My personal journey in Glasgow

Monday June the 18th.

Met the group this morning - already things are very clear and I can see the groups "lesson" - the ability to receive. This is something I will need to assist them with this week as we cannot give constantly without "drinking" for ourselves.

I am aware of my own lessons this week being presented to me - challenges are arising for me to use my new "voice of the Goddess." I know I have the choice of "fight or flight" and I now choose to grow!

Tuesday June the 19th.

I am most definitely being encouraged to speak my truth with love and strength even though it may cause others discomfort or pain - today such a challenge was presented to me and after "speaking" I began to cry - I think I was in shock that I could speak in such a powerful and yet loving way - so much healing has happened for me so far this year within - it is now for me to take action to bring that energy into my reality.

The group are growing and "moving " at an incredible pace. They seem to be absorbing information without the need for questioning - it seems so natural to them. There is something so unique about these people - I am not tired at the end of the day, they are not "feeding" from me - instead there is an incredible bond between us where we seem to be nurturing and supporting each other - I do not feel separate from this group as though they have placed me on a pedestal - I feel equal - such a wonderful place to be.

In my evening meditation I recognised that I still had a level of "dis trust" with God because I feel this energy as masculine - I realised that feeling this energy as masculine enhanced the relationship of a "father" figure and this is what was causing the dis trust - just acknowledging this revelation I feel cleansed and now I can shift my levels of trust. This "issue" I feel has been healed just by recognition and sometimes that is all it takes.

Wednesday June the 20th

I found myself speaking with such honestly today. We studied Archangels and worked with Archangel Crystal grids - I told the group I felt I could only truly share with them knowledge of the Archangels that I had personally experienced - I was honest and said the rest of the information I was providing was from research - this was very "freeing" for me as there was no pretence. I believe we can only speak truth if we have some level of personal experience - how else can we share our truth.

Archangel Raguel came through very clearly for the first time. I was explaining that he assists with creating harmony in relationships and power struggles. I put out the crystal Aqua - marine. Archangel Raguel came through and said it was all about the ability to "listen". That relationships were failing because we had forgotten how to listen to each other. He asked me to offer the students Topaz which he said assists our ear chakras.

Archangel Gabriel once again has been very strong energy around me lately and I understood why today. A while ago in a meditation I opened a book and read the true meaning of my name. It was to help me see who I truly am. In the book I read - Michelle - the strength and light of God - I cried so much as it was not what I had expected to read at all. Upon reflection I realised how many times in my life so far I have had to show that strength and it was important for me to honour that strength.

Today while speaking to the students Archangel Gabriel said his name meant "God is my Strength" and that I was to recognise that I could draw upon this strength as my own -

Archangel Azrael once again came through and encouraged me to speak my truth -

A most beautiful message for the group then poured out onto paper "These people before you Dear Child will spread the light of God upon others ....... the Earth plane needs dedicated people not only to themselves and others but people who are dedicated to the light. Beloved Child, they stand before you."

I now can feel and see Sanctuary of Angels becoming the community it was designed to be and that is an incredible feeling. It never was mine or about me and at last it no longer is.


Thursday June the 21st.

Last night while meditating I had two realisations -

One, my teaching methods are so new and less restrictive for everyone involved - labels and boxes are limiting and of course man - made.

And two - Angels are love, light, joy - but we also need to recognise that they have masculine qualities such as strength, courage, wisdom. Angels guide and support us but cannot do for us - that is dis empowering as we need to learn to do for ourselves - just like children. And this is what I need to include in my teaching to insure that the Therapists are to clients as Angels are to us - empowering not dis - empowering.

I was asked to take two students "higher" today and I did not know what the Angels were speaking off. They asked me to trust and that I did not need to know until the time was right.

I found that as it was happening to me I was guiding Janette and Steven through it - I am beyond words now to describe what happened - to try and contain my own experience while guiding others was intense - but higher we went - to a place I have not reached before. (Since coming home and being guided to a page in a book - I have been shown that it was a new level of consciousness called the lotus of the heart.)

I feel like I have new eyes, a new heart, a new mind and a new body - when I eat - I eat, when I walk - I walk - I only have "memory" for what I need at that moment - the need to talk with out reason is no longer there -

Friday June the 22nd.

Slept well and woke with a skip to my step and a "Zipp- a - de - do - dar".

Message I received this morning was that a Master does not claim to be all knowledgeable and all knowing. A master is as the Master is at that moment. The Angels said I was to recognise Enlightenment but as with other "labels" in life I was to now drop this one - that felt comfortable and I feel very humble.

A wonderful day of teaching with lots of giving and receiving in equal measures as our group lesson was digested - mass conscious patterns were also broken today which was incredibly healing for Linda -

During the attunements a storm came and it was Katie that bought the significance of this incredible storm to our attention - much energy has been shifted this week, not only for each individual but the building and staff here too needed to change and let go - the storm symbolised a very powerful cleansing.

Janette asked me today if I had needed the groups vibration to grow myself and when I arrived back at the B&B, I realised I had needed to work with these wonderful people to give "birth" -

I know that a lot has transformed within me, the past six months and that transformation needed "birthing" through actions -

Gradually through challenges this week - this has happened. This week I have taught as the new me, I have spoken as the new me, I have walked as the new me - and that new me is honesty and truth and power.

No longer am I hidden behind the hidden agendas and dis honesty of my childhood. I am as I am - truth.

We all went for a meal this evening - the students, myself and the staff at Studio 26 - I have always before felt separate from the group instead of part of their wholeness and their "bond" - tonight I was part of that wholeness - And I thank them for that gift.

Thank you God for the light you have given me this week, the Angels, the beautiful beings I have been honoured in sharing my time with - there will always be a place for them in my Heaven. x

Saturday 23rd June

I am sitting in Glasgow airport - still. The flight has been delayed so far by an hour and fifteen minutes -

And now I am leaving the frustration and tiredness of wanting to be at home and accepting that I am here and being grateful for it -

It is giving me time to finish the week before I arrive home.

This week has been an incredible journey for all and although this is the case on all the six day courses, this one was refreshingly new.

The students were not there to clear or heal or remove layers - they were there to learn how they may be of greater service to others and in that space I myself was able to "birth" to how I truly wish to teach - to teach others to assist others, so that they in turn may teach and assist others - and so begins a wonderful community - Sanctuary of Angels was also "re -"born" this week.

Gifts have been given equally and an understanding that receiving is just as important has been acknowledged and practised - giving and receiving became beautiful and easy and yet still within the boundaries of love and self love.

Janette presented me with two gifts -

A silver Angel inscribed - "Twas her thinking of others, that made you think of her."

And a silver Dove inscribed - "I love you for not only for what you are, but what I am when I am with you."

And all I can say to that really is that during the week I was asked by the Angels to buy her a mirror - and she needs to read the words she writes to me and gives me on treasured gifts - and see it is all her reflection.

In meditation today a vision of Moses earthed my soul's purpose for this life time carried in tablets of stone and gave me the gift of a "son". I recognised that this did not mean that I was pregnant or even going to be but it was a symbol of the birthing of male energy -

I thank God and the Angels for not only today but the past six days - I acknowledge that in being God's strengfh, God has been mine.

"How" is no longer in my vocabulary - as how can one have "how" when there is trust - "how" is not my concern any more..

Today is not an end - I feel these people in my heart and know this is only the beginning.


“Today will be our last day – and I don’t want the week to end. It feels like hours only. I feel empowered, loved, respected, supported, nurtured. Never has a course effected me in this way, it has been so life changing “vibrationally” that I feel complete, whole, at home in my own body and at One with the Universe. I truly believe I now understand what it means to be in the presence of a Master, thank you for that Michelle.” Janette Hamilton