The message ....

As I said I would I grabbed myself some promised time for silence yesterday - (see miracles do happen with four children, one husband, two guests and a puppy *grin*) and connected with the feeling that had hung over and around me in the "greyness" of the day.

The message in the "grey" was not just for me but a message of great importance to everyone.

I had a vision of me standing in the dark but in the darkness all the colours of the rainbow were filtering down from the sky, much like how I guess the Northern Lights look - it was truly beautiful. And then Archangel Uriel stood before me and wrapped me up in a new cloak he had given me a while back of gold and deep navy blue - he said that my childhood dreams needed revisiting with greater Hope and Faith - he said that I was needing to be in touch with a child and that this would need a Universal energy of "Hope and Faith" - that all prayers at this moment needed this greater level of Hope and Faith - he then showed me a rainbow symbolising these two qualities and underneath the rainbow was the little missing girl, Madeleine.

It was a very powerful message and one I was asked to pass on and those people were to pass on and so on - we were to understand the need and power of Hope and Faith.

This morning I turned on my emails and one of my beautiful "subscribers" to the newsletter had sent an email that I wish to share with you -

Dear Michelle,

As you know the Dawn ends the darkness and we are reminded this each day. God could leave it at that and we are all happy. But sometimes the Dawn brings a 'grey' day, raining and cloudy and we do not see the message that brings. ...regardless of the Grey and wet the Sun rises as promised by God behind those dismal skies as he intended and it then becomes our 'Free Will' to have faith that behind the Grey the Sun and its creator God are there on time each day and eventually will break up the gloom. We can use this as a measure for our Hope and Faith. If we grip these two emotions we begin to see more and more. The break yesterday for instance in the gloom allowed you to enjoy with greater fondness moments with your children and Lulu. Would that memory you have today in the 'Grey' at all that happiness yesterday, mean so much and feel so sweet to the soul if your outing was done in the middle of guaranteed months of sunshine? I think not. The lesson here is all you need is hope and faith no matter how gloomy the days are..the Sun will come, the LIGHT will come, and the LIGHT is always above the gloom waiting to bring you nourishment of soul and spirit.

Love Ian X

The message from Ian and the visions from Archangel Uriel were then affirmed this afternoon as I had two near misses with two white trucks - one with the business name, Rainbow's end, the other called Rainbow industries. I guess I was meant to see them, hence the near miss *smile* - as I then turned into a corner in to another road, slightly shaky from the vans, there was a house on the corner up for sale - the agents board design was a rainbow.

Need I say anymore - affirm in your heart that you have Hope and Faith, feel it there beating in strengh as your heart beats -

There is a rainbow of hope in all grey days, you just need faith.

Keep praying for Madeleine with light in your hearts and all the colours of the rainbow.

Blessings

Michelle x x

From you ...

Dear Michelle

I just wanted to say a big thank you for all of your encouraging words that come through your daily messages. Your honesty and openness shows just how much you must be moving forward with the new vibration, and I just wanted to say that even though you may not be personally aware of just how much you send that energy on to all the individuals reading your emails, that I thank you from my heart for this daily inspriation.

I wish you too all the inspiration and encouragement in the heavens, for despite your soul leading the way for so many, you too have your own journey full of rainbows and grey days.

Lots of love and many thanks

Louisexx



Dear Michelle,

As you know the Dawn ends the darkness and we are reminded this each day. God could leave it at that and we are all happy. But sometimes the Dawn brings a 'grey' day, raining and cloudy and we do not see the message that brings. ...regardless of the Grey and wet the Sun rises as promised by God behind those dismal skies as he intended and it then becomes our 'Free Will' to have faith that behind the Grey the Sun and its creator God are there on time each day and eventually will break up the gloom. We can use this as a measure for our Hope and Faith. If we grip these two emotions we begin to see more and more. The break yesterday for instance in the gloom allowed you to enjoy with greater fondness moments with your children and Lulu. Would that memory you have today in the 'Grey' at all that happiness yesterday, mean so much and feel so sweet to the soul if your outing was done in the middle of guaranteed months of sunshine? I think not. The lesson here is all you need is hope and faith no matter how gloomy the days are..the Sun will come, the LIGHT will come, and the LIGHT is always above the gloom waiting to bring you nourishment of soul and spirit.

Love Ian X

Choosing to grow.

Yesterday was such a different day to today.

The sun was shining for one. The children and I took Lulu, our puppy up to the Sussex downs, right to the top where we could see the whole world - and then with uncontrollable giggles we all rolled down - our hair and clothes covered in leaves, all of us without a care - yesterday there were rainbows.

And then today I feel it is important to be emotionally honest and say it is a grey day and I am feeling grey -

The woods were dark and damp today as we walked Lulu and although the children and I laughed as they slid down the muddy sides of the hill - I did not feel the rainbows.

It is nothing to do with the weather - it is just how I feel and I know that this emotion has a message for me - as soon as the monkeys are in bed, (it is the school holidays), I know I will be able to sit and completely feel this feeling - so that I can listen, learn, digest the message and let go.

It may be very, very simple such as that I need to rest or bathe in light for a while - but there is one thing I am certain of - there is no point at all in masking it - I choose to step into that space of silence - grow and move through it -

And this is why I am writing to you, it is important to be in touch with our feelings, to be emotionally honest at all times - too many people have lost touch with their emotions and so have forgotten how to feel. They see that as protection when actually it only causes more hurt and eventually illness.

Others mask their feelings - not being honest with others or themselves.

Others allow themselves to be controlled by their emotions and slip away down that muddy river. When they choose to pull themselves out and see the emotion is not who they are but a "message in a bottle" is a choice that each one of us as to make - some people take years, some take days - Masters take moments.

Today was a grey day but the rainbows are still there. It is simply a choice to "see" them.


"God allows us to experience the low points of life in order to teach us lessons we could not learn in any other way. The way we learn those lessons is not to deny the feelings but to find the meanings underlying them." Stanley Lindquist

Midday Prayer for Madeleine

Please light a candle for Madeleine, Tuesday the 29th of May.

Hi, I hope this little request finds you all well after a long weekend.

I have received many emails asking for support in finding Madeleine as I know many of you have. It is more than tragic - there are no words to express how her family is feeling - and yet they have still shown strength and hope.


We too can join together and send Madeleine and her family love and be as positive as her parents are, that she will be returned.


I have been guided to ask that tomorrow TUESDAY THE 29th OF MAY that you join me at MIDDAY for prayer asking the Angels to return Madeleine to her parents safe and well- where ever you may be, and light a candle for her.


Thank you for sharing your light in the darkness - may it show Madeleine the way home.


Love & Blessings


Michelle x x

Thought for today ....

"The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams."

Eleanor Roosevelt

Creating the "eagle" within ourselves ...

Once long ago an Indian warrior found an eagle's egg on a mountaintop, and he put this eagle's egg next to the eggs that a hen was going to be sitting on.

When the time came, the chicks hatched and so did the little eagle who had been kept warmed in the same brood.

The tiny eagle grew alongside the hatchling's. After some time it learned to cackle like chickens, to scratch the ground, to look for worms and it limited itself to going up to the lower branches of the bushes just like all the other chickens.

And it kept living the idea that it was a chicken.

One day when it was old, the eagle was looking up to the sky and saw something magnificent.

Up there in the bright blue sky, a majestic bird was flying in the open sky, with seeming effortlessness.

The old eagle was awestruck. It turned to the nearest chicken and said "what kind of bird is that?"

The chicken looked up and answered "Oh, that's the Golden Eagle, the Queen of the Skies. But don't pay any attention to it. You and I are here down below."

The eagle never again looked up and it died thinking it was a chicken.

Taking from Walking on Water by Anthony deMello


At some point we all need to search inside and discover who we truly are, so that we are able to spread our wings and fly. -

From you ...

Dear Michelle,

Thank you, thank you, thank you!!

Your latest newsletter has touched me so much, moved me to tears. It is without a doubt the best one yet (and all the other ones were fantastic!).

Thank you for being so honest and brave to share your journery and say what most of us are actually thinking. It is so lovely to read something and think 'yes' that's exactly how I feel! I am 'normal' (whatever that is!) after all.

With much love and angel blessings for you

Victoria
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Dear Michelle

thank you for being so real and for touching my life in such a profound way, thank you.

Love and light Jacquie


Hi Michelle,

What a fantastic, inspiring and motivating news-letter! It was wonderful. It seems to fit exactly with my present moods and feelings.

You are a fabulous role model and I look forward to very much to meeting you and working with you in July.

Much love
Lucyx

Handy tips.

Okay Guys - it is time to declare "enough is enough", wave your little white flag of surrender and Just "let it be" rather than struggling, kicking and screaming against it.

I am going to be a little bit firm with you and shake you to your senses a bit but please believe it is because I have love for you.


So I am going to share with you a collection of actions - the choice to use them, is yours. *smile*. You may have read 100 books and feel no further on; you may have attended many, many workshops - still nothing. The answers are not out there - they are inside of you and at some point you are going to have to listen.


There is no real method, a method is a set of rules and rules are man - made. Your journey to YOU is in your heart. Here you will find wisdom, guidance, adventure, an abundance of love, joy, peace - all that you are, a unique and divine spark. but no rules, and hurray - no limitations


This is going to take your time and commitment - a commitment to you and if you are not willing to do that, then all that I am sharing is just going to go on the pile with the books that have left you disappointed.


Remember change you and the reflection changes.


You may now be thinking but that is hard or I can't or when I am - It will be harder for you to stay where you are. Each "challenge" in life is a gift of healing, on the other side is light - so you can choose to move through the challenge and find a new you or choose to stay in the middle of the chaos.


Be your own mother/father - make sure all your needs are met - that you eat well, drink well, rest well. Read through the article I have written this month and be honest and see where you are not parenting yourself.


Be patient with yourself but firm, encourage yourself to grow and be the best you can.


Listen - listen to your needs and fulfill them. If you are not willing to listen to yourself then you cannot expect anyone else to. If you say you are going to do something - do it, action speaks louder than words.


Trust yourself - your intuition, your feelings. Show the Universe you trust your intuition by taking action - no matter how small that action may feel to you, you are showing yourself and the Universe that you listen and you trust.


Small steps - you know what you want, so just take small steps. Firstly you will be getting there and the mountain goal will no longer be a mountain and secondly the Universe will see your commitment and open doors for you - the right people, the right books, the right house, the right job and the right courses.


Ask - ask for help, guidance and believe you shall receive. Do not determine how and when - just know all will arrive in divine time. Maybe your ego says now but the soul knows you need a bit more "equipment" or healing, maybe you want it but deep down do not feel worthy.


Time alone - this is how you get to know you, your thoughts, your feelings, your goals, your likes and dislikes. Allow yourself time alone and grow to love you.


Love yourself unconditionally. spots, bumps, fatty bits, warts and all. Give yourself the love and respect you wish others to give you - if you cannot do it for yourself, how do you expect anyone else to.


Gifts of love - allow yourself to receive by giving to yourself what you want from life and others.


Value yourself - not on what you hav e or how much money you have in the bank BUT on who you are.


Be aware of people that irritate you and push your buttons - they are mirroring you something that needs healing in you and you find irritating.


No more negative thoughts or conversations - catch yourself when you are doing it and choose something light. Do not judge or scold yourself for negative thoughts - just by being aware that you are doing it, is very healing and means you are now bringing the "habit" to the surface. Now make a new and better thought or have a lighter conversation.


Don't take life so seriously - allow yourself playtime. Time to laugh and smile. Meet friends that make you feel good. Roll down that wonderful grassy hill. Fly a kite. Feed the birds - yes, just like Mary Poppins - go and play. Be that carefree, fun loving child instead of a pent up, conditioned adult - You are light - so be light.


Creativity - allow yourself time every day to be creative. Bake a cake, plant some vegetables, write a poem, sing a song, paint, draw, read - turn the television off and give permission for your creativity to flow -


Be in nature - learn to love your life and this planet. Walking, planting, let a view take your breath away.


Be grateful - Think about all that you do have not what you don't have.


Celebrate you - write down or think about how much you have achieved, be proud of how far you have come - you are doing so well.


Manifestation - allow yourself time to daydream, think and feel what you want - where ever the mind has been the body will follow.


Meditation - be in silence for in a short while every day and go within, listen to your heart, for your heart as the answers, not your head. All that you have forgotten to remember is held here - your song is waiting to be sung.


Everyday be honest with yourself.


Get to know you inside out - it is the inside that is creating the outside - see the illusion for what it truly is, apart of you that is asking for healing and freedom.


Your walkie talkie - you are not alone, we all have a walkie talkie to divine guidance, you just need to empty your head of "monkey chatter" and remember to hear the messages in the silence.


Be in the moment - take each day has it comes, do not fear yesterday for it has been and gone, do not worry about tomorrow - the how's and the guidance is in the moment and if you are not, you will miss it. Do not be too busy trying to sort out things for yourself, there is so, so much support available - you just have to be here - now , to hear it.


Daily spiritual cleansing - daily cleanse your self with light. You may like to stand under a waterfall or stand in a ray of light, what ever feels cleansing to you. Let yourself fill to over flowing.


Hand back responsibilities that are most definitely not yours. That is not being hard, especially with children - we all have to learn to be responsible for ourselves and our own happiness.


Breathe.


Feel good feelings and think good thoughts.


Release everything that anyone has ever said to you that does not feel like your truth.


Spend more time listening to your heart and less time listening to your head.


Smile.


Glow from your head to your toes


And most importantly see yourself through the eyes of Angels - I see you and all that you truly are -


"Go ahead - you deserve it" (Sainsburys)

Responsible choice

At some point in all of our lives we need to learn to be our own parent. To be aware of and fulfill our own needs and make responsible choices for our Highest Good. You may not have had the best mum or dad in the world BUT that no longer matters because you have YOU..

What are the responsibilities of the “ideal” parent?


Protection – a parent protects a child, they do not wrap them up in cotton wool as this creates a child who only knows fear and vulnerability but they protect a child from unacceptable behavior and unnecessary pain and harm. Say for example in you life now or in the past someone has treated you badly - if that was happening to a child or your child, would that be acceptable – no – then that behavior is not acceptable for you either. A parent teaches a child that we are all worthy of love and respect. A parent also teaches a child not take on board other people’s behavioral problems or issues as they are its own. A child is not to blame or responsible for the actions of others – we all have choice.

A child needs to learn that is responsible for its own actions and has to make responsible choices – every choice and action has a reaction, so they need to learn to be responsible. A child also needs to learn that it is not responsible for others or their actions – they too have choice.

A parent teaches a child that it is safe to have a voice, a powerful voice that speaks its truth. I do not mean powerful as in aggression or anger but a voice that is calm, loving, and yet firm. A child learns that it has a right to speak and to be listened to.

A parent encourages a child to be all that they are and more. They sing loving praises and words of empowerment. for good behavior and when a child achieves even the smallest of things. A parent catches a child if it falls without judgment or criticism. A parent knows that the child has to make mistakes in order to determine right from wrong and also decide for itself what feels good or bad that is how we discover what we do and do not want. A parent knows that a child will learn from its “mistakes” with loving guidance and so scolding or being “hard” on the child is not necessary.

Trust – a parent has trust for a child and a child trusts its parent. No explanations needed just a deep bond of trust. A child learns from an early age that all it need do is ask and the parent will fulfill that need.

A parent teaches a child that we are all one – a container of light all taking from the same great ocean of light BUT how we all express that light is what makes us individual – we are all born to share a gift – a parent will help that child to feel safe and confident enough to share that gift with the world.

A parent helps a child to fulfill its dreams and goals, a parent understands that these dreams may not be what he/she had planned for the child but understands that it is the child’s dream that is of importance – not their own.


Unconditional love – a parent shows a child that they are loved no matter what – their behavior may not always be acceptable – but the person, the soul is loved always. Love like star light never dies.

A parent would not allow a child to be self destructive or self critical or negative or to place itself in pain or to be putting itself in harms way – a parent provides a safe and nurturing environment for a child to think and feel positive thoughts about itself, creating self love and confidence.

A parent teaches a child it is good to love its body and take care of it. A parent will provide food, water, exercise and rest to ensure the child is healthy in body, mind and spirit.

A parent teaches a child to equally give and receive – not for hidden agendas or personal gain but for love. The child is also taught to treat others and him/herself as he/she wishes to be treated.

A parent teaches a child that the Universe is abundant – there is enough for everyone and everyone is worthy of God’s gifts. Money is energy, a creation of God to free people from lack and need. A child is taught there is no lack.

A child is taught that all emotions are good, to not hide them but to feel them completely and let them go – returning to that beautiful sparkle

Life is easy, life is fun, life is love, life is that tree and that ant, life is you, life is me, life is a smile, a tickle, a newborn baby, an old wise hand – a child is not taught life is hard, you have to work hard for your money – if you think life is hard, it will be hard – a child is taught life is what you create with your wonderful feelings and imagination – what you think you are – you are. What you think is – is.

You and the universe are your own parent. No more fighting, struggling – just accept what is and was – surrender it, let it go peacefully and make space for healing - and now make responsible choices to change it – choices from the heart. Bring in the new with you as your parent making sure that all your needs and desires are met first, so that you are full to overflowing and can now allow that “flow” to flow unto others.
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No more shouting and screaming at yourself, others or the Angels, anger does not get results – your pure soul is not like that and besides would you give to a child that was demanding, impatient and having a paddy – no – me neither.

You are not alone, the Angels will guide and support you but you have to make the commitment to you, you have to have devotion and a passion to be all that you are and more – and then on that energy of commitment and love, doors will open – not on anger, frustration, blame … sometimes it may be rocky as the old rises to the surface, heals and then leaves and makes space for the new .. but in this time do not give up, just flow, know that beneath the storm of emotions and life’s events in the physical world is a deeper meaning – an issue is rising, a healing is occurring and you are getting closer to YOU – a peaceful, calm, loving and very wise you that is bursting with life.

Thought for today ...

There are more "ifs" then there are stars in the sky.

Terry Pratchett

If not now - then when

What song is your heart singing but you do not allow it to be heard?

How hard does it have to get before you listen?

What are you waiting for?

Approval from others, Love from others, the day when you have enough time or money or when you are happy, or slim, or not so tired ....

"No man gives to himself but himself and no man takes away from himself but himself."

Is it easier to live in fear and to allow the mind to make excuses as to why you cannot be or have or do and for you to accept them?

These excuses will be your reality, for what you think is,is - change your thoughts and feelings and the reflection changes.

Listen to your heart, where the words are pure and of love - do not listen to the mind that knows fear and limitation.

Take a moment to breath and to be still -declare to the Universe what your intention is, ask the Angels to support you - ask what action can I take to fulfil my vision today... Give thanks for on a higher level you have created - it is now for you to allow it to enter your physical world ..

See your vision of what you want, feel it and now ACT - the vision and the act must go hand in hand. A small step of action is a commitment of trust and Faith - just that small step the Universe sees as a HUGE commitment and will support you by opening all the doors.... You will be rewarded for leaps of faith ...

Things may (that is only a may) get worse before they get better - but do not give up - this is just the old energy shattering and making space for the new - it is not getting worse, it is getting better ... trust me *smile*

Everyday know that the energy of your "declaration" is condensing down into physical form - give thanks for you have already received ... do not put a time on it, for time is man made, if you think it will take three years it will, if you trust and allow it to happen in divine time - it will - listen to your heart, take only guided action.

The less you "listen" the harder life will become - for your song lives in you to be heard!!

So go buy that dress now - not when you are half a stone lighter, book that holiday, that course now - visit that person now, that place now - give yourself permission to sing your song now and day by day it will get louder and louder and you will get stronger as you truly begin to shine -

And before you know it the whole world will see, feel and hear your song..

Remember believing is seeing.

Inspiration for today ...

Welcome Change

When changes occur in your life and you feel uncertain of what the future holds,
a meditation on the theme of change can generate a positive outlook.

Meditate on the life cycle of a butterfly - through the stages of caterpillar and cocoon - to strengthen your resolve about embracing change in your life.

From The Perfect Calm Deck

A commitment to YOU ...

Unless commitment is made, there are only promises and hopes...but no plans. – Peter F. Drucker, 1909-2005, Austrian-born Management Consultant and Author


Seven years ago while lying in that hospital room at only five and a half stone - I made a promise. A promise to me.

A promise that became a commitment - to be all that I truly am.

Everything that has happened since that day has supported that commitment. The universe heard my "declaration" to heal and so situations have arisen in life that have provided opportunities for me to release all that I no longer need.

Life is a mirror and with my "new eyes" that had chosen to see - I understood that all that I was seeing, hearing and feeling from the outside was something that needed healing on the inside and releasing -

I am not going to proclaim it is easy. Only this morning I had to "step back" from an over whelming feeling and see it for what is "really" was.

Making that choice to not get involved in the illusion that you see in front of you, stepping back and detaching clears the pathway for guidance and healing.

No one can heal you without a commitment from you to be healed, life cannot evolve to new and higher levels without a commitment from you to evolve ...

You do deserve the life you truly desire - you do -

It is not going to land in your lap or on a golden tray or even be delivered by a handsome knight on a white horse BUT ...

With dedication, guidance from your Angels and a commitment to you it is 100% achievable!!

Life is a journey, we do not stop learning until the day we return to that beautiful ocean called "source" - A journey that if you so choose can be full of "light".

There is also on the other hand the choice to make it hard and remain stuck in life's theatre -

What is your choice?

Wise words for today ...

"The journey to wholeness requires that you look honestly, openly and with courage into yourself, into the dynamics that lie behind what you feel, what you perceive, what you value and how you act. It is a journey through your defenses and beyond so that you can experience consciously the nature of your personality, face what it has produced in your life, and choose to change that."

Gary Zukav - responsible choice.