New light - by Cinthia Parkes

Hi,

It's saturday. I have had a humdinger of a day. Could do nothing right. Thought I was good yesterday, and today I felt like a piece of flotsam on the tide, tossed about and pulled and pushed in all directions by my kids and outside things - a day of reacting to, not being able to put my feet on the ground in the swirling tide, no foothold, no stability. Glad it's calmed down now. And the reason I'm writing is not to tell you about the crap ride on the tide, but about my meditation just now :-)

I've been promising myself, and the angels, that I'd meditate tonight, (there was no chance of it during the day) and at last about 9pm I settled myself with some candles, selenite, Soothing Surf music on the CD (it's brill, just the sound of waves crashing on the shore. If you've done that meditation with Michelle where you sit on the beach and let the waves come in and fill you with love, this is the CD for you. ) Just before I sat down, I'd looked through my notes from the Angel healers course, as I was aware I'd not met all the angels we had notes on. One that leapt out was Jophiel - Beauty of God, brings joy to life and beautiful thoughts. Helps with low energy and loss of inner light..... Well! He's the one for me, I thought, considering what my last few days have been like! (see previous posts...)
So I picked out sunstone, my crystal for him, and went into meditation.

Once I connected, Jophiel stepped forward immediately.
(NOTE: I find this next bit really hard to write, cos I write it not to brag or appear vain, but to show you what can also happen to you if you tune into the angels. Perhaps all you others have these sort of meditations all the time, and it's no big deal, but I'm fairly new to this, and amazing things keep coming up for me. And it's all rather personal and intimate.)
Back to Jophiel. He's the first angel who had a figure, all the others have been masses of energy, but Jophiel was slender and sleek. Italian moviestar figure. He held up a big round mirror, and all I could see was glare, like when you drive into the sun late in the afternoon, or when the sun sets at the beach and the glare on the water means you can't actually look at that part of the sea.
I can't see anything, I said.

'That's how bright you are......'

Wow. Gobsmacked.

Looked in the mirror again. Panicking slightly. But I can't see me separate from you angels!?!

'That's how bright you are......'

Speechless now. Just awe-full. Wonder-full. Humble-full.

But what do I do with all this light?

'Shine!! For the moment, just Be. Fill yourself up with us daily, please, and the people who you need to reach will come to you, attracted to your light. But not yet. After the New Year.'
And then I just basked in the light of the angels, and it was bliss.

But there's more.
Someone else stepped forward, and it was Uriel, whom I've never met before either. I had just read that he's one of the four biggies, but I've not had much to do with them four yet, so far I've been meeting other angels more, especially Zadkiel. Anyway, he was also a figure (as opposed to an energy), and boy what a figure. He was huge, muscly, tall, like a gladiator (remember that TV series about 10 years ago?). He looked like Hercules in the Disney film, wearing soft leather loincloths. Cor. I just swooned. I fell in love, if that's possible. The love emanating from him, and the power, and protection (I did a quick comparison with Michael, and there was a huge difference, Michael was more steely, sharper, blue as well, whereas Uriel was yellowy and soft around the edges, like suede) was just heavenly. And he bowed, to me! Whereupon I realised my swooning hadn't been swooning, but a humble bowing to him in return. Like a mutual appreciation society, mutual respect. Oh wow. These angels will try anything to get me to meet with them more often. But yes please!!

Afterwards I looked in my notes for Uriel, and guess what? God is Light. Ta-da!
And connected to solar plexus, which is...yellow. Amazing, huh?


I've just re-read what I've written, and the bit at the beginning about the tide feels right, like the swirling eddies when the tide is turning. I do believe things are changing, not just for me, but for all of us.

Anyone care to share their thoughts?
lots of love to you all
Cx
(slowly turning into one of those low energy lightbulbs, where it doesn't take much effort/energy to light up (meaning plug into the angels daily to keep me topped up, which isn't that hard) but the light coming out is much brighter than ordinary lightbulbs, and lasts much longer. Well, I'm nowhere near that yet, just beginning to light up again after a dim week, but I can see it happening.....can you for you?)