can help more children – for Sunnie and the children to be able to write to Fatou is wonderful – they will know what their art is achieving for a child less fortunate than them all they way across the world –
If any of you have websites – please link with Sunnie and please spread the word by forwarding this email – our children of today want to and can make a difference if and only if we as adults support them in doing so – also some “volunteer” help with updating the site would be great as all money needs to go on art equipment and the children we sponsor - or ideas or help on printing cards or t- shirts etc – thank you ….
Enough said really – no words describe how proud I am of Sunnie and her ideas and how proud I am of the beautiful pictures created by all the little angels.
Much love
Michelle x
angels everywhere - Lucyx
Sometimes we feel that we are all alone,
but when we least expect it, help can appear.
It may be a kind word from a stranger or a phone call at just the right time,
and suddenly we are surrounded by love.
Miracles happen every day because angels are everywhere.
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but when we least expect it, help can appear.
It may be a kind word from a stranger or a phone call at just the right time,
and suddenly we are surrounded by love.
Miracles happen every day because angels are everywhere.
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Thursday, December 06, 2007
Christmas gifts from Sanctuary of Angels ...
'Tis the season to be jolly .... *smile
To all of my dearest Angelic friends
I pray today finds you warm (inside and out) and well. As a token of my gratitude for your on going support and all the love you personally fill this world with, I wish to offer you all a small gift but one full of love and good wishes ...
From today until December the 31st all bookings for any service, workshop, two day readers course or distance course scheduled for 2008 will receive a 25% discount and a free download of a "mini workshop" of your choice.
I am also personally wishing to offer my time and love to anyone who needs assistance in raising money for a charity they support or are part of - for example - an Angel Experience Day to raise money for cancer or a local hospice ...
For more details please feel free to contact me of anyone of the "team"
Wishing you all a perfect evening - please use these winter evenings to rest, and re charge your Soul.And remember the best medicine in the world is laughter!
Heaven Sent Wishes
Michelle x
To all of my dearest Angelic friends
I pray today finds you warm (inside and out) and well. As a token of my gratitude for your on going support and all the love you personally fill this world with, I wish to offer you all a small gift but one full of love and good wishes ...
From today until December the 31st all bookings for any service, workshop, two day readers course or distance course scheduled for 2008 will receive a 25% discount and a free download of a "mini workshop" of your choice.
I am also personally wishing to offer my time and love to anyone who needs assistance in raising money for a charity they support or are part of - for example - an Angel Experience Day to raise money for cancer or a local hospice ...
For more details please feel free to contact me of anyone of the "team"
Wishing you all a perfect evening - please use these winter evenings to rest, and re charge your Soul.And remember the best medicine in the world is laughter!
Heaven Sent Wishes
Michelle x
Wednesday, December 05, 2007
Thought of the day x
Conversing with God will just affirm the answers you already have within you,
So you can awaken to a realisation of what you’re supposed to do in a particular situation.
-Dr Wayne Dyer
With Love
Katie x
So you can awaken to a realisation of what you’re supposed to do in a particular situation.
-Dr Wayne Dyer
With Love
Katie x
Monday, December 03, 2007
The Depth of Faith
I gave myself a reading last night, as I was feeling good, better than I had been in ages the messages the Angels sent me made me cry and made me feel that how I have been reacting lately was displaying ungratefulness, as I sat on my bed and apologised from the depth of my heart I heard the words "From the deepest depths, comes greatest faith"
These words brought me great comfort and a reassurance that I/we should not be ashamed for feeling what I/we feel, it really is OK.
Although we might not realise it we are always exactly where we need to be.
Much Love, Good Vibes and Millions and Billions of Angel Sparkle
Claudia xxx
These words brought me great comfort and a reassurance that I/we should not be ashamed for feeling what I/we feel, it really is OK.
Although we might not realise it we are always exactly where we need to be.
Much Love, Good Vibes and Millions and Billions of Angel Sparkle
Claudia xxx
Sunday, December 02, 2007
Strengths and weaknesses
“The burden is equal to the horse’s strength.”
-- The Talmud
What are your strengths? What are your weaknesses?
If you make a list of the two and study them, you may discover they match.
Life needs us to bring our strengths to the world. To encourage us to do so, we have weaknesses that give rise to problems that require us to call on our strengths to solve them. Ingenious, don’t you think?
“Our weaknesses are divine gifts that when embraced will enable us to make our purposeful contribution to the whole, which is why we incarnated in the first place.”
-- Andrew Schneider
“We acquire the strength we have overcome.”
-- Ralph Waldo Emerson
-- The Talmud
What are your strengths? What are your weaknesses?
If you make a list of the two and study them, you may discover they match.
Life needs us to bring our strengths to the world. To encourage us to do so, we have weaknesses that give rise to problems that require us to call on our strengths to solve them. Ingenious, don’t you think?
“Our weaknesses are divine gifts that when embraced will enable us to make our purposeful contribution to the whole, which is why we incarnated in the first place.”
-- Andrew Schneider
“We acquire the strength we have overcome.”
-- Ralph Waldo Emerson
Latest energy alert
Have a look at the latest energy alert by clicking the link below.
It has helped me with a lot of things I and a lot of people have been going through lately
http://clicks.aweber.com/y/ct/?l=5hLbq&m=1dpRkkB4RxOCzj&b=trs8NBdR0VI_.GbWj.ocdw
this is an extract
If you are experiencing great challenges, know that the universe (or your soul) is guiding you and trying to get your attention about your own energy patterns. I have noticed around me and within myself as well, that many of us are over-using our gifts. When we offer too much of whom we were intended to be, our gift then becomes a liability instead of an asset. Our gift becomes too exaggerated, over utilized, and thus creates an imbalance or a lower vibrating gift.
Say that you are here to bring the energy of self-care, feeling good, and enjoyment to the planet. If you spend an over-abundance of your time pampering yourself, taking care of you, becoming self-absorbed, and thus not available to the whole, your gift is then wasted. Or perhaps you are one who has the gift of really seeing others around you, knowing how they feel, and being very considerate of their needs. If you do this in an overabundant way, you would end up putting others before you, and find yourself attracting self-centered people, for example, that are there to show you how to be more like them.
When we attract others into our lives who embody traits that drive us crazy or that we think are just horrible, it is usually because at some point in our lives, we convinced ourselves that we would never be like that, and in this way, we became too much of the opposite ourselves. But know that whomever we attract probably believes that we are just too much of our own extreme as well, and can barely tolerate us!
With so much being magnified now, we are then able to really see and come to know what is inside of us and what we are all about, and we are given an opportunity to use our gifts wisely, in an appropriate arena, and in amounts that serve ourselves and the whole in the best way possible.
Another scenario can be present in regard to our personal gifts as well. When we are greatly talented and gifted at something, we know a lot about it and really vibrate it well. It is our passion, our focus, and the lens we see things through and the starting point we jump off of for most of our perceptions and experiences. Because of this, we very strongly notice anything that is substandard in regard to our arena, and we can become very angry if things are not fitting into our perception or standard.
Take a look, see what it holds for you
Much Love
Claudia xxx
It has helped me with a lot of things I and a lot of people have been going through lately
http://clicks.aweber.com/y/ct/?l=5hLbq&m=1dpRkkB4RxOCzj&b=trs8NBdR0VI_.GbWj.ocdw
this is an extract
If you are experiencing great challenges, know that the universe (or your soul) is guiding you and trying to get your attention about your own energy patterns. I have noticed around me and within myself as well, that many of us are over-using our gifts. When we offer too much of whom we were intended to be, our gift then becomes a liability instead of an asset. Our gift becomes too exaggerated, over utilized, and thus creates an imbalance or a lower vibrating gift.
Say that you are here to bring the energy of self-care, feeling good, and enjoyment to the planet. If you spend an over-abundance of your time pampering yourself, taking care of you, becoming self-absorbed, and thus not available to the whole, your gift is then wasted. Or perhaps you are one who has the gift of really seeing others around you, knowing how they feel, and being very considerate of their needs. If you do this in an overabundant way, you would end up putting others before you, and find yourself attracting self-centered people, for example, that are there to show you how to be more like them.
When we attract others into our lives who embody traits that drive us crazy or that we think are just horrible, it is usually because at some point in our lives, we convinced ourselves that we would never be like that, and in this way, we became too much of the opposite ourselves. But know that whomever we attract probably believes that we are just too much of our own extreme as well, and can barely tolerate us!
With so much being magnified now, we are then able to really see and come to know what is inside of us and what we are all about, and we are given an opportunity to use our gifts wisely, in an appropriate arena, and in amounts that serve ourselves and the whole in the best way possible.
Another scenario can be present in regard to our personal gifts as well. When we are greatly talented and gifted at something, we know a lot about it and really vibrate it well. It is our passion, our focus, and the lens we see things through and the starting point we jump off of for most of our perceptions and experiences. Because of this, we very strongly notice anything that is substandard in regard to our arena, and we can become very angry if things are not fitting into our perception or standard.
Take a look, see what it holds for you
Much Love
Claudia xxx
Thought for the day x
Be gentle and forgiving with yourself, abandon any and all shame,
and refuse to engage in any self-repundiation.
-Dr Wayne Dyer
and refuse to engage in any self-repundiation.
-Dr Wayne Dyer
Wednesday, November 28, 2007
Discovering God
‘If by bathing daily God could be realised
Sooner would I be a whale in the deep;
If by eating roots and fruits He could be known
Gladly would I choose to be a goat;
If the counting of rosaries uncovered Him
I would say my prayers on mammoth beads;
If bowing before stone images unveiled Him
A flinty mountain I would humbly worship;
If by drinking milk the Lord could be imbibed
Many calves and children would know Him
If abandoning ones wife would summon God
Would not thousands be eunuchs?
Mirabai knows to find the Divine One
The only indispensable is Love’
A song composed by Mirabai, translated in the book ‘Autobiography of a Yogi, Paramhansa Yogananda’
Sooner would I be a whale in the deep;
If by eating roots and fruits He could be known
Gladly would I choose to be a goat;
If the counting of rosaries uncovered Him
I would say my prayers on mammoth beads;
If bowing before stone images unveiled Him
A flinty mountain I would humbly worship;
If by drinking milk the Lord could be imbibed
Many calves and children would know Him
If abandoning ones wife would summon God
Would not thousands be eunuchs?
Mirabai knows to find the Divine One
The only indispensable is Love’
A song composed by Mirabai, translated in the book ‘Autobiography of a Yogi, Paramhansa Yogananda’
Sunday, November 25, 2007
Don't think away your feelings
Higherawareness.com
“When emotions are managed by the heart, they heighten your awareness of the world around you and add sparkle to life. The result is new intelligence and a new view of life.”
-- Doc Childre and Howard Martin
How do you intellectualize your emotions?
Many of us live so much in our heads that we intellectualize our emotions. We analyze, rationalize and explain them away so quickly that we don’t actually experience them.
Learn to honour your emotions at all times by being willing to feel them. Of course, you may need to exercise some judgment over how and when you express them.
"Learning to be aware of feelings, how they arise and how to use them creatively so they guide us to happiness, is an essential lifetime skill."
-- Joan Borysenko
Iv'e been in my head a lot lately,I find it easier to be in my heart around people when I'm alone sometimes I hide in my head.
Much Love
Claudia xxx
“When emotions are managed by the heart, they heighten your awareness of the world around you and add sparkle to life. The result is new intelligence and a new view of life.”
-- Doc Childre and Howard Martin
How do you intellectualize your emotions?
Many of us live so much in our heads that we intellectualize our emotions. We analyze, rationalize and explain them away so quickly that we don’t actually experience them.
Learn to honour your emotions at all times by being willing to feel them. Of course, you may need to exercise some judgment over how and when you express them.
"Learning to be aware of feelings, how they arise and how to use them creatively so they guide us to happiness, is an essential lifetime skill."
-- Joan Borysenko
Iv'e been in my head a lot lately,I find it easier to be in my heart around people when I'm alone sometimes I hide in my head.
Much Love
Claudia xxx
My dream - by Lucyx
Being quite a private person I can sometimes find it difficult to share personal issues and insights with others HOWEVER I feel guided to share with you what happened in my dream-state last night.
I was taken back to a meditation that the beautiful Michelle had guided me through on her training workshops. That meditation was very meaningful and empowering for me at the time also. I was climbing a huge, beautiful mountain effortlessly. As I took each step I gained qualities from the mountain - strength, courage, individuality to name but a few. As I reached the peak of the mountain there was a person sitting there on a big stone waiting to greet me. When I have done this meditation with Michelle previously both times it was Archangel Michael waiting to greet me, however this time it was my ex-partner. I still love him unconditionally but at this time we are growing seperately and are not in contact atall. There are still alot of words unsaid I feel and I have been finding it difficult to let it go. Recently anger, frustration and sadness have been present for me with regard to our loss and loss of our relationship. However in that moment we had a wonderful embrace and words were not necessary, energy and a knowingness and acceptance flowed between us. We were asked to look down... there was a magnificant river that had been dammed to form two stagnant pools. We watched as one pool would occasionally fill from rain water and overflow a little water into the other pool and vice- versa. To me this showed our on-off relationship that had been present the past three years - our energies coming together then diserpating again, never being as one for very long atall and never completely. We floated down to the river's edge and energetically pulled the big boulders and stones away..... dramatically the current rushed through and the river was flowing quickly together and as one.
At that moment I awoke from my dream, I felt a calmess I haven't felt for a time and I said thankyou for that experience and that insight.
I HOPE there may be a message for you in my words and thats why I was guided to share.
With love,
Lucyxxxxxxxxxxxxx
I was taken back to a meditation that the beautiful Michelle had guided me through on her training workshops. That meditation was very meaningful and empowering for me at the time also. I was climbing a huge, beautiful mountain effortlessly. As I took each step I gained qualities from the mountain - strength, courage, individuality to name but a few. As I reached the peak of the mountain there was a person sitting there on a big stone waiting to greet me. When I have done this meditation with Michelle previously both times it was Archangel Michael waiting to greet me, however this time it was my ex-partner. I still love him unconditionally but at this time we are growing seperately and are not in contact atall. There are still alot of words unsaid I feel and I have been finding it difficult to let it go. Recently anger, frustration and sadness have been present for me with regard to our loss and loss of our relationship. However in that moment we had a wonderful embrace and words were not necessary, energy and a knowingness and acceptance flowed between us. We were asked to look down... there was a magnificant river that had been dammed to form two stagnant pools. We watched as one pool would occasionally fill from rain water and overflow a little water into the other pool and vice- versa. To me this showed our on-off relationship that had been present the past three years - our energies coming together then diserpating again, never being as one for very long atall and never completely. We floated down to the river's edge and energetically pulled the big boulders and stones away..... dramatically the current rushed through and the river was flowing quickly together and as one.
At that moment I awoke from my dream, I felt a calmess I haven't felt for a time and I said thankyou for that experience and that insight.
I HOPE there may be a message for you in my words and thats why I was guided to share.
With love,
Lucyxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Saturday, November 24, 2007
Remember What Is Most Important
It’s not having everything go right;
it’s facing whatever goes wrong.
It’s not being without fear;
it’s having the determination to go on in spite of it.
What is most important is not where you stand,
but the destination you’re going in.
It’s more than never having bad moments;
it’s knowing that you’re always bigger than the moment
It’s believing that you already have been given everything
you need to handle life.
It’s not believeing able to rid the world of all injustices;
it’s being able to rise above them.
It’s beliefe in your heart that there will always be
more good than bad in the world.
Remember to live just this one day
and not add tomorrows troubles to today’s load.
Remember that everyday ends
and brings a new tomorrow
full of exciting new things.
Love what you do, do the best you can,
and always remember how much you are loved.
- Vickie M. Worsham
it’s facing whatever goes wrong.
It’s not being without fear;
it’s having the determination to go on in spite of it.
What is most important is not where you stand,
but the destination you’re going in.
It’s more than never having bad moments;
it’s knowing that you’re always bigger than the moment
It’s believing that you already have been given everything
you need to handle life.
It’s not believeing able to rid the world of all injustices;
it’s being able to rise above them.
It’s beliefe in your heart that there will always be
more good than bad in the world.
Remember to live just this one day
and not add tomorrows troubles to today’s load.
Remember that everyday ends
and brings a new tomorrow
full of exciting new things.
Love what you do, do the best you can,
and always remember how much you are loved.
- Vickie M. Worsham
Thursday, November 22, 2007
This too will pass ...
"Love is not a relationship, it is a state of being." Author unknown
Beloved Children, we ask that you trust that this "time", this healing will pass ...
We send you our love - the love of God and ask that you insure that you daily drink this into your heart center and fill and keep filling ...
"I now allow myself to recieve more love into all areas of my life, allowing the love of God to fill me and create my wholeness."
As many energy shifts for humanity have passed so too will this one. It's passing will occur as you surrender, "hear" the messages and accept the healing that is being offered. This is a mass healing and you will evolve together as communities of light bringing equality and wholeness within large numbers of people.
Your journey has been one of much healing of the old that does not serve you, your journey has been to teach you the knowledge and faith that it is safe to let go of that which does not serve you - your healing has been to break free from the conformity of man - made rules placed upon you as a society.
This current energy means that you cannot "shove" what needs healing down again for it is brimming up to the surface now - much closer to the surface than in the past when you could "shove" it down and maybe cause illness or maybe cause an emotion that would over whelm sometimes - this time it has to come up and out...
We know you are sensing there is "no choice" but to look at "it".
It was a pre - agreed choice.
This present shift is of much deeper soul work - it is in the depths of your "darkness" that you will find and "rescue" your true light - you will radiate a greater love.
For a great many this "soul healing" will bring forth the joy, creativity, love, abundance, freedom your soul knew as a child - clearing many final blockages. To enter the kingdom of God, humanity must be all these qualities that children live daily by and consistently when "untouched" by ego . This was written light years ago.
Beloved children, do not fear you are going backwards, for you are not. But backwards - the past is where you "left" fragments of your light. Your "light" may even be affected by patterns of many generations before you, that simply are not yours to keep but yours to break!!
We ask that you trust and flow with this cycle. We ask most importantly that you take the time you need to dedicate to you - learn to value "you" - all parts of you, the child and the adult. Service to others may continue when you have taken the time to know, understand, digest, release and integrate with your current learning.
We ask that you do not ignore this guidance - you do not value you by putting the needs of others first - you must be full to give!
When will this emotional ride end - we hear you cry?
We say - the light at the end of this part of your journey is brighter, stronger than you have ever known and in that "light" you will release the "pain" it may have taken to get there - much like childbirth - where the pain is cleared from your energy by the immense joy - and much like your energy shifts before this one.
This is only for a longer period of time and may "hurt" a little more because of it's importance but also your denial to "see" and let go - for these are "parts" you have "known" for years - much of your life and they must go for the new to enter.
Beloved children, remember drink in love until you are full, trusting there is more and enough - that is our message for NOW and know that this too will pass ...
Love to you - and all God's children - Angels x x
(Channeled by Michelle Roberton - Jones.)
Be as the sky is to the clouds. The clouds keep coming and going, but the sky remains detached... it is how we react that causes "the problem."
Author unknown
This affirmation was channeled by Claudia Burnett -
I release all control of my life to the Universe
I am open to all it has for me and everyone around me
I have faith that what is to come is for the highest good of all
Beloved Children, we ask that you trust that this "time", this healing will pass ...
We send you our love - the love of God and ask that you insure that you daily drink this into your heart center and fill and keep filling ...
"I now allow myself to recieve more love into all areas of my life, allowing the love of God to fill me and create my wholeness."
As many energy shifts for humanity have passed so too will this one. It's passing will occur as you surrender, "hear" the messages and accept the healing that is being offered. This is a mass healing and you will evolve together as communities of light bringing equality and wholeness within large numbers of people.
Your journey has been one of much healing of the old that does not serve you, your journey has been to teach you the knowledge and faith that it is safe to let go of that which does not serve you - your healing has been to break free from the conformity of man - made rules placed upon you as a society.
This current energy means that you cannot "shove" what needs healing down again for it is brimming up to the surface now - much closer to the surface than in the past when you could "shove" it down and maybe cause illness or maybe cause an emotion that would over whelm sometimes - this time it has to come up and out...
We know you are sensing there is "no choice" but to look at "it".
It was a pre - agreed choice.
This present shift is of much deeper soul work - it is in the depths of your "darkness" that you will find and "rescue" your true light - you will radiate a greater love.
For a great many this "soul healing" will bring forth the joy, creativity, love, abundance, freedom your soul knew as a child - clearing many final blockages. To enter the kingdom of God, humanity must be all these qualities that children live daily by and consistently when "untouched" by ego . This was written light years ago.
Beloved children, do not fear you are going backwards, for you are not. But backwards - the past is where you "left" fragments of your light. Your "light" may even be affected by patterns of many generations before you, that simply are not yours to keep but yours to break!!
We ask that you trust and flow with this cycle. We ask most importantly that you take the time you need to dedicate to you - learn to value "you" - all parts of you, the child and the adult. Service to others may continue when you have taken the time to know, understand, digest, release and integrate with your current learning.
We ask that you do not ignore this guidance - you do not value you by putting the needs of others first - you must be full to give!
When will this emotional ride end - we hear you cry?
We say - the light at the end of this part of your journey is brighter, stronger than you have ever known and in that "light" you will release the "pain" it may have taken to get there - much like childbirth - where the pain is cleared from your energy by the immense joy - and much like your energy shifts before this one.
This is only for a longer period of time and may "hurt" a little more because of it's importance but also your denial to "see" and let go - for these are "parts" you have "known" for years - much of your life and they must go for the new to enter.
Beloved children, remember drink in love until you are full, trusting there is more and enough - that is our message for NOW and know that this too will pass ...
Love to you - and all God's children - Angels x x
(Channeled by Michelle Roberton - Jones.)
Be as the sky is to the clouds. The clouds keep coming and going, but the sky remains detached... it is how we react that causes "the problem."
Author unknown
This affirmation was channeled by Claudia Burnett -
I release all control of my life to the Universe
I am open to all it has for me and everyone around me
I have faith that what is to come is for the highest good of all
Wednesday, November 21, 2007
New light - by Cinthia Parkes
Hi,
It's saturday. I have had a humdinger of a day. Could do nothing right. Thought I was good yesterday, and today I felt like a piece of flotsam on the tide, tossed about and pulled and pushed in all directions by my kids and outside things - a day of reacting to, not being able to put my feet on the ground in the swirling tide, no foothold, no stability. Glad it's calmed down now. And the reason I'm writing is not to tell you about the crap ride on the tide, but about my meditation just now :-)
I've been promising myself, and the angels, that I'd meditate tonight, (there was no chance of it during the day) and at last about 9pm I settled myself with some candles, selenite, Soothing Surf music on the CD (it's brill, just the sound of waves crashing on the shore. If you've done that meditation with Michelle where you sit on the beach and let the waves come in and fill you with love, this is the CD for you. ) Just before I sat down, I'd looked through my notes from the Angel healers course, as I was aware I'd not met all the angels we had notes on. One that leapt out was Jophiel - Beauty of God, brings joy to life and beautiful thoughts. Helps with low energy and loss of inner light..... Well! He's the one for me, I thought, considering what my last few days have been like! (see previous posts...)
So I picked out sunstone, my crystal for him, and went into meditation.
Once I connected, Jophiel stepped forward immediately.
(NOTE: I find this next bit really hard to write, cos I write it not to brag or appear vain, but to show you what can also happen to you if you tune into the angels. Perhaps all you others have these sort of meditations all the time, and it's no big deal, but I'm fairly new to this, and amazing things keep coming up for me. And it's all rather personal and intimate.)
Back to Jophiel. He's the first angel who had a figure, all the others have been masses of energy, but Jophiel was slender and sleek. Italian moviestar figure. He held up a big round mirror, and all I could see was glare, like when you drive into the sun late in the afternoon, or when the sun sets at the beach and the glare on the water means you can't actually look at that part of the sea.
I can't see anything, I said.
'That's how bright you are......'
Wow. Gobsmacked.
Looked in the mirror again. Panicking slightly. But I can't see me separate from you angels!?!
'That's how bright you are......'
Speechless now. Just awe-full. Wonder-full. Humble-full.
But what do I do with all this light?
'Shine!! For the moment, just Be. Fill yourself up with us daily, please, and the people who you need to reach will come to you, attracted to your light. But not yet. After the New Year.'
And then I just basked in the light of the angels, and it was bliss.
But there's more.
Someone else stepped forward, and it was Uriel, whom I've never met before either. I had just read that he's one of the four biggies, but I've not had much to do with them four yet, so far I've been meeting other angels more, especially Zadkiel. Anyway, he was also a figure (as opposed to an energy), and boy what a figure. He was huge, muscly, tall, like a gladiator (remember that TV series about 10 years ago?). He looked like Hercules in the Disney film, wearing soft leather loincloths. Cor. I just swooned. I fell in love, if that's possible. The love emanating from him, and the power, and protection (I did a quick comparison with Michael, and there was a huge difference, Michael was more steely, sharper, blue as well, whereas Uriel was yellowy and soft around the edges, like suede) was just heavenly. And he bowed, to me! Whereupon I realised my swooning hadn't been swooning, but a humble bowing to him in return. Like a mutual appreciation society, mutual respect. Oh wow. These angels will try anything to get me to meet with them more often. But yes please!!
Afterwards I looked in my notes for Uriel, and guess what? God is Light. Ta-da!
And connected to solar plexus, which is...yellow. Amazing, huh?
I've just re-read what I've written, and the bit at the beginning about the tide feels right, like the swirling eddies when the tide is turning. I do believe things are changing, not just for me, but for all of us.
Anyone care to share their thoughts?
lots of love to you all
Cx
(slowly turning into one of those low energy lightbulbs, where it doesn't take much effort/energy to light up (meaning plug into the angels daily to keep me topped up, which isn't that hard) but the light coming out is much brighter than ordinary lightbulbs, and lasts much longer. Well, I'm nowhere near that yet, just beginning to light up again after a dim week, but I can see it happening.....can you for you?)
It's saturday. I have had a humdinger of a day. Could do nothing right. Thought I was good yesterday, and today I felt like a piece of flotsam on the tide, tossed about and pulled and pushed in all directions by my kids and outside things - a day of reacting to, not being able to put my feet on the ground in the swirling tide, no foothold, no stability. Glad it's calmed down now. And the reason I'm writing is not to tell you about the crap ride on the tide, but about my meditation just now :-)
I've been promising myself, and the angels, that I'd meditate tonight, (there was no chance of it during the day) and at last about 9pm I settled myself with some candles, selenite, Soothing Surf music on the CD (it's brill, just the sound of waves crashing on the shore. If you've done that meditation with Michelle where you sit on the beach and let the waves come in and fill you with love, this is the CD for you. ) Just before I sat down, I'd looked through my notes from the Angel healers course, as I was aware I'd not met all the angels we had notes on. One that leapt out was Jophiel - Beauty of God, brings joy to life and beautiful thoughts. Helps with low energy and loss of inner light..... Well! He's the one for me, I thought, considering what my last few days have been like! (see previous posts...)
So I picked out sunstone, my crystal for him, and went into meditation.
Once I connected, Jophiel stepped forward immediately.
(NOTE: I find this next bit really hard to write, cos I write it not to brag or appear vain, but to show you what can also happen to you if you tune into the angels. Perhaps all you others have these sort of meditations all the time, and it's no big deal, but I'm fairly new to this, and amazing things keep coming up for me. And it's all rather personal and intimate.)
Back to Jophiel. He's the first angel who had a figure, all the others have been masses of energy, but Jophiel was slender and sleek. Italian moviestar figure. He held up a big round mirror, and all I could see was glare, like when you drive into the sun late in the afternoon, or when the sun sets at the beach and the glare on the water means you can't actually look at that part of the sea.
I can't see anything, I said.
'That's how bright you are......'
Wow. Gobsmacked.
Looked in the mirror again. Panicking slightly. But I can't see me separate from you angels!?!
'That's how bright you are......'
Speechless now. Just awe-full. Wonder-full. Humble-full.
But what do I do with all this light?
'Shine!! For the moment, just Be. Fill yourself up with us daily, please, and the people who you need to reach will come to you, attracted to your light. But not yet. After the New Year.'
And then I just basked in the light of the angels, and it was bliss.
But there's more.
Someone else stepped forward, and it was Uriel, whom I've never met before either. I had just read that he's one of the four biggies, but I've not had much to do with them four yet, so far I've been meeting other angels more, especially Zadkiel. Anyway, he was also a figure (as opposed to an energy), and boy what a figure. He was huge, muscly, tall, like a gladiator (remember that TV series about 10 years ago?). He looked like Hercules in the Disney film, wearing soft leather loincloths. Cor. I just swooned. I fell in love, if that's possible. The love emanating from him, and the power, and protection (I did a quick comparison with Michael, and there was a huge difference, Michael was more steely, sharper, blue as well, whereas Uriel was yellowy and soft around the edges, like suede) was just heavenly. And he bowed, to me! Whereupon I realised my swooning hadn't been swooning, but a humble bowing to him in return. Like a mutual appreciation society, mutual respect. Oh wow. These angels will try anything to get me to meet with them more often. But yes please!!
Afterwards I looked in my notes for Uriel, and guess what? God is Light. Ta-da!
And connected to solar plexus, which is...yellow. Amazing, huh?
I've just re-read what I've written, and the bit at the beginning about the tide feels right, like the swirling eddies when the tide is turning. I do believe things are changing, not just for me, but for all of us.
Anyone care to share their thoughts?
lots of love to you all
Cx
(slowly turning into one of those low energy lightbulbs, where it doesn't take much effort/energy to light up (meaning plug into the angels daily to keep me topped up, which isn't that hard) but the light coming out is much brighter than ordinary lightbulbs, and lasts much longer. Well, I'm nowhere near that yet, just beginning to light up again after a dim week, but I can see it happening.....can you for you?)
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
Inspired to change
"Everyone stumbles over the truth from time to time, but most people pick themselves up and hurry off as though nothing ever happened."
-- Sir Winston Churchill
-- Sir Winston Churchill
Sunday, November 18, 2007
Gifts from God
I received this story from a wonderful friend who had the same day she sent this, taken part in the Create your reality workshop. Perfect timing.
The cheerful little girl with bouncy golden curls was almost five. Waiting with her mother at the checkout stand, she saw them, a circle of glistening white pearls in a pink foil box.
"Oh mommy please, Mommy. Can I have them? Please, Mommy, please?"
Quickly the mother checked the back of the little foil box and then looked back into the pleading blue eyes of her little
girl's upturned face.
"A dollar ninety-five. That's almost $2.00. If you really want them, I'll think of some extra chores for you and in no time you can save enough money to buy them for yourself. Your birthday's only a week away and you might get another crisp dollar bill from Grandma."
As soon as Jenny got home, she emptied her penny bank and counted out 17 pennies. After dinner, she did more than her share of chores and she went to the neighbor and asked Mrs. McJames if she could pick dandelions for ten cents. On her birthday, Grandma did give her another new dollar bill and at last she had enough money to buy the necklace.
Jenny loved her pearls. They made her feel dressed up and grown up. She wore them everywhere, Sunday school, kindergarten, even to bed. The only time she took them off was when she went swimming or had a bubble bath. Mother said if they got wet, they might turn her neck green.
Jenny had a very loving daddy and every night when she was ready for bed, he would stop whatever he was doing and come upstairs to read her a story. One night as he finished the story, he asked Jenny, "Do you love me?"
"Oh yes, daddy. You know that I love you."
"Then give me your pearls."
"Oh, daddy, not my pearls. But you can have Princess, the white horse from my collection, the one with the pink tail. Remember, daddy? The one you gave me. She's my very favorite."
"That's okay, Honey, daddy loves you. Good night." And he brushed her cheek with a kiss.
About a week later, after the story time, Jenny's daddy asked again, "Do you love me?"
"Daddy, you know I love you."
"Then give me your pearls."
"Oh Daddy, not my pearls. But you can have my baby doll. The brand new one I got for my birthday. She is beautiful and you can have the yellow blanket that matches her sleeper."
"That's okay. Sleep well. God bless you, little one. Daddy loves
you."
And as always, he brushed her cheek with a gentle kiss.
A few nights later when her daddy came in, Jenny was sitting on her bed with her legs crossed Indian style.
As he came close, he noticed her chin was trembling and one silent tear rolled down her cheek.
"What is it, Jenny? What's the matter?"
Jenny didn't say anything but lifted her little hand up to her daddy. And when she opened it, there was her little pearl necklace. With a little quiver, she finally said, "Here, daddy; this is for you."
With tears gathering in his own eyes, Jenny's daddy reached out with one hand to take the dime store necklace, and with the other hand he reached into his pocket and pulled out a blue velvet case with a strand of genuine pearls and gave them to Jenny.
He had them all the time. He was just waiting for her to give up the dime-store stuff so he could give her the genuine treasure. So it is, with our Heavenly Father. He is
waiting for us to give up the cheap things in our lives so that he can give us beautiful treasures.
Isn't God good?
Are you holding onto things that God wants you to let go of? Are you holding on to harmful or unnecessary partners, relationships, habits and activities that you have come so attached to that it seems impossible to let go? Sometimes it is so hard to see what is in the other hand but do believe this one thing,
God will never take away something without giving you something better in its place.
It shows us that in this time of many changes that which we are losing will be replaced by something better
Much Love
Claudia xxx
The cheerful little girl with bouncy golden curls was almost five. Waiting with her mother at the checkout stand, she saw them, a circle of glistening white pearls in a pink foil box.
"Oh mommy please, Mommy. Can I have them? Please, Mommy, please?"
Quickly the mother checked the back of the little foil box and then looked back into the pleading blue eyes of her little
girl's upturned face.
"A dollar ninety-five. That's almost $2.00. If you really want them, I'll think of some extra chores for you and in no time you can save enough money to buy them for yourself. Your birthday's only a week away and you might get another crisp dollar bill from Grandma."
As soon as Jenny got home, she emptied her penny bank and counted out 17 pennies. After dinner, she did more than her share of chores and she went to the neighbor and asked Mrs. McJames if she could pick dandelions for ten cents. On her birthday, Grandma did give her another new dollar bill and at last she had enough money to buy the necklace.
Jenny loved her pearls. They made her feel dressed up and grown up. She wore them everywhere, Sunday school, kindergarten, even to bed. The only time she took them off was when she went swimming or had a bubble bath. Mother said if they got wet, they might turn her neck green.
Jenny had a very loving daddy and every night when she was ready for bed, he would stop whatever he was doing and come upstairs to read her a story. One night as he finished the story, he asked Jenny, "Do you love me?"
"Oh yes, daddy. You know that I love you."
"Then give me your pearls."
"Oh, daddy, not my pearls. But you can have Princess, the white horse from my collection, the one with the pink tail. Remember, daddy? The one you gave me. She's my very favorite."
"That's okay, Honey, daddy loves you. Good night." And he brushed her cheek with a kiss.
About a week later, after the story time, Jenny's daddy asked again, "Do you love me?"
"Daddy, you know I love you."
"Then give me your pearls."
"Oh Daddy, not my pearls. But you can have my baby doll. The brand new one I got for my birthday. She is beautiful and you can have the yellow blanket that matches her sleeper."
"That's okay. Sleep well. God bless you, little one. Daddy loves
you."
And as always, he brushed her cheek with a gentle kiss.
A few nights later when her daddy came in, Jenny was sitting on her bed with her legs crossed Indian style.
As he came close, he noticed her chin was trembling and one silent tear rolled down her cheek.
"What is it, Jenny? What's the matter?"
Jenny didn't say anything but lifted her little hand up to her daddy. And when she opened it, there was her little pearl necklace. With a little quiver, she finally said, "Here, daddy; this is for you."
With tears gathering in his own eyes, Jenny's daddy reached out with one hand to take the dime store necklace, and with the other hand he reached into his pocket and pulled out a blue velvet case with a strand of genuine pearls and gave them to Jenny.
He had them all the time. He was just waiting for her to give up the dime-store stuff so he could give her the genuine treasure. So it is, with our Heavenly Father. He is
waiting for us to give up the cheap things in our lives so that he can give us beautiful treasures.
Isn't God good?
Are you holding onto things that God wants you to let go of? Are you holding on to harmful or unnecessary partners, relationships, habits and activities that you have come so attached to that it seems impossible to let go? Sometimes it is so hard to see what is in the other hand but do believe this one thing,
God will never take away something without giving you something better in its place.
It shows us that in this time of many changes that which we are losing will be replaced by something better
Much Love
Claudia xxx
Saturday, November 17, 2007
What's new ...
As spoken of in many emails sent to you this year you will be aware by now that Sanctuary of Angels is gradually becoming the community of light visioned in 2002. As with all goals we see them from the end and live in trust that each stepping stone will be given. And it has - at last many beautiful people are fitting together as ONE puzzle.
These groups are not necessarily integrating our extended families and it is for you to know that this is ok -
Many of you have "awoken" from what seems like a deep sleep but extended family members or friends or work colleagues may not have done so yet - this is ok - they are not wrong, that is just where they are at - and you are not wrong or right - this is where you choose to be -
It is not a fight for ego - to prove one wrong and one right - that is a endless battle - it is more about acceptance - acceptance of your self - not from others and also accepting how others around you choose to be -
The healing "acceptance" brings to relationships and the freedom is immense - no one needs to accept you but you - we all have free will and this means choice to be who we are, how we feel, how we think and so on.
The more these communities of "like - hearted" people build the more a higher energy will be held - giving others the opportunity to "ride" that pure energy of love - love that expects nothing in return.
On the "welcome page" of Sanctuary of Angels there is now a "message box" where regular, daily if possible Angel messages will be placed. The first of many is there for you to read today.
On the links page there is a new beautiful link. A gentleman contacted me and many other well known Angel "teachers" asking us to channel Angel messages that could be sent by text - please take a look, there are some very loving messages that may just be the words of healing some one you know is looking for.
The latest Mini Angel workshop by phone is ready for download on the meditation page. Sadly out of 1000 subscribers only three called for the last class, which has meant I have had to place the classes on hold. It is a shame as it was a wonderful way of working with others at an affordable price but also reaching people that live miles apart. But when the time is right I am sure the opportunity will come around again.
In the meantime I would enocurage you to download a £3.50 class so that you may experience a lesson before making a judgement as to whether it is for you or not - a bit like brocilli really - looks nasty but tastes lovley and is very good for you *smile*
The "google group" is growing like a rose, the people who connect together on there are holding a very special energy, already a magnificent community of people. I thank all of you who have supported "within the wings" and made this sacred space possible. Again I ask taste it before you rule it off.
The offer of Angel Healing for only £20 is still available until the end of this month. This was a guided "offer" to assist others in releasing what may be blocking the current energy shifts to be "smoother" and also to assist the integration of the current new energies. All Therapists including myself are available. Contact details can be found on our website.
And last but certainly not least - have you seen the new "dressing up" clothes for big people in Argus? - I never did get the wonder woman out fit but seems it is not as far out of my reach as I thought *grin*
These groups are not necessarily integrating our extended families and it is for you to know that this is ok -
Many of you have "awoken" from what seems like a deep sleep but extended family members or friends or work colleagues may not have done so yet - this is ok - they are not wrong, that is just where they are at - and you are not wrong or right - this is where you choose to be -
It is not a fight for ego - to prove one wrong and one right - that is a endless battle - it is more about acceptance - acceptance of your self - not from others and also accepting how others around you choose to be -
The healing "acceptance" brings to relationships and the freedom is immense - no one needs to accept you but you - we all have free will and this means choice to be who we are, how we feel, how we think and so on.
The more these communities of "like - hearted" people build the more a higher energy will be held - giving others the opportunity to "ride" that pure energy of love - love that expects nothing in return.
On the "welcome page" of Sanctuary of Angels there is now a "message box" where regular, daily if possible Angel messages will be placed. The first of many is there for you to read today.
On the links page there is a new beautiful link. A gentleman contacted me and many other well known Angel "teachers" asking us to channel Angel messages that could be sent by text - please take a look, there are some very loving messages that may just be the words of healing some one you know is looking for.
The latest Mini Angel workshop by phone is ready for download on the meditation page. Sadly out of 1000 subscribers only three called for the last class, which has meant I have had to place the classes on hold. It is a shame as it was a wonderful way of working with others at an affordable price but also reaching people that live miles apart. But when the time is right I am sure the opportunity will come around again.
In the meantime I would enocurage you to download a £3.50 class so that you may experience a lesson before making a judgement as to whether it is for you or not - a bit like brocilli really - looks nasty but tastes lovley and is very good for you *smile*
The "google group" is growing like a rose, the people who connect together on there are holding a very special energy, already a magnificent community of people. I thank all of you who have supported "within the wings" and made this sacred space possible. Again I ask taste it before you rule it off.
The offer of Angel Healing for only £20 is still available until the end of this month. This was a guided "offer" to assist others in releasing what may be blocking the current energy shifts to be "smoother" and also to assist the integration of the current new energies. All Therapists including myself are available. Contact details can be found on our website.
And last but certainly not least - have you seen the new "dressing up" clothes for big people in Argus? - I never did get the wonder woman out fit but seems it is not as far out of my reach as I thought *grin*
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Friday, November 16, 2007
Greetings from Lucy x x
Hello everyone,
I feel very lucky and privileged to introduce myself as part of the Sanctuary of Angels Team. I hope to meet many of you through the Angel Experience Days and Create Your Reality workshops.
Working with the angels has brought a sense of "coming home" into my life. I realise the hurdles and stumbling blocks I have come across in my life have lead me to this point and guided me closer into the angelic realm.
I love the angels and I also love teaching. By combining both, I am in my strongest energy and I feel like I'm a beacon of shining light. I am a Primary School teacher too so I work with many little angels everyday. The children never fail to amaze me with their excitement, understanding and love of life. I feel we learn mutually from each other. Through Sanctuary of Angels I will be running a Little Angels Club aswell as adult workshops. Dates for Little Angels Club in Leicestershire will be coming in January.
I wish you all a beautiful and happy day.
With Love,
Lucyx
Thursday, November 15, 2007
A whispered message
I just wanted to share a message that an angel whispered to me a few moments ago:
"Each moment is a new one and change is always possible."
I thought it was beautiful and empowering and wanted to share it with you all.
With love,
Lucyx
"Each moment is a new one and change is always possible."
I thought it was beautiful and empowering and wanted to share it with you all.
With love,
Lucyx
Wednesday, November 14, 2007
Always Be True to Yourself and Your Dreams
Be true to your dreams and keep them alive. Never let anyone change your mind about what you feel you can achieve. Always believe in yourself.
Be true to the light that is deep within you. Hold onto you faith, hope and joy for life. Keep good thoughts in your mind and good feelings in your heart. Keep love in your life, and you will find the love and light in everyone.
Be giving, forgiving, patient and kind. Have faith in yourself. Be your own best friend and listen to the voice that tells you to be your best self.
Be true to yourself in the paths that you choose. Follow your talents and passion; don’t take the road others say you must follow because they are the most popular. Take the paths where your talents will thrive – the ones that will keep your spirit alive with enthusiasm and everlasting joy.
Most of all, never forget that there is no brighter light than the one within you. Keep being true to yourself.
- Jacqueline Schiff
With Love
Katie x x
Be true to the light that is deep within you. Hold onto you faith, hope and joy for life. Keep good thoughts in your mind and good feelings in your heart. Keep love in your life, and you will find the love and light in everyone.
Be giving, forgiving, patient and kind. Have faith in yourself. Be your own best friend and listen to the voice that tells you to be your best self.
Be true to yourself in the paths that you choose. Follow your talents and passion; don’t take the road others say you must follow because they are the most popular. Take the paths where your talents will thrive – the ones that will keep your spirit alive with enthusiasm and everlasting joy.
Most of all, never forget that there is no brighter light than the one within you. Keep being true to yourself.
- Jacqueline Schiff
With Love
Katie x x
Monday, November 12, 2007
Healing your inner child ....
Hi Michelle,
Thank You so much for this months Angelic Messages,not only was it a joy to read,I also identified with so much of it,or all of it actually :-)
I especially identified with your story of healing your inner child's hurt,and your Mother.I felt I was reading about myself,before I go on,I think it is so wonderful that you could be so open and honest with everyone who received this.How brave,is that the correct word?Maybe not,but I know you will know what I mean!
I too had little affection or love from my mother especially,and yes,it was abusive too.Foul language,angry fits.....getting hurt,smacking,shouting,swearing,the list is endless.
Yet,all these years,I'm 38 now,with 2 boys of my own, I have ignored it,choosing to delude myself that I do have a mother. But in reality,I don't.
Too many times have I made contact,or vise versa,and I have been excited,overjoyed at the new beginning I thought was ahead,and each time the fall becomes harder,and affects me more.And the more it affects me,the more it affects my boys,it has a ripple affect,just recently we had a day in town,coming home full of bubbling excitement,I told my partner(yet again)about the new start,how wonderful it would be to have a mother.....a real one. Full of sorrow,he told me not to delude myself again,it would not happen......it never does,he said,genuinely sad for me.
Of course,deep down I knew he was right,I just wouldn't admit to myself.
I too,like you,have had angry outbursts with my children,when I feel I have reacted over the top,shouting and using foul language,sounding just like my mum used to,displaying her learned behaviour,and been ashamed of myself afterwards.
The rest of the time I am a loving,caring person and mum,I am proud of the fact that I am nothing like my mum.
Until now,I would not have had the courage to admit this to anyone,but you openly saying it,has given me the courage to do so too.
And with that courage to admit it to you,I can finally admit it to me,now I can finally work through the releasing of it all,knowing that with each part I release,healing will come.
Of course,I know the Angels have led me to "happen" to find your site,and receive this issue,and they will be helping me all the way.
So,it is with much gratitude I thank you for your story,which has had such a profound "awakening" for me,I know it won't be easy,but it's all part of the journey,my journey, to a new,happier,more accepting, me.
I wish you many,many blessings,and thank you for taking the time to read this,for in writing,I have found relief,and release,
I look forward to becoming more involved with Sanctuary Of Angels,
Love & Rainbows
Janet x
Thank You so much for this months Angelic Messages,not only was it a joy to read,I also identified with so much of it,or all of it actually :-)
I especially identified with your story of healing your inner child's hurt,and your Mother.I felt I was reading about myself,before I go on,I think it is so wonderful that you could be so open and honest with everyone who received this.How brave,is that the correct word?Maybe not,but I know you will know what I mean!
I too had little affection or love from my mother especially,and yes,it was abusive too.Foul language,angry fits.....getting hurt,smacking,shouting,swearing,the list is endless.
Yet,all these years,I'm 38 now,with 2 boys of my own, I have ignored it,choosing to delude myself that I do have a mother. But in reality,I don't.
Too many times have I made contact,or vise versa,and I have been excited,overjoyed at the new beginning I thought was ahead,and each time the fall becomes harder,and affects me more.And the more it affects me,the more it affects my boys,it has a ripple affect,just recently we had a day in town,coming home full of bubbling excitement,I told my partner(yet again)about the new start,how wonderful it would be to have a mother.....a real one. Full of sorrow,he told me not to delude myself again,it would not happen......it never does,he said,genuinely sad for me.
Of course,deep down I knew he was right,I just wouldn't admit to myself.
I too,like you,have had angry outbursts with my children,when I feel I have reacted over the top,shouting and using foul language,sounding just like my mum used to,displaying her learned behaviour,and been ashamed of myself afterwards.
The rest of the time I am a loving,caring person and mum,I am proud of the fact that I am nothing like my mum.
Until now,I would not have had the courage to admit this to anyone,but you openly saying it,has given me the courage to do so too.
And with that courage to admit it to you,I can finally admit it to me,now I can finally work through the releasing of it all,knowing that with each part I release,healing will come.
Of course,I know the Angels have led me to "happen" to find your site,and receive this issue,and they will be helping me all the way.
So,it is with much gratitude I thank you for your story,which has had such a profound "awakening" for me,I know it won't be easy,but it's all part of the journey,my journey, to a new,happier,more accepting, me.
I wish you many,many blessings,and thank you for taking the time to read this,for in writing,I have found relief,and release,
I look forward to becoming more involved with Sanctuary Of Angels,
Love & Rainbows
Janet x
Peace
For a long time my body,mind and soul was seeking peace.
My busy mind chatted away with regretful thoughts about the past or worrying thoughts about what the future may hold.
Was peace a person,place,job,meditation,pastime or within the pages of a book?
Then I realised that I was "struggling" to find it everywhere and anywhere I could to achieve what I yearned for.
In this "struggle" I missed that all along peace resided in me.
It was my choice whether or not I decided to live in this peace or let outside influences affect me.
Im ok being me,safe being me and most importantly at peace being just me.
Love Wendy xx
My busy mind chatted away with regretful thoughts about the past or worrying thoughts about what the future may hold.
Was peace a person,place,job,meditation,pastime or within the pages of a book?
Then I realised that I was "struggling" to find it everywhere and anywhere I could to achieve what I yearned for.
In this "struggle" I missed that all along peace resided in me.
It was my choice whether or not I decided to live in this peace or let outside influences affect me.
Im ok being me,safe being me and most importantly at peace being just me.
Love Wendy xx
Saturday, November 10, 2007
Sharing x
Reading Michelle’s latest message and Claudia’s wise words about love have helped me to uncover a deep feeling anger and sadness. It has helped to push my buttons.
A few years ago, my family and I had all experienced difficult challenges, both as individuals and as a whole.
I was poorly, newly diagnosed with M.E. I had reached a stage when I could no longer speak, my mind felt as though it would crash if I heard too many words. A couple of my physical symptoms were extreme pain and exhaustion.
I had just moved in to my sister’s new house, as I had spent the past few years staying with different members of my family. Both known and unknown, I found it very unsettling.
So I had arrived in a new area, to live with two of my sisters. My elder sister had just been head hunted and moved to Bristol, my younger sister going through bereavement. My health declined further and a few months later, I was living on my own.
It was very difficult, so I was greatly relieved when my parents moved in with me. I know that it must have been incredibly difficult for them, to see me this way. I would collapse when walking across a room or not have the energy to move in bed. When spoken to too, at times I could only move my eyes, which were often full of the pain I was in. My mum, not knowing how to speak to me, spoke as she would to a little child frustrating me further, yet not being able to express it.
I could see my parent’s pain, and felt terrible, as though I was such a horrible daughter. A few months passed and they moved out, leaving me to live on my own, without any friends or any form of support.
From the day I was diagnosed, I was determined to get better, always reassuring my family that I’d be fine. Yet I felt as though everyone just kept leaving me. I felt abandonment and rejected. My illness was like a loud secret, I was later told that no one knew due to my constant reassurances, yet they lived with me and left, seen me with their own eyes.
Apart of me has been waiting for my mum to come back and accept me.
I understand that each and every one of them offered me all the love and support they could at that time. It is time for me to fully digest this, and let it go.
I am no longer the same person; I have learnt and gained so much. It has been an incredulity journey of self discovery and healing.
The un-ease is no lurking longer deep within me, asking for help hiding as physical pain or vague shadows of sadness. Thank to our sharing, the light of my consciousness fully shining upon it. I now loving accept my feelings and allow them to pass through me, creating space for a deeply level of love and forgiveness to flow into.
With Love
Katie x x x
A few years ago, my family and I had all experienced difficult challenges, both as individuals and as a whole.
I was poorly, newly diagnosed with M.E. I had reached a stage when I could no longer speak, my mind felt as though it would crash if I heard too many words. A couple of my physical symptoms were extreme pain and exhaustion.
I had just moved in to my sister’s new house, as I had spent the past few years staying with different members of my family. Both known and unknown, I found it very unsettling.
So I had arrived in a new area, to live with two of my sisters. My elder sister had just been head hunted and moved to Bristol, my younger sister going through bereavement. My health declined further and a few months later, I was living on my own.
It was very difficult, so I was greatly relieved when my parents moved in with me. I know that it must have been incredibly difficult for them, to see me this way. I would collapse when walking across a room or not have the energy to move in bed. When spoken to too, at times I could only move my eyes, which were often full of the pain I was in. My mum, not knowing how to speak to me, spoke as she would to a little child frustrating me further, yet not being able to express it.
I could see my parent’s pain, and felt terrible, as though I was such a horrible daughter. A few months passed and they moved out, leaving me to live on my own, without any friends or any form of support.
From the day I was diagnosed, I was determined to get better, always reassuring my family that I’d be fine. Yet I felt as though everyone just kept leaving me. I felt abandonment and rejected. My illness was like a loud secret, I was later told that no one knew due to my constant reassurances, yet they lived with me and left, seen me with their own eyes.
Apart of me has been waiting for my mum to come back and accept me.
I understand that each and every one of them offered me all the love and support they could at that time. It is time for me to fully digest this, and let it go.
I am no longer the same person; I have learnt and gained so much. It has been an incredulity journey of self discovery and healing.
The un-ease is no lurking longer deep within me, asking for help hiding as physical pain or vague shadows of sadness. Thank to our sharing, the light of my consciousness fully shining upon it. I now loving accept my feelings and allow them to pass through me, creating space for a deeply level of love and forgiveness to flow into.
With Love
Katie x x x
Friday, November 09, 2007
Three guests
A woman came out of her house and saw 3 old men with long white beards sitting in her front yard. She did not recognize them. She said "I don't think I know you, but you must be hungry. Please come in and have something to eat." "Is the man of the house home?", they asked. "No", she replied. "He's out." "Then we cannot come in", they replied. In the evening when her husband came home, she told him what had happened. "Go tell them I am home and invite them in!" The woman went out and invited the men in" "We do not go into a House together," they replied. "Why is that?" she asked. One of the old men explained: "His name is Wealth," he said pointing to one of his friends, and said pointing to another one, "He is Success, and I am Love." Then he added, "Now go in and discuss with your husband which one of us you want in your home." The woman went in and told her husband what was said. Her husband was overjoyed. "How nice!!", he said. "Since that is the case, let us invite Wealth. Let him come and fill our home with wealth!" His wife disagreed. "My dear, why don't we invite Success?" Their daughter was listening from the other corner of the house. She jumped in with her own suggestion: "Would it not be better to invite Love? Our home will then be filled with love!" "Let us heed our daughter's advice," said the husband to his wife. "Go out and invite Love to be our guest." The woman went out and asked the 3 old men, "Which one of you is Love? Please come in and be our guest." Love got up and started walking toward the house. The other 2 also got up and followed him. Surprised, the lady asked Wealth and Success: "I only invited Love, Why are you coming in?" The old men replied together: "If you had invited Wealth or Success, the other two of us would've stayed out, but since you invited Love, wherever He goes, we go with him. Wherever there is Love, there is also Wealth and Success!!!!!!"
No explanation needed xxx
No explanation needed xxx
Learning to love again ...
"God asks only that you include yourself among those you love." - Neale Donald Walsh.
The birthing of new and essential feminine energies over the past few months have meant that we have had to have been in touch with our emotions (whether we are male or female). Not only the daily exploration and digestion of our emotions but also the digestion and acceptance of any lingering, "undigested" ones and their ROOT cause.
To write to you of every adventure I have travelled since writing to you last month would result in a book with numerous sequels *smile*. The energy has been fast and "moving" - of course if the individual has "allowed" it and not "hung on" to what is leaving.
The two "adventures" I have been "asked" to speak of today are so chalk and cheese and yet neatly wrapped together.
I begin by writing to you of love ...
Love is a never ending story. It comes in so many shapes and forms and not all of them would we recognise or label as love.
Love is the very core of who we are and so in each and every moment of our day The lessons always being learnt through such a variety of relationships with ourselves and others.
And yes, Love can hurt. Only a couple of weeks ago at a very appropriate time (I needed to feel and smile that inner smile again) Sunnie came home from school full of concern because her best friend Ruby had been in the "sick room" that day with a broken heart!!
Seven years old - and already sick of love *smile*
My first day at University and a new relationship with love began for me.
The tutor was reading out a letter to the class. The letter had been typed by a father to his newborn son, for him to read when he grew up. As the father placed his expressions of love for his son as ink markings on a sheet of paper - his son, newborn - lay sleeping in his arms.
I was suddenly very overwhelmed by two very different emotions - the first was a deep understanding of that love, the memory of holding each of my children for the first amazing time very clear and the love held in those moments too and yet there was this emotion clinging to my throat almost strangling me - I was jealous and angry - why couldn't and didn't my parents ever love me or express love for rme like that - how could they not have known something that appeared so natural as a parent.
I recognised that day that although I had "learnt" of unconditional love for myself and others, although I had learnt to give love and expect no - thing in return. I had not acknowledged or fulfilled my own inner child's needs or even present day needs to be loved.
The letter and the emotions it disturbed within me were just the beginning.
During teaching an Angel Course the following six days as always and never without fail *smile* the Angels took the opportunity to teach me as I taught.
On October the 11th the girls received their group attunement. Never before have I cried during this offering, the tears were thick and fast, but so full of love and joy - it was hard to speak. That day a "new love" was born in me and I belive all of us in the group. I felt it expanding in my heart and it shone like a pure diamond of many , many sparkling dimensions.
I saw then that I was very loved in the now. I had just shut doors to the many ways love is expressed. Often we cannot feel the love others have for us because we have pre - designed ideas how love is or should be in our minds.
They seem to not fit into our "love vocabulary".
This is not to say that we cannot have that love but everyone - a parent, partner, child, friend ... has their unique way of expressing love, their own ideas of love and gifts of love to offer us.
With pre - designed ideas of love, we cannot see, recognise or receive any other form of love, it is almost invisible to us because we do not recognise it as love.
One of the many magnificent and incredible things about working with the Angelic Realm is that more than often all that a "blockage" needs to heal is recognition and then the energy breaks down enabling it to disperse and leave.
Through my own recognition of how I had structured what my relationships should be as regards to love, an energy gently melted. Many wonderful doors have opened since and through those doors an enormous variety of love and expressions of love has entered.
Without opening these doors how many new and beautiful ways would I have never known love!
I saw that the Universe was offering new and higher expressions of love for me to recieve so that in turn I coudl give - in opening doors to new ways, my heart had opened to receive these new wave of love.
"The best thing one can do when it's raining is to let it rain" Henry Wadsworth 1807 - 1882
And yet there still lingering in my "teeth" and shoulders was this un - deniable anger. It had been building up since that first day at Uni and was incredibly painful by now as if I had spent the past few weeks grinding my teeth.
Looking back now I guess a space of love was needed to be created first so that "anger" felt safe enough to show "herself".
Unfortunately for my children it all bubbled to the surface during half term. My behavior felt beyond my control and I "saw" myself repeating angry verbal scenes that I had seen my mother display when I was a child.
My language was foul just as hers had been, and when I spoke I could feel this energy "bubbling" inside of me, like a kettle that had forgotten to "click off."
Now, all emotions need to be expressed to maintain a heathy mind, body and spirit. I do not believe in labelling an emotion good or bad, negative or positive - labels and I do not really work well together.
There is not good or bad, all emotions need digesting. I see that some are of a low, denser energy and can be harder to move through and some are of a higher vibration in which energy may move with grace and flow.
All emotions are safe to express - this we are to learn and teach our children - of course there are healthy and un healthy ways of expressing emotion and as a child I experienced un healthy shows of anger.
I have had to learn over time that, the "anger " I saw was on a high scale of violence and abuse - the behavior completely un acceptable. If put on a scale of 1- 10, it was way beyond 10. I saw the anger in me was not the same and that it was not for me to shame my anger or place my anger on the same levels as my past experiences.
Well as I had said - the letter read out at Uni was the "button - pusher" - so why?
I was presented with the answer - the core reason - after years of no contact I received an email from my mother - very short and sweet, but holding what I thought was an invitation for a "real" relationship - I saw the email as an opportunity to request "rescue" from a daughter to a mother - my email received no reply - another moment of my mother not "meeting" me - my anger got worse!!
With help from my mentor and the Angles I found a very, very angry child in me who was living in hope and still waiting for her mother to love her as she thought a mother should.
She was angry at her mother for all the times she had let herself be open and vulnerable and yet she had received nothing. Behind this strong display of anger was a very lost, vulnerable, unloved little girl.
It is truly amazing how by meeting this child again as the adult, she felt safe enough to explain her anger and through her explanation and my understanding we became "whole."
It was hard - I had to tell her (in meditation) that she was to stop "waitng for mummy" because she was never coming ... as a parent myself I knew I would not leave Sunnie waiting for someone who would never come - so why leave me.
That bubble of boiling anger has gone - the pain in my teeth too - the "child within" got my attention and I listened. I do not feel myself holding in that bubble, as before I have always known it was there just not why. I can express anger now and no that in no shape or form is it wrong, shameful or harmful to those I love.
She is healed and so am I.
The change has been so wonderful. I have given myself permission to be of a greater love and also a new shiny mummy - a mummy that feels within her own "parent hood" if that makes sense - I have been baking bread and cakes with the children - real nurturing home stuff and it feels good to see my family enjoying that bread so full of love.
I had tried so hard not to be like my mother that I had not complelty found my own role or accepted that that was her "choice" of mothering and I had the right to choose my own.
To move forward we do need to be in our own wholeness - every time there is an energy shift it is after a part of me as healed or been remembered - it is as if I cannot move on until she and I are one for I need that part of me to be healed adn present for the next adventure.
I finish this now by shairng with you a message that Claudia Burnett received around the same time regarding her mother - it fits in beautifully and with far less words *smile*
Sometimes we experience relationships where we feel we are not loved.
The truth is we are loved with all that, that person has at the time.
We may think it's not much or not enough but it's all that they have.
So doesn't that mean they love you with all of their being?
The birthing of new and essential feminine energies over the past few months have meant that we have had to have been in touch with our emotions (whether we are male or female). Not only the daily exploration and digestion of our emotions but also the digestion and acceptance of any lingering, "undigested" ones and their ROOT cause.
To write to you of every adventure I have travelled since writing to you last month would result in a book with numerous sequels *smile*. The energy has been fast and "moving" - of course if the individual has "allowed" it and not "hung on" to what is leaving.
The two "adventures" I have been "asked" to speak of today are so chalk and cheese and yet neatly wrapped together.
I begin by writing to you of love ...
Love is a never ending story. It comes in so many shapes and forms and not all of them would we recognise or label as love.
Love is the very core of who we are and so in each and every moment of our day The lessons always being learnt through such a variety of relationships with ourselves and others.
And yes, Love can hurt. Only a couple of weeks ago at a very appropriate time (I needed to feel and smile that inner smile again) Sunnie came home from school full of concern because her best friend Ruby had been in the "sick room" that day with a broken heart!!
Seven years old - and already sick of love *smile*
My first day at University and a new relationship with love began for me.
The tutor was reading out a letter to the class. The letter had been typed by a father to his newborn son, for him to read when he grew up. As the father placed his expressions of love for his son as ink markings on a sheet of paper - his son, newborn - lay sleeping in his arms.
I was suddenly very overwhelmed by two very different emotions - the first was a deep understanding of that love, the memory of holding each of my children for the first amazing time very clear and the love held in those moments too and yet there was this emotion clinging to my throat almost strangling me - I was jealous and angry - why couldn't and didn't my parents ever love me or express love for rme like that - how could they not have known something that appeared so natural as a parent.
I recognised that day that although I had "learnt" of unconditional love for myself and others, although I had learnt to give love and expect no - thing in return. I had not acknowledged or fulfilled my own inner child's needs or even present day needs to be loved.
The letter and the emotions it disturbed within me were just the beginning.
During teaching an Angel Course the following six days as always and never without fail *smile* the Angels took the opportunity to teach me as I taught.
On October the 11th the girls received their group attunement. Never before have I cried during this offering, the tears were thick and fast, but so full of love and joy - it was hard to speak. That day a "new love" was born in me and I belive all of us in the group. I felt it expanding in my heart and it shone like a pure diamond of many , many sparkling dimensions.
I saw then that I was very loved in the now. I had just shut doors to the many ways love is expressed. Often we cannot feel the love others have for us because we have pre - designed ideas how love is or should be in our minds.
They seem to not fit into our "love vocabulary".
This is not to say that we cannot have that love but everyone - a parent, partner, child, friend ... has their unique way of expressing love, their own ideas of love and gifts of love to offer us.
With pre - designed ideas of love, we cannot see, recognise or receive any other form of love, it is almost invisible to us because we do not recognise it as love.
One of the many magnificent and incredible things about working with the Angelic Realm is that more than often all that a "blockage" needs to heal is recognition and then the energy breaks down enabling it to disperse and leave.
Through my own recognition of how I had structured what my relationships should be as regards to love, an energy gently melted. Many wonderful doors have opened since and through those doors an enormous variety of love and expressions of love has entered.
Without opening these doors how many new and beautiful ways would I have never known love!
I saw that the Universe was offering new and higher expressions of love for me to recieve so that in turn I coudl give - in opening doors to new ways, my heart had opened to receive these new wave of love.
"The best thing one can do when it's raining is to let it rain" Henry Wadsworth 1807 - 1882
And yet there still lingering in my "teeth" and shoulders was this un - deniable anger. It had been building up since that first day at Uni and was incredibly painful by now as if I had spent the past few weeks grinding my teeth.
Looking back now I guess a space of love was needed to be created first so that "anger" felt safe enough to show "herself".
Unfortunately for my children it all bubbled to the surface during half term. My behavior felt beyond my control and I "saw" myself repeating angry verbal scenes that I had seen my mother display when I was a child.
My language was foul just as hers had been, and when I spoke I could feel this energy "bubbling" inside of me, like a kettle that had forgotten to "click off."
Now, all emotions need to be expressed to maintain a heathy mind, body and spirit. I do not believe in labelling an emotion good or bad, negative or positive - labels and I do not really work well together.
There is not good or bad, all emotions need digesting. I see that some are of a low, denser energy and can be harder to move through and some are of a higher vibration in which energy may move with grace and flow.
All emotions are safe to express - this we are to learn and teach our children - of course there are healthy and un healthy ways of expressing emotion and as a child I experienced un healthy shows of anger.
I have had to learn over time that, the "anger " I saw was on a high scale of violence and abuse - the behavior completely un acceptable. If put on a scale of 1- 10, it was way beyond 10. I saw the anger in me was not the same and that it was not for me to shame my anger or place my anger on the same levels as my past experiences.
Well as I had said - the letter read out at Uni was the "button - pusher" - so why?
I was presented with the answer - the core reason - after years of no contact I received an email from my mother - very short and sweet, but holding what I thought was an invitation for a "real" relationship - I saw the email as an opportunity to request "rescue" from a daughter to a mother - my email received no reply - another moment of my mother not "meeting" me - my anger got worse!!
With help from my mentor and the Angles I found a very, very angry child in me who was living in hope and still waiting for her mother to love her as she thought a mother should.
She was angry at her mother for all the times she had let herself be open and vulnerable and yet she had received nothing. Behind this strong display of anger was a very lost, vulnerable, unloved little girl.
It is truly amazing how by meeting this child again as the adult, she felt safe enough to explain her anger and through her explanation and my understanding we became "whole."
It was hard - I had to tell her (in meditation) that she was to stop "waitng for mummy" because she was never coming ... as a parent myself I knew I would not leave Sunnie waiting for someone who would never come - so why leave me.
That bubble of boiling anger has gone - the pain in my teeth too - the "child within" got my attention and I listened. I do not feel myself holding in that bubble, as before I have always known it was there just not why. I can express anger now and no that in no shape or form is it wrong, shameful or harmful to those I love.
She is healed and so am I.
The change has been so wonderful. I have given myself permission to be of a greater love and also a new shiny mummy - a mummy that feels within her own "parent hood" if that makes sense - I have been baking bread and cakes with the children - real nurturing home stuff and it feels good to see my family enjoying that bread so full of love.
I had tried so hard not to be like my mother that I had not complelty found my own role or accepted that that was her "choice" of mothering and I had the right to choose my own.
To move forward we do need to be in our own wholeness - every time there is an energy shift it is after a part of me as healed or been remembered - it is as if I cannot move on until she and I are one for I need that part of me to be healed adn present for the next adventure.
I finish this now by shairng with you a message that Claudia Burnett received around the same time regarding her mother - it fits in beautifully and with far less words *smile*
Sometimes we experience relationships where we feel we are not loved.
The truth is we are loved with all that, that person has at the time.
We may think it's not much or not enough but it's all that they have.
So doesn't that mean they love you with all of their being?
To love or not to love
These are my thoughts after having many conversations with people about not feeling loved in the past, present (future?).
Sometimes we experience relationships where we feel we are not loved.
The truth is we are loved with all that, that person has at the time.
We may think it's not much or not enough but it's all that they have.
So doesn't that mean they love you with all of their being?
Much Love
Claudia xxx
Sometimes we experience relationships where we feel we are not loved.
The truth is we are loved with all that, that person has at the time.
We may think it's not much or not enough but it's all that they have.
So doesn't that mean they love you with all of their being?
Much Love
Claudia xxx
Thursday, November 08, 2007
Relationship Changes
Hello Angel Blossoms,
Recently I've experience a relationship change, one that I never
though would happen. I've been with my partner six years now, and have
always found his parents company really difficult. I just found their
tension levels and conversation uncomfortable. I'd often come away
exhausted. I was often spoken over or ignored, but as I have said
before I use to be very quiet.
In the summer, I choose to step back from them. In a loving way I
released guilt and simply I let go. I stopped visiting and reminding
Dave to call.
Last week, Dave's mum came to our house and I was surprised to see
that our relationship has completely changed. She's unwell and
reaching out for help. His Dads is also in need of support as his
health has been declining.
My decision to spend time a part has helped so much, as we now look at
each other with new eyes. They're both starting coming to see me for
healing sessions now, and I'm glad that I can help.
It's been really interesting as I've released old habits, when another
member started to talk about how bad it all was in front of them, I
was able to speak up and was listen to, more than that agreed with.
I find it wonderful that relationships can change once we let go in
some way. Whatever we release allow space for new energy to flow into.
With Love
Katie x x
Recently I've experience a relationship change, one that I never
though would happen. I've been with my partner six years now, and have
always found his parents company really difficult. I just found their
tension levels and conversation uncomfortable. I'd often come away
exhausted. I was often spoken over or ignored, but as I have said
before I use to be very quiet.
In the summer, I choose to step back from them. In a loving way I
released guilt and simply I let go. I stopped visiting and reminding
Dave to call.
Last week, Dave's mum came to our house and I was surprised to see
that our relationship has completely changed. She's unwell and
reaching out for help. His Dads is also in need of support as his
health has been declining.
My decision to spend time a part has helped so much, as we now look at
each other with new eyes. They're both starting coming to see me for
healing sessions now, and I'm glad that I can help.
It's been really interesting as I've released old habits, when another
member started to talk about how bad it all was in front of them, I
was able to speak up and was listen to, more than that agreed with.
I find it wonderful that relationships can change once we let go in
some way. Whatever we release allow space for new energy to flow into.
With Love
Katie x x
Tuesday, November 06, 2007
Love stuff
I received these emails this week I sense a theme, I heard their message for me loud and clear can you hear yours?
All from higherawareness.com
Love life and yourself
"Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength while loving someone deeply gives you courage."
-- Lao Tzu
There are two basic motivating forces: fear and love. When we are afraid, we pull back from life. When we are in love, we open to all that life has to offer with passion, excitement, and acceptance.
We need to learn to love ourselves first, in all our glory and our imperfections. If we cannot love ourselves, we cannot fully open to our ability to love others or our potential to create. Evolution and all hopes for a better world rest in the fearlessness and open-hearted vision of people who embrace life.
"It matters not Who you love, Where you love, Why you love, When you love, Or how you love, It matters only that you love."
-- John Lennon
"Why not go out on a limb? Isn't that where the fruit is?"
-- Frank Scully
----------------------------------------------------------------------------
Do you love yourself?
"At the heart of personality is the need to feel a sense of being lovable without having to qualify for that acceptance."
-- Dr. Paul Tournier
How do you see yourself as unlovable?
Take a few minutes to write down why you perceive yourself to be unlovable. Look at the list and see if you can identify where those characterizations originated. Can you pinpoint old messages from parents, teachers, and friends that led you to negative conclusions about yourself? Are those messages valid today?
The beliefs we adopt as children usually don't hold when we view them objectively as adults. Can you let them go? Can you begin to see yourself as a unique expression of life, a genuine gift to the world?
"You, yourself, as much as anybody in the entire universe, deserve your love and affection."
-- Buddha
"Limitless like the ocean are your excellent qualities."
-- Dalai Lama
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
The face in the mirror
"Our inability to see beauty doesn’t suggest in the slightest that beauty is not there. Rather, it suggests that we are not looking carefully enough or with broad enough perspective to see the beauty."
-- Rabbi Harold Kushner
Who are you? You can gaze at your reflection in a mirror but you’re not likely to see your true likeness. You are beautiful, unique, perfect. Do you see that?
The world needs you to see how whole and complete you are -- now. Can you begin to own your divinity? The world needs you to know who you really are so you can be the mirror for others.
"The sun shines not on us but in us. The rivers flow not past, but through us, thrilling, tingling, vibrating every fibre and cell of the substance of our bodies, making them glide and sing."
-- John Muir
Cinthia has posted a response after reading the messages on 'Withinin the wings' I can feel her magnificence in her words
Much Love
Claudia xxx
I will be holding a Create Your Reality workshop November the 17th in North London area. For more information or to book a place please visit our website.
All from higherawareness.com
Love life and yourself
"Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength while loving someone deeply gives you courage."
-- Lao Tzu
There are two basic motivating forces: fear and love. When we are afraid, we pull back from life. When we are in love, we open to all that life has to offer with passion, excitement, and acceptance.
We need to learn to love ourselves first, in all our glory and our imperfections. If we cannot love ourselves, we cannot fully open to our ability to love others or our potential to create. Evolution and all hopes for a better world rest in the fearlessness and open-hearted vision of people who embrace life.
"It matters not Who you love, Where you love, Why you love, When you love, Or how you love, It matters only that you love."
-- John Lennon
"Why not go out on a limb? Isn't that where the fruit is?"
-- Frank Scully
----------------------------------------------------------------------------
Do you love yourself?
"At the heart of personality is the need to feel a sense of being lovable without having to qualify for that acceptance."
-- Dr. Paul Tournier
How do you see yourself as unlovable?
Take a few minutes to write down why you perceive yourself to be unlovable. Look at the list and see if you can identify where those characterizations originated. Can you pinpoint old messages from parents, teachers, and friends that led you to negative conclusions about yourself? Are those messages valid today?
The beliefs we adopt as children usually don't hold when we view them objectively as adults. Can you let them go? Can you begin to see yourself as a unique expression of life, a genuine gift to the world?
"You, yourself, as much as anybody in the entire universe, deserve your love and affection."
-- Buddha
"Limitless like the ocean are your excellent qualities."
-- Dalai Lama
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
The face in the mirror
"Our inability to see beauty doesn’t suggest in the slightest that beauty is not there. Rather, it suggests that we are not looking carefully enough or with broad enough perspective to see the beauty."
-- Rabbi Harold Kushner
Who are you? You can gaze at your reflection in a mirror but you’re not likely to see your true likeness. You are beautiful, unique, perfect. Do you see that?
The world needs you to see how whole and complete you are -- now. Can you begin to own your divinity? The world needs you to know who you really are so you can be the mirror for others.
"The sun shines not on us but in us. The rivers flow not past, but through us, thrilling, tingling, vibrating every fibre and cell of the substance of our bodies, making them glide and sing."
-- John Muir
Cinthia has posted a response after reading the messages on 'Withinin the wings' I can feel her magnificence in her words
Much Love
Claudia xxx
I will be holding a Create Your Reality workshop November the 17th in North London area. For more information or to book a place please visit our website.
I see the magnificence in me! by Cinthia Parkes
eerie!!
I did some mirror work this week- I spent a few moments filling up with love (something I've been repeated told by the angels I must do daily, otherwise I'll run dry! so to speak) and was giving myself some healing from my star, when I felt compelled to move to the mirror built into a wall in our lounge. It's dimensions allows the viewer to see from their waist to the ceiling, so can cope with really tall people.
I stood in front, and held my hands so the healing went to my mirror image, and directed it to all my chakras, which I focused on with my eyes as well, so easy to do in front of a mirror. And then I looked into my eyes, and just stood and looked.
I started to smile. I see the magnificence in me. I see the magnificence in me. I see the magnificence in me. I SEE THE MAGNIFICENCE IN ME!
In the end I was just laughing, it felt SO good to hear me say it to me.
And I have fears of being called vain. I used to be. (used to be vain, and used to be called vain, rightly so.)
But no more. I do not need to tell others that I am magnificent, I just need to know it myself. I don't need others to tell me that I am magnificent, I just need to remember it myself. (Yes, yes, I know I've just told you lot...)
And my magnificence will show through me, will shine forth from me, so others can see, without words. And henceforth I will be a beacon for others to follow, so they too can see the magnificence in them, for what I am, I mirror out to others for them to see in themselves. And so it is. Amen.
with love and sunglasses
Cinthia x
I did some mirror work this week- I spent a few moments filling up with love (something I've been repeated told by the angels I must do daily, otherwise I'll run dry! so to speak) and was giving myself some healing from my star, when I felt compelled to move to the mirror built into a wall in our lounge. It's dimensions allows the viewer to see from their waist to the ceiling, so can cope with really tall people.
I stood in front, and held my hands so the healing went to my mirror image, and directed it to all my chakras, which I focused on with my eyes as well, so easy to do in front of a mirror. And then I looked into my eyes, and just stood and looked.
I started to smile. I see the magnificence in me. I see the magnificence in me. I see the magnificence in me. I SEE THE MAGNIFICENCE IN ME!
In the end I was just laughing, it felt SO good to hear me say it to me.
And I have fears of being called vain. I used to be. (used to be vain, and used to be called vain, rightly so.)
But no more. I do not need to tell others that I am magnificent, I just need to know it myself. I don't need others to tell me that I am magnificent, I just need to remember it myself. (Yes, yes, I know I've just told you lot...)
And my magnificence will show through me, will shine forth from me, so others can see, without words. And henceforth I will be a beacon for others to follow, so they too can see the magnificence in them, for what I am, I mirror out to others for them to see in themselves. And so it is. Amen.
with love and sunglasses
Cinthia x
Monday, October 29, 2007
Conscious Language
So much of our lives have been spent thinking that we can be frivolous with our spoken words, but now we're finding out that it's to our great advantage to be clear and concise about what we desire to manifest. We know that our words are the building-blocks of our future. With this in mind, we've eliminated five words that kept us unempowered and no longer serve us well. In our circles, we've stopped using trying, hoping, wanting, to be, and not because they were interfering with the manifestation of our intentions. Today we will talk about the first three of these sabotaging words.
We eliminated "trying" because it's a halfway word. It provides a built-in excuse to be unsuccessful. If you're having a conversation with someone and you say, "I'll meet you tomorrow morning at 11 o'clock ," and their response is, "I'll try," it isn't very reassuring.
We've also dropped "hoping" and "hopefully" from our vocabulary. When a person is "hoping" that something will happen, he or she is holding on to a little bit of doubt about whether their intention will really come true. If they replace "I hope" and "hopefully" with "I intend", and really trust in the Intention Process, then things will begin to change for them. They will stop limiting themselves unknowingly.
Wanting is another word that we refrain from using in our Intenders Circles because it implies that there is a scarcity of things. We looked it up in the dictionary and it said that if we were in a state of wanting, then we were lacking. So now, instead of saying, "I want a new car," we say, "I intend that I have a new car." This slight change, though very subtle, has taken scarcity out of the picture and brought us much closer to our own empowerment.
You can easily tell what's going on in the lives of your friends and acquaintances by listening closely to what they're saying. If they are using these unempowered words, then they are most-likely creating scarcity and limitation in their lives. You can help them to raise their level of consciousness by setting an example for them and, when they're receptive, by gently explaining to them how their words are limiting their experience. When you do this, everyone is uplifted. And that upliftment radiates outward into your community and into the world you live in.
My Intention for today is:
I intend that I am only using words that serve me.
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We eliminated "trying" because it's a halfway word. It provides a built-in excuse to be unsuccessful. If you're having a conversation with someone and you say, "I'll meet you tomorrow morning at 11 o'clock ," and their response is, "I'll try," it isn't very reassuring.
We've also dropped "hoping" and "hopefully" from our vocabulary. When a person is "hoping" that something will happen, he or she is holding on to a little bit of doubt about whether their intention will really come true. If they replace "I hope" and "hopefully" with "I intend", and really trust in the Intention Process, then things will begin to change for them. They will stop limiting themselves unknowingly.
Wanting is another word that we refrain from using in our Intenders Circles because it implies that there is a scarcity of things. We looked it up in the dictionary and it said that if we were in a state of wanting, then we were lacking. So now, instead of saying, "I want a new car," we say, "I intend that I have a new car." This slight change, though very subtle, has taken scarcity out of the picture and brought us much closer to our own empowerment.
You can easily tell what's going on in the lives of your friends and acquaintances by listening closely to what they're saying. If they are using these unempowered words, then they are most-likely creating scarcity and limitation in their lives. You can help them to raise their level of consciousness by setting an example for them and, when they're receptive, by gently explaining to them how their words are limiting their experience. When you do this, everyone is uplifted. And that upliftment radiates outward into your community and into the world you live in.
My Intention for today is:
I intend that I am only using words that serve me.
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To Janette ...
Hi Janette,
How powerful. How moving. I stand in awe of you sharing all that. Took courage. Well done you.
As I was reading your story, I thought of the book I'm reading at the moment,
Running From Safety by Richard Bach, he of Jonathan Livingston Seagull fame. It's worth reading.
love to you
Cinthia x
How powerful. How moving. I stand in awe of you sharing all that. Took courage. Well done you.
As I was reading your story, I thought of the book I'm reading at the moment,
Running From Safety by Richard Bach, he of Jonathan Livingston Seagull fame. It's worth reading.
love to you
Cinthia x
Saturday, October 27, 2007
Being Fully Human by Janette Hamilton

Hello Everyone,
I know I have been a bit quiet, I also realise that I others are going through the same things as me.. So thought it only fair I share too!
Since September lots of old issues have been raising there heads, To say that my Financial situation has been dire, is an under statement, But I have been remarkably calm about it.
My real issues have been around Self Worth, I have been struggling through it! . like I do, Not really wanting to bring my negativity into anyone else’s space, my belief in Thoughts and the power of the mind, I feel it always best not to share to much, say to much as it can bring others down.. I guess I just don’t want that responsibility. Or maybe its about my inability to receive. Who Knows! Lol..
I decided I would finally Take the bull by the horns and get some help! So I visited a colleague for some healing, Explained my problems in detail.. At this first meeting absolute clarity came upon me.. That my issues where all about the 9yr old me. I found this quite revealing as I felt I had put all of THAT! To bed. But oh NO!
You need a bit of background here, As a young child I was sexually abused by my grandfather a school janitor, and also my own primary school janitor, I was also raped by a older teenage boy during my 9th year, I have accepted I was a victim, and have forgiven and moved on, I believe that all this happened to help me be who I am.
A wonderful loving caring beautiful wise being of light.
So During my 9th year I shut down, My inner child locked herself away completely numb to the world. I have been working on myself for over 20years unlocking parts of me, But there are so many layers!!!! A girl needs a break!! Lol
My Self Worth issue has raised its head to teach me a lesson yet again! During that 9th year I found out that my special relationship with my grandfather was not so special, I was not his only girl! There were many others, I was just one of the masses..
So in teaching classes.. It appears this feeling has been raised, Why choose to work with me, I’m not so special, there are many others doing courses, Who do I think I am to Teach!!
So my healing sessions are unlocking this core feeling, this lack of value, I still have a lot of painful memories waiting to be released But now is the time for me to let them go, While going through my session this week amid all the pain and tears,, There was a vision of a young girl riding her bike.. around and around the block! Wind in her hair, carefree and happy, I am that girl.. But instead of around and around I’m heading forward with a job to do, To be of service to mankind, To be a beacon of light, To be a wayshower, My childhood experiences may have been painful, they stole from me, they stole joy, peace, happiness,value and self esteem, But I am not that child anymore.
I choose to see my worth, my value,
I choose to Be JOY, LOVE, HAPPINESS & PEACE. I choose to Teach,
To share with others with all of my Heart the joy of being fully human,
I choose to share my wisdom and talents with all those seeking truth, light, love and self worth. I choose to help others see their value and to be the light that they are.
I choose to help others find their talents and gifts and to let go of the story of their lives, and live in the moment. To be present in the NOW.!
Janette x
Thursday, October 25, 2007
Thought of the day ...
These beautiful words were sent to me today by a dear and treasured friend who clearly "heard" my dis - ease with today.
Plant The Seed Of Peace
As our thought so is our consciousness, and as is our consciousness so is our life.
Let your first thought of the day simply be peaceful. Plant this seed.
Water it with attention and you will gather the calm.
Plant The Seed Of Peace
As our thought so is our consciousness, and as is our consciousness so is our life.
Let your first thought of the day simply be peaceful. Plant this seed.
Water it with attention and you will gather the calm.
Thought of the day
"Life is a process of personal transformation...
a journey of remembering your soul qualities,
of living your life with purpose and passion...
allowing it to be easy."
Paularyo
a journey of remembering your soul qualities,
of living your life with purpose and passion...
allowing it to be easy."
Paularyo
Friday, October 19, 2007
My week on a roller coaster of emotions by Claudia
Monday 8th October
The bank called today spoke to a nice lady, still feeling embarrassed about my financial situation especially when I speak to someone I owe money to but I feel equally proud that I put money in the bank and paid some bills even though it was not all that I owed. It feels good to pay bills never thought I would feel that how strange. The bank called twice more different people this time asking the same question as the first lady, normally I would get agitated that I was called more than once about the same thing but not today, I am uncannily calm and it doesn’t bother me as much as it would.
A couple of times today I have caught my eye in my reflection in the mirror and I have taken the time to acknowledge to my self how beautiful I am, this is so different to where I was 5 or more years ago up until that time I had perfected looking at myself but never looking at my face, not really sure how I managed it but I did. Five years ago I became familiar with my face but did not like /appreciate what I saw reflected back. It’s funny as I wasn’t aware that I did not like/appreciate what I saw until a friend pointed out to me that I was not aware of how beautiful I was (this memory still brings tears) when I began to look at my face I felt nothing.
Things are different now I realise how beautiful I am and I can say out loud and to myself “I love who I am” I even seem to have a twinkle in my eye.
Tuesday 9th October
Things haven’t gone to plan today (don’t do planning normally), had planned to go and see some one that I done a reading for and was not able to find my Travelcard. I take this as a sign that I am not meant to go and I give her reading over the phone. It’s actually pouring with rain today and has been all morning, I was looking forward to going out as at times I can be a bit of a recluse and not go out unless I have to.
Getting pains in my chest again, sometimes it feels like someone is boring a hole right through me from the back.
I’m feeling really…strange today, kind of uneasy inside…like there’s a world wind inside of me. Maybe it’s just frustration I’m not sure, I do know that I miss kissing, I have not kissed anyone for over 2 years and it’s something I love to do and miss it dearly. I find myself saying out loud ”a girls got needs you know” and “a good snog and money in the bank to pay my bills is that too much to ask” Love and money it’s always the way isn’t it. I felt guilty about being so demanding of God and the Angels but it didn’t stop those words from being repeated throughout the day. Doing this did make me laugh out loud to myself. I decided to go for a walk in the rain; I needed to be out in the rain and air. Still found myself repeating my ‘mantra’ it kept me smiling and laughing at myself. It feels good to laugh even at myself. I go out again after making my dinner, while out I feel drained and decide that I am going to go to bed when I get back and maybe eat later. When I awake I feel like I should have stayed in bed.
Wednesday 10th October
Still getting pains in my chest, it comes from no where and does not leave any lingering feeling when it goes although when it’s there it feels like it will. I think it’s my heart chakra developing; I have had these feelings before but not with such intensity or such a length in time.
I get a couple of phone calls today about late payment of bills, I agree to pay some money which is actually less than they want but all I can afford, they seem to be happy I am paying something. So it pays to ask when you need help, this is obviously a lesson I need to learn as I know it’s something I do not do. I am always willing to help but I never ask for help to proud I think, I need to let that go. When I think about it, how can I help people and expect people to come to me for help, if I cannot do it. ’there is no shame in asking for help’ I hear in my ear, need remember that. ‘shame’ interesting word to use however I identify with it as it is a word I have used for myself in the past.
Thursday 11th October
Woke up today feeling OK, got another plan for the day. 3 readings to do and type up and send and I really want to get them done. After preparing the pain in my chest is back and I also have a pain in my solar plexus. After I finish the first reading the pain intensifies and my headaches are back and I begin to think I have not cleansed my chakras properly. I relax a bit and breathe through the pain and it subsides. I prepare for the next reading but decide instead to go back to bed, I feel whacked out. Strange that, as I have only been awake for 3 hours. I sleep for most of the day, have some really strange dreams and wake up feeling refreshed. I complete my readings and feel good but I decide to type them up the next day.
Friday 12th October
Jade came home yesterday, doing her hair today. We laugh and talk better than we have done before and I remember to thank the Angels and tell them how grateful I am, a couple of years ago things were very different.
Job centre first thing this morning and I decide to walk back, it’s not too bad there today apart from the 5 people that ambush you at the door what’s that all about. The guy that speaks to me actually looks at me today, he seems nice, not like the last time I was here the guy barely acknowledged me apart from calling my name. Still I suppose it’s not a great job that they have to do.
I get back home eat go to the shops and do Jades hair it takes me most of the day, I use to be a hairdresser but I did not have confidence in my speed or styling ability (although this was not the reason I stopped being a hairdresser). Just before blow drying Jade points out something she’s not happy with, I take offence to it but say nothing, I realise I have given away my power by taking offence but knowing this changes nothing. By the time I actually finish Jade points out something else she’s not happy with, for me they seem insignificant but she feels they need to be mentioned. Looking at her hair I feel like I have done a good job but her comments change the way I feel. While in my room I try and understand where my feelings come from and realise her comments reminded me of when I use to do my Mums hair and Jades Dads hair. They both always found something to complain about and I use to dread doing their hair but still did it and they complained every time. I try to explain this to Jade, not with all the detail about her Dad and my Mum but just the fact that the end product wasn’t satisfactory. She try’s to tell me that she was not complaining and we seem to end up in a discussion of us trying to explain how we feel and what we mean, it’s a conversation that could go on all night till we both realise that as usual we are different and see things differently.
I can’t seem to shake the feeling of not being appreciated. After Jade goes out I feel…restricted, I need to get some air. Feeling extra lonely all of a sudden which is my code for I could do with a good snog, someone to hold my hand just to be there really. While walking I feel like I’m dragging myself around but I’m not bothered and I go with the flow, by the time I get home I feel a little better. I know good things are coming; I’m just getting a little impatient.
Saturday 13th October
I feel much better today refreshed and full of the joys of spring (I know it’s winter), I realise that this week was as it was for a specific reason. I’ve always said to people you have to experience sadness to know what happiness is. I believe my lesson this week has been to:
1. Prepare me for all the good that’s to come.
2. Remind me to allow my feeling to be all that they are and not hide from them, disguise them or disregard them. I am really good at doing all these things but this week I felt my feelings in all their entirety and it was uncomfortable but also empowering at the same time.
3. There is strength in vulnerability no need for a stiff upper lip.
I wanted to share my week with the hope that it might help us all to remember we are
not the only ones going through a roller coaster of emotions and there’s
no need to hide, when we do we are only hiding from ourselves.
Much Love
Claudia xxx
The bank called today spoke to a nice lady, still feeling embarrassed about my financial situation especially when I speak to someone I owe money to but I feel equally proud that I put money in the bank and paid some bills even though it was not all that I owed. It feels good to pay bills never thought I would feel that how strange. The bank called twice more different people this time asking the same question as the first lady, normally I would get agitated that I was called more than once about the same thing but not today, I am uncannily calm and it doesn’t bother me as much as it would.
A couple of times today I have caught my eye in my reflection in the mirror and I have taken the time to acknowledge to my self how beautiful I am, this is so different to where I was 5 or more years ago up until that time I had perfected looking at myself but never looking at my face, not really sure how I managed it but I did. Five years ago I became familiar with my face but did not like /appreciate what I saw reflected back. It’s funny as I wasn’t aware that I did not like/appreciate what I saw until a friend pointed out to me that I was not aware of how beautiful I was (this memory still brings tears) when I began to look at my face I felt nothing.
Things are different now I realise how beautiful I am and I can say out loud and to myself “I love who I am” I even seem to have a twinkle in my eye.
Tuesday 9th October
Things haven’t gone to plan today (don’t do planning normally), had planned to go and see some one that I done a reading for and was not able to find my Travelcard. I take this as a sign that I am not meant to go and I give her reading over the phone. It’s actually pouring with rain today and has been all morning, I was looking forward to going out as at times I can be a bit of a recluse and not go out unless I have to.
Getting pains in my chest again, sometimes it feels like someone is boring a hole right through me from the back.
I’m feeling really…strange today, kind of uneasy inside…like there’s a world wind inside of me. Maybe it’s just frustration I’m not sure, I do know that I miss kissing, I have not kissed anyone for over 2 years and it’s something I love to do and miss it dearly. I find myself saying out loud ”a girls got needs you know” and “a good snog and money in the bank to pay my bills is that too much to ask” Love and money it’s always the way isn’t it. I felt guilty about being so demanding of God and the Angels but it didn’t stop those words from being repeated throughout the day. Doing this did make me laugh out loud to myself. I decided to go for a walk in the rain; I needed to be out in the rain and air. Still found myself repeating my ‘mantra’ it kept me smiling and laughing at myself. It feels good to laugh even at myself. I go out again after making my dinner, while out I feel drained and decide that I am going to go to bed when I get back and maybe eat later. When I awake I feel like I should have stayed in bed.
Wednesday 10th October
Still getting pains in my chest, it comes from no where and does not leave any lingering feeling when it goes although when it’s there it feels like it will. I think it’s my heart chakra developing; I have had these feelings before but not with such intensity or such a length in time.
I get a couple of phone calls today about late payment of bills, I agree to pay some money which is actually less than they want but all I can afford, they seem to be happy I am paying something. So it pays to ask when you need help, this is obviously a lesson I need to learn as I know it’s something I do not do. I am always willing to help but I never ask for help to proud I think, I need to let that go. When I think about it, how can I help people and expect people to come to me for help, if I cannot do it. ’there is no shame in asking for help’ I hear in my ear, need remember that. ‘shame’ interesting word to use however I identify with it as it is a word I have used for myself in the past.
Thursday 11th October
Woke up today feeling OK, got another plan for the day. 3 readings to do and type up and send and I really want to get them done. After preparing the pain in my chest is back and I also have a pain in my solar plexus. After I finish the first reading the pain intensifies and my headaches are back and I begin to think I have not cleansed my chakras properly. I relax a bit and breathe through the pain and it subsides. I prepare for the next reading but decide instead to go back to bed, I feel whacked out. Strange that, as I have only been awake for 3 hours. I sleep for most of the day, have some really strange dreams and wake up feeling refreshed. I complete my readings and feel good but I decide to type them up the next day.
Friday 12th October
Jade came home yesterday, doing her hair today. We laugh and talk better than we have done before and I remember to thank the Angels and tell them how grateful I am, a couple of years ago things were very different.
Job centre first thing this morning and I decide to walk back, it’s not too bad there today apart from the 5 people that ambush you at the door what’s that all about. The guy that speaks to me actually looks at me today, he seems nice, not like the last time I was here the guy barely acknowledged me apart from calling my name. Still I suppose it’s not a great job that they have to do.
I get back home eat go to the shops and do Jades hair it takes me most of the day, I use to be a hairdresser but I did not have confidence in my speed or styling ability (although this was not the reason I stopped being a hairdresser). Just before blow drying Jade points out something she’s not happy with, I take offence to it but say nothing, I realise I have given away my power by taking offence but knowing this changes nothing. By the time I actually finish Jade points out something else she’s not happy with, for me they seem insignificant but she feels they need to be mentioned. Looking at her hair I feel like I have done a good job but her comments change the way I feel. While in my room I try and understand where my feelings come from and realise her comments reminded me of when I use to do my Mums hair and Jades Dads hair. They both always found something to complain about and I use to dread doing their hair but still did it and they complained every time. I try to explain this to Jade, not with all the detail about her Dad and my Mum but just the fact that the end product wasn’t satisfactory. She try’s to tell me that she was not complaining and we seem to end up in a discussion of us trying to explain how we feel and what we mean, it’s a conversation that could go on all night till we both realise that as usual we are different and see things differently.
I can’t seem to shake the feeling of not being appreciated. After Jade goes out I feel…restricted, I need to get some air. Feeling extra lonely all of a sudden which is my code for I could do with a good snog, someone to hold my hand just to be there really. While walking I feel like I’m dragging myself around but I’m not bothered and I go with the flow, by the time I get home I feel a little better. I know good things are coming; I’m just getting a little impatient.
Saturday 13th October
I feel much better today refreshed and full of the joys of spring (I know it’s winter), I realise that this week was as it was for a specific reason. I’ve always said to people you have to experience sadness to know what happiness is. I believe my lesson this week has been to:
1. Prepare me for all the good that’s to come.
2. Remind me to allow my feeling to be all that they are and not hide from them, disguise them or disregard them. I am really good at doing all these things but this week I felt my feelings in all their entirety and it was uncomfortable but also empowering at the same time.
3. There is strength in vulnerability no need for a stiff upper lip.
I wanted to share my week with the hope that it might help us all to remember we are
not the only ones going through a roller coaster of emotions and there’s
no need to hide, when we do we are only hiding from ourselves.
Much Love
Claudia xxx
Thursday, October 18, 2007
Hello from Andria
Hi, just wanted to introduce myself...I'm Andria, I love being a holistic therapist, artist and mother, and living on the beautiful South Coast in West Sussex, with my partner and our amazing 3 year old son - my greatest teacher!
The sea has always had a big influence on my life...I have sailed on it, dived in it, swum in it, cried by it, laughed and played in it and meditated next to it. I feel very blessed to be able to live by it and soak up that endless magnificent energy.
Ever since I can remember I have loved being in nature and in the company of animals and I feel that we have much to learn from all life...the animal kingdom tells us we are all one, all consciousness - there is no separation, and if man really lived that truth what a planet of love and peace we would all inhabit!
After many years of feeling unfulfilled and unsure of my direction, finding and working with the Angelic Realm has set me on the path of truth and finding the real me and my purpose. I am very excited now to be part of the Sanctuary of Angels team, to share this unconditional love and light with all beings...helping others open their hearts and feel the joy that is their birthright.
with love,
Andria x
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
Dare to be powerful x
When I dare to be powerful -- to use my strength in the service of my vision, then it becomes less and less important whether I am afraid.
Audre Lorde
When we dare to be powerful, we realise that it’s not about us as an individual. We are all part of each other and each of us holds so much wonderful potential.
It is when we realise that we are all here together, and that our contribution to each other, to our world, not matter how big or small, it is of importance. We can find the strength that is there within us.
I find that it is time for me to revaluate my personal power. To know that to be powerful is also to be wise and gentle; I won’t turn into a little monster, but simply claim my birthright.
Let dare to be powerful, together, x
With Love
Katie x x
Audre Lorde
When we dare to be powerful, we realise that it’s not about us as an individual. We are all part of each other and each of us holds so much wonderful potential.
It is when we realise that we are all here together, and that our contribution to each other, to our world, not matter how big or small, it is of importance. We can find the strength that is there within us.
I find that it is time for me to revaluate my personal power. To know that to be powerful is also to be wise and gentle; I won’t turn into a little monster, but simply claim my birthright.
Let dare to be powerful, together, x
With Love
Katie x x
Tuesday, October 09, 2007
Hidden treasure - sent by Claudia
If you're always chasing happiness, it will never be able to find you.
Relax, simply give happiness a place to live in you, and it will be in great abundance.
When you put conditions on enjoyment, it turns into just another chore. Let go, and sincerely enjoy the miracle that is your life as it comes to you in each moment.
If you become overly attached to specific results, you set yourself up for disappointment and disillusionment. Be ambitious, yet do not be your ambition.
Sometimes, when things fail to go the way you planned, they turn out better than you could have possibly expected. Welcome life's surprises and choose to see the positive value that is in each one of them.
Don't be too quick to place judgments on the people, situations and events in your life. In everything that comes along, there is an opportunity for you to more fully discover and express your true purpose.
Be open to whatever life brings your way. There is real treasure to be found in it all.
-- Ralph Marston
>From wwwgreatday.com
Relax, simply give happiness a place to live in you, and it will be in great abundance.
When you put conditions on enjoyment, it turns into just another chore. Let go, and sincerely enjoy the miracle that is your life as it comes to you in each moment.
If you become overly attached to specific results, you set yourself up for disappointment and disillusionment. Be ambitious, yet do not be your ambition.
Sometimes, when things fail to go the way you planned, they turn out better than you could have possibly expected. Welcome life's surprises and choose to see the positive value that is in each one of them.
Don't be too quick to place judgments on the people, situations and events in your life. In everything that comes along, there is an opportunity for you to more fully discover and express your true purpose.
Be open to whatever life brings your way. There is real treasure to be found in it all.
-- Ralph Marston
>From wwwgreatday.com
Thought for the day ...
It takes as much courage to have tried and failed as it does to have tried and succeeded. –
Anne Morrow Lindbergh, 1906-2001, American Aviator and Author
Anne Morrow Lindbergh, 1906-2001, American Aviator and Author
Sunday, October 07, 2007
"what's up on planet earth?"
We are still integrating and adjusting to a new space in a higher realms reality, and one manifestation that is hitting us squarely in the face is the collision of masculine and feminine energies. As things which affect us personally seem to be the most paramount in our lives, colliding male/female relationships seem to be at the forefront now, more than ever before.
What is occurring now, in regard to our personal relationships with others, is the butting up of the feminine with the masculine. We are now in the new feminine more than ever before. This is the energy that must lead the way. This is the energy that closely and beautifully matches the energy of the new and higher realms. Masculine energy can be embodied by women, and feminine energy by men, so it is not all about a duality of the sexes here.
And how are these energies colliding for us? For many women, they absolutely can no longer tolerate, be supportive of, or in any way be submissive to men who are embodying the old masculine. This can be the same for men as well, but because of our old and now outdated socialization methods of masculine and feminine roles being embodied by specific sexes, women still tend to carry more of the feminine energy. But again, men carrying any of the feminine will be tortured and intolerant of any lower vibrating masculine energies as well, no matter where and with whom they are manifesting.
The feminine will no longer wait for and support the masculine. It has to do what it has to do. So then, many relationships are finding themselves at a pivotal place where partners are breaking apart. Something has indeed shifted, even though we may not be consciously aware of what it is. If you are in a partner relationship with another, you may feel that your relationship is over…boom….suddenly kaput…seemingly out of the blue. “We just do not see eye to eye, we cannot get along, we disagree, and there is so much friction! It feels like we have hit one big roadblock!” But what is really happening here, is that the roles need to be redefined. The feminine needs to be honored and given the leading and most prevalent position, no matter with whom and where it is residing.
Support, compassion, love, understanding, nurturing, caring, communicating freely, unity at all costs, respect, and allowing are some of these traits, and are also some other general traits that will be more in alignment with a higher realms reality. The more we embody higher realms energy, the easier our path will be. There will be less friction for us, as we are now residing in these new higher vibrating surrounding energies. Both men and women will do well to embody as many as these traits as possible.
So, the feminine cannot stand by and wait. The time is here…it has to reign so to speak. The urge is more powerful than ever. It must move forward. Remember in past weeks when many of us experienced personal injuries, health situations, or the like that forced us to “stay down,” and really learn how to embody more of the feminine? Has the left vs. the right side of your body been noticeably different in regard to feeling pressure, pain, or exhaustion? Have you had an unusually stiff neck or back pain of late? Have you had sinus or head pressure or aches that are severe and unusual? These are some indicators of adjustments being made in integrating and/or purging out of date energies within us, as we allow, embody, and align to higher vibrating energies. (During the equinox energies, there was so much energy and heat coming in through my crown and third eye, that we had to apply cold compresses to my head and upper body, and heat to my feet! It stopped me from vomiting, due to these intense new energies.)
Now that much of the integrating is complete, forward movement is now causing collisions with old and new energies, but it time, things will sift and sort themselves out, until we reach the next rung of the ladder!
With this new and more pronounced feminine leading the way, we may be very attracted now to anything of the feminine nature…movies, books, geographical locations, and the like, as this feminine energy is one of the few places that still feels good. Much of all else is rapidly falling away, and it can be challenging to feel good anywhere right now.
In addition, we are wired for creating and building the new. This is our role. So then, being that it is not time yet to build much of the new on a grand scale, we can feel suppressed indeed, and even feel powerless. And add to this the embodiment within us of a new and higher vibration which deems anything that vibrates lower simply horrible, intolerable, frustrating, and deeply sad, and the ascension process can seem like a very unpleasant experience indeed!
Now that we have reached yet another plateau on the ascension ladder, the lower vibrating energies can again almost make us ill, and we can become incensed, angry, frustrated, or just plain exhausted from them. We may wonder just how long they will ever exist, and feel like we have been waiting forever for the new world to arrive on this planet.
With all this going on at once, how are we supposed to embody the new feminine, while feeling the common ascension experience of feeling the exact opposite? Here is one way, and it is a general rule of thumb for ascension: We can go where we feel good. We can follow the trail that leads us to areas, people, situations, and the like, where we seem to feel good. This is our barometer. It is in what feels good. In this regard, we are then in alignment with ourselves and Source, and being in alignment always feels good. The common ascension experience of feeling repulsed by lower vibrations, exists because we are being stongly nudged to go somewhere else…to not be in that presence anymore, as we are no longer a match. As mentioned so many times before, we can also stay out of and away from what is falling. We can stay in our own personal sanctuaries of our own creation. We can create there, even if the world is not yet ready for our new creations. The more we stay in the old and denser energies, the more horrible we will feel, and these old energies can greatly drag us down. We need not go down with the ship.
So then, we leave the lower vibrating energies that feel awful. We cannot no longer be in their space. But we visit them from time to time when we are in service, as then we are able to extend love and compassion, and this is the only state we can be in while in the lower vibrating dimensions. Otherwise, we will find ourselves deteriorating. Then back to our higher vibrating sanctuaries.
In addition, if you have a new and exciting creation ready which is truly in alignment with your passion and who you are, and it is not seemingly going anywhere, there are some good reasons why. Firstly, it is not time yet. The planet is not ready in the falling away state it is currently in. Secondly, your creation must be in alignment with the new and higher ways. We will be blocked from releasing new creations if they are still in alignment with the old ways and structures for a few reasons. If we released them now, they would go down with what is falling. If you are being blocked for this reason, you are simply being protected, and need to tweak your creation so that is matches the new energies. In addition, it is difficult to be in the flow of anything, if we are not in alignment with the new energies. As mentioned above, being in alignment with the new energies greatly assists in making for an easy flow in our lives, which translates to effortless being. So then, some creations may be blocked as their arena is not yet ready. Things are still being re-structured (or falling away enough to make room for the new). And others may be holding old energies. So all in all, no matter what your creation, it is not time yet for any of us!
What types of creations will be in alignment with the new? Things that make us feel good or pamper us (the arts or self-care, for example). Anything that relates to service for those in transition (these areas will only be able to be accessed for brief periods of time by practitioners…healers will be non-existent, as healing by another is forced and unnatural, and comes from the outside. If you are wondering why Jesus was a healer, for instance, that is a whole other story for another time). Anything containing the energy of simplicity and purity. Anything that relates to self-sufficiency…or organic, natural building, community gardening, the environment, honoring the earth, etc. These are but a few examples.
January will be the big month. Come January, we will be positioned where we need to be. All should be in order in January. This is when we will firmly land.
Service and humanitarian work will become extremely prevalent beginning now. This is because so much will be falling away, and so many will be dis-placed and need help. But again, it is vitally important that we serve for brief periods of time, and then retreat to our sanctuaries of higher vibration. In this regard, we are basically navigating the dimensions. Going lower to serve as the non-physical beings have always done, and then retreating to a higher vibrating reality. The higher vibrating realities are our sanctuaries…whether within a small community, or even with ourselves within our own homes. Wherever we are, we will have easy access to the areas where we will be serving.
And many are re-locating now for this very purpose. Re-locating to new areas that perfectly match our own vibrations, and thus, feeling good when we arrive is a good barometer and indicator that we have arrived where we need to be. We will be placed where we need to be with an effortless flow that will be guided by our souls. No room for error here. If you are one who is needing to re-locate, you will most likely be feeling panicky and fearful, along with feelings of desperation and depression. In either case, re-location may simply mean a change in the interior of your current residence, or in your lifestyle. At any rate, we will all be guided if we simply allow and let go. If you do not have access to direct communication from non-physical higher vibrating beings, you will receive messages in the way that you receive the easiest. We are all different, and receive messages in ways that suit each and every one of us according to who we are. In this way, we are all perfectly protected.
We are also expanding as well, as expansion is part of evolution. This can manifest as feeling much more connected to all parts of the world, having boundaries greatly thin, feeling more connected and one with others, etc. If you are one who is wanting to relocate to another country, for instance, this has more to do with expanding than it has to do with moving out of fear of the fall.
Some are now finding land and will retreat there. These places will become wonderful sanctuaries for the dis-placed to come to. When those who have lost much of everything begin to let go and surrender, they can then find sanctuary in a new reality. These new places will be the beginning of the new communities. Those whom arrive will be able to contribute their own specific gifts and talents, thus contributing to the whole of the community. So then, the forerunners will be the ones who begin by securing the land or the spaces, and others will follow.
Because everything is always in perfect and divine order, some are now beginning the experience of losing everything. This is as it should be, even though it is always challenging when this occurs. Our new communities of love and support, no matter where they are, will be vitally important for the creation of the new world. Trying to fit into the old structures which are now falling, will be futile. Being willing to let go is the key. And knowing who we are and what we can contribute, with our ego selves aside, is also vitally important.
So then, how will you serve? In what arena? And what is your gift and talent for the creation of the new planet earth? What will you contribute to your sanctuary to make it divine? What will you allow others to contribute that is not yours to do? And what then, is your humanitarian work about? Is your contribution to the creation of your sanctuary and community the same as your humanitarian work, or are they two different things entirely? The planet is ready for your gifts, in the very near future. Will you be ready as well?
www.whatsuponplanetearth.com
Wishing you Heaven in your heart, starlight in your soul, and miracles in your life in these miraculous times.
Until next time,
What is occurring now, in regard to our personal relationships with others, is the butting up of the feminine with the masculine. We are now in the new feminine more than ever before. This is the energy that must lead the way. This is the energy that closely and beautifully matches the energy of the new and higher realms. Masculine energy can be embodied by women, and feminine energy by men, so it is not all about a duality of the sexes here.
And how are these energies colliding for us? For many women, they absolutely can no longer tolerate, be supportive of, or in any way be submissive to men who are embodying the old masculine. This can be the same for men as well, but because of our old and now outdated socialization methods of masculine and feminine roles being embodied by specific sexes, women still tend to carry more of the feminine energy. But again, men carrying any of the feminine will be tortured and intolerant of any lower vibrating masculine energies as well, no matter where and with whom they are manifesting.
The feminine will no longer wait for and support the masculine. It has to do what it has to do. So then, many relationships are finding themselves at a pivotal place where partners are breaking apart. Something has indeed shifted, even though we may not be consciously aware of what it is. If you are in a partner relationship with another, you may feel that your relationship is over…boom….suddenly kaput…seemingly out of the blue. “We just do not see eye to eye, we cannot get along, we disagree, and there is so much friction! It feels like we have hit one big roadblock!” But what is really happening here, is that the roles need to be redefined. The feminine needs to be honored and given the leading and most prevalent position, no matter with whom and where it is residing.
Support, compassion, love, understanding, nurturing, caring, communicating freely, unity at all costs, respect, and allowing are some of these traits, and are also some other general traits that will be more in alignment with a higher realms reality. The more we embody higher realms energy, the easier our path will be. There will be less friction for us, as we are now residing in these new higher vibrating surrounding energies. Both men and women will do well to embody as many as these traits as possible.
So, the feminine cannot stand by and wait. The time is here…it has to reign so to speak. The urge is more powerful than ever. It must move forward. Remember in past weeks when many of us experienced personal injuries, health situations, or the like that forced us to “stay down,” and really learn how to embody more of the feminine? Has the left vs. the right side of your body been noticeably different in regard to feeling pressure, pain, or exhaustion? Have you had an unusually stiff neck or back pain of late? Have you had sinus or head pressure or aches that are severe and unusual? These are some indicators of adjustments being made in integrating and/or purging out of date energies within us, as we allow, embody, and align to higher vibrating energies. (During the equinox energies, there was so much energy and heat coming in through my crown and third eye, that we had to apply cold compresses to my head and upper body, and heat to my feet! It stopped me from vomiting, due to these intense new energies.)
Now that much of the integrating is complete, forward movement is now causing collisions with old and new energies, but it time, things will sift and sort themselves out, until we reach the next rung of the ladder!
With this new and more pronounced feminine leading the way, we may be very attracted now to anything of the feminine nature…movies, books, geographical locations, and the like, as this feminine energy is one of the few places that still feels good. Much of all else is rapidly falling away, and it can be challenging to feel good anywhere right now.
In addition, we are wired for creating and building the new. This is our role. So then, being that it is not time yet to build much of the new on a grand scale, we can feel suppressed indeed, and even feel powerless. And add to this the embodiment within us of a new and higher vibration which deems anything that vibrates lower simply horrible, intolerable, frustrating, and deeply sad, and the ascension process can seem like a very unpleasant experience indeed!
Now that we have reached yet another plateau on the ascension ladder, the lower vibrating energies can again almost make us ill, and we can become incensed, angry, frustrated, or just plain exhausted from them. We may wonder just how long they will ever exist, and feel like we have been waiting forever for the new world to arrive on this planet.
With all this going on at once, how are we supposed to embody the new feminine, while feeling the common ascension experience of feeling the exact opposite? Here is one way, and it is a general rule of thumb for ascension: We can go where we feel good. We can follow the trail that leads us to areas, people, situations, and the like, where we seem to feel good. This is our barometer. It is in what feels good. In this regard, we are then in alignment with ourselves and Source, and being in alignment always feels good. The common ascension experience of feeling repulsed by lower vibrations, exists because we are being stongly nudged to go somewhere else…to not be in that presence anymore, as we are no longer a match. As mentioned so many times before, we can also stay out of and away from what is falling. We can stay in our own personal sanctuaries of our own creation. We can create there, even if the world is not yet ready for our new creations. The more we stay in the old and denser energies, the more horrible we will feel, and these old energies can greatly drag us down. We need not go down with the ship.
So then, we leave the lower vibrating energies that feel awful. We cannot no longer be in their space. But we visit them from time to time when we are in service, as then we are able to extend love and compassion, and this is the only state we can be in while in the lower vibrating dimensions. Otherwise, we will find ourselves deteriorating. Then back to our higher vibrating sanctuaries.
In addition, if you have a new and exciting creation ready which is truly in alignment with your passion and who you are, and it is not seemingly going anywhere, there are some good reasons why. Firstly, it is not time yet. The planet is not ready in the falling away state it is currently in. Secondly, your creation must be in alignment with the new and higher ways. We will be blocked from releasing new creations if they are still in alignment with the old ways and structures for a few reasons. If we released them now, they would go down with what is falling. If you are being blocked for this reason, you are simply being protected, and need to tweak your creation so that is matches the new energies. In addition, it is difficult to be in the flow of anything, if we are not in alignment with the new energies. As mentioned above, being in alignment with the new energies greatly assists in making for an easy flow in our lives, which translates to effortless being. So then, some creations may be blocked as their arena is not yet ready. Things are still being re-structured (or falling away enough to make room for the new). And others may be holding old energies. So all in all, no matter what your creation, it is not time yet for any of us!
What types of creations will be in alignment with the new? Things that make us feel good or pamper us (the arts or self-care, for example). Anything that relates to service for those in transition (these areas will only be able to be accessed for brief periods of time by practitioners…healers will be non-existent, as healing by another is forced and unnatural, and comes from the outside. If you are wondering why Jesus was a healer, for instance, that is a whole other story for another time). Anything containing the energy of simplicity and purity. Anything that relates to self-sufficiency…or organic, natural building, community gardening, the environment, honoring the earth, etc. These are but a few examples.
January will be the big month. Come January, we will be positioned where we need to be. All should be in order in January. This is when we will firmly land.
Service and humanitarian work will become extremely prevalent beginning now. This is because so much will be falling away, and so many will be dis-placed and need help. But again, it is vitally important that we serve for brief periods of time, and then retreat to our sanctuaries of higher vibration. In this regard, we are basically navigating the dimensions. Going lower to serve as the non-physical beings have always done, and then retreating to a higher vibrating reality. The higher vibrating realities are our sanctuaries…whether within a small community, or even with ourselves within our own homes. Wherever we are, we will have easy access to the areas where we will be serving.
And many are re-locating now for this very purpose. Re-locating to new areas that perfectly match our own vibrations, and thus, feeling good when we arrive is a good barometer and indicator that we have arrived where we need to be. We will be placed where we need to be with an effortless flow that will be guided by our souls. No room for error here. If you are one who is needing to re-locate, you will most likely be feeling panicky and fearful, along with feelings of desperation and depression. In either case, re-location may simply mean a change in the interior of your current residence, or in your lifestyle. At any rate, we will all be guided if we simply allow and let go. If you do not have access to direct communication from non-physical higher vibrating beings, you will receive messages in the way that you receive the easiest. We are all different, and receive messages in ways that suit each and every one of us according to who we are. In this way, we are all perfectly protected.
We are also expanding as well, as expansion is part of evolution. This can manifest as feeling much more connected to all parts of the world, having boundaries greatly thin, feeling more connected and one with others, etc. If you are one who is wanting to relocate to another country, for instance, this has more to do with expanding than it has to do with moving out of fear of the fall.
Some are now finding land and will retreat there. These places will become wonderful sanctuaries for the dis-placed to come to. When those who have lost much of everything begin to let go and surrender, they can then find sanctuary in a new reality. These new places will be the beginning of the new communities. Those whom arrive will be able to contribute their own specific gifts and talents, thus contributing to the whole of the community. So then, the forerunners will be the ones who begin by securing the land or the spaces, and others will follow.
Because everything is always in perfect and divine order, some are now beginning the experience of losing everything. This is as it should be, even though it is always challenging when this occurs. Our new communities of love and support, no matter where they are, will be vitally important for the creation of the new world. Trying to fit into the old structures which are now falling, will be futile. Being willing to let go is the key. And knowing who we are and what we can contribute, with our ego selves aside, is also vitally important.
So then, how will you serve? In what arena? And what is your gift and talent for the creation of the new planet earth? What will you contribute to your sanctuary to make it divine? What will you allow others to contribute that is not yours to do? And what then, is your humanitarian work about? Is your contribution to the creation of your sanctuary and community the same as your humanitarian work, or are they two different things entirely? The planet is ready for your gifts, in the very near future. Will you be ready as well?
www.whatsuponplanetearth.com
Wishing you Heaven in your heart, starlight in your soul, and miracles in your life in these miraculous times.
Until next time,
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