At 4am this morning I was woken with guidance in what I must write of, to you this month -
This routine of being woken up in the early hours of the morning has been quiet usual of late, , it is an energy of action - although I now feel as if I have hit a place of complete exhaustion, I am asked daily to stand in God's light & affirm " As I stand in my power, I stand in God's."
Guided Action ...
So often over the past six years I have written to you with the words "I was guided" ... followed by the words I am given to share or an account of action I took -
It is as simple as that, the guidance flows in & flows out through my action -
but is it as easy as that sounds?
Do we question Guidance & what does that lead to?
For a couple of months, the same guidance was coming to me, in simple words & even vision that represented the words, bless them, the Angels tried every which way.
But I struggled for the first time ever with this guidance I was being given. Firstly it did not personally feel loving action & secondly it bought up fears.
Fears that made me feel powerless but were also at the same time sabotaging my boundaries & power. Fears of losing "more" people in my life & fears of what those people may feel & think -
even though I knew it was guidance & so therefore could only be love ...
I did not take the action, I did not feel powerful enough to "do" what I felt would in some way hurt others whom I loved ... I began to get "stuck". Nothing in that certain area of my life seemed to be "flowing". The "stuckness" displayed itself as an energy in my ears & throat, although the core of it was very base chakra.
It is wonderful how supported & truly loved we are by the Universe. I am so close to tears as I write this because it is truth & yet at the time we may not always feel either.
A beautiful & dear friend came for a "healing" session, her symptoms were fairly similar with the ears & throat ...
While the healing was channeled, I heard "this message is for you too Michelle."
My friend "came back" & we spoke ... the message we both received the same & meant for sharing.
We hear guidance (ears), it is then for us to simply have trust & faith (throat) & to carry out the guidance as action (base). When we do not, guidance becomes "blocked", life becomes stagnant, symptoms within the body occur as it "holds" the energy waiting for the action. During this time we may feel unsupported by God & the Angels, this is simply because they cannot do - the "do- ing" needs to come from us. Energy cannot flow again until the action is taken.
Often guidance is not taken because it may seem too simple or too difficult, we do not have enough trust & faith. We may analysis it, we may fear failure, hurting ourselves or others, change, even success .
Because it is guidance does not always mean success, (which can be confusing), this can make us feel let down by the Universe but the Universe is helping us to learn a lesson or lessons for growth not merely steering us towards success. Where would the growth be in that - one thing is for sure though, it is always for our Highest Good.
If you fear failure, this is definitely going to occur in your life as a lesson, if you fear loss, lack, rejection ... whatever it may be, it will need to be transmuted into love at some point -
because you are love!
Those who take guided action are not to seek approval, recognition or reward. It is a driving force of energy, an energy of love & grace pouring through us that must be put into physical form or cause chaos. It may not always feel to the personality a loving action but we cannot see the whole picture as God & the Angles see it when we are stuck in it -
We are channels for change, our own lessons in this "Earth school" & we "provide" lessons for others to grow upon. If that is not a greater love, than I do not know what is.
The days that followed the "healing session" I was lead through preparation for action. Words flowed onto paper at "silly o clock" & I was given the affirmation "water off a ducks' back."
My children tested that one regularly over those days, in fact it seemed to be coming in every direction.
But those words made me smile each time I "heard" them, they placed me in my "center" & completely supported the "mountain" in becoming "a mountain"...
I did what I "knew" must be done.
That is simply called "faith."
Thursday, May 08, 2008
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